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Interlude [Chinese New Year Edition]

2012-02-03T01:39:00.001+08:00

Hah, got a bit tired...

This is what I left.

6) What happened on CNY #5 [27th] ; Whose afraid of Virginia Woolf?

7) What happened on Saturday [28th] ; Cousin from Hk.
8) What happened on Sunday [29th] ; Slacked all the way ; Coffee Club
9) What happened on Monday [30th] ; Did nothing too ; Slept.
10) What happened on Tuesday [31st] ; Nigel , Aijisan
11) What happened on Wednesday [1st] ; Reserved day but became unreserved. -.-
12) What happened on Thursday [2nd] ; Slept ; Handburger ; Max Brenner ;

Actually, I am briefly describing what happened that day. Not going in details. Heh. Will update tomorrow.
& I guess, there will be another point to be made.

13) What happened on Friday [3rd] ; Went back to school ; Movie with Steph.C & Farida ; Steamboat with Shuwen and Viola

:)

Chinese New Year ; Part 1

2012-02-03T01:35:00.001+08:00

HELLO! Am back. Hah. Actually, the title isn't what it is really is. Just that I can't think of a better one and I heard that Chinese New Year consist of 15 days. :) So that I can continue with those parts. ^^
Going along with the list...

1) What happened on CNY Eve
2) What happened on CNY #1
3) What happened on CNY #2
4) What happened on CNY #3

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.

CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE.
Actually, it's the same every year. Relatives came for lunch because 拜祖先 & they left. & we start decorating the house. & that day ends. But this year was a bit different...I went to the hospital to visit. ._. God-dad got into a hospital due to a car crash...sigh. 6 operations and his leg started infecting.
Sigh...was in agony seeing him like this...Hais. Reached home, the delivery man who was suppose to deliver those stuff was late. In the end, we 捞鱼生 at 10pm. -.- & the four of us had to finish it. Was damn sick of it. Which my day was ended like this. Heh, for the first time of my life...I gave out Angpows. :) To my parents, third aunt and Jiayun. ^^ It's my 心意 since I got a long term holiday job. Heh.

CHINESE NEW YEAR.
Alright, the routine is the same. Temple->Third Aunt's House->Uncle's house.
Nothing special happened though. Just like any other day. Though I did feel old. :x Get Angpow used to be one of my favourite..but now..it isn't. I just wanna hide in a corner and read my book. Which I did. Luckily, didn't get reprimanded. :x & 捞鱼生 AGAIN!& THIS TIME, THERE'S GINGER IN IT. WTF. I LITERALLY CHOKED ON IT. Ugh.

CHINESE NEW YEAR ; DAY 2.
I slept till...3pm. Hah, was super tired. Woke up, cooked noodles and started watching drama.
Finished watching 步步惊心. It's really, touching and nice. OMFG, super nice.
Aunt came over for dinner to bring the both of us to River Hongbao.
Went there, super crowded. & saw tons of Singaporeans opening their umbrella to catch those gold flicks. ._. A bit ridiculous. Went for 灯谜 and saw some of the exhibition. Heh, was wonderful. Let me know more about Singapore's history. Went home after that.

CHINESE NEW YEAR ; DAY 3

MOVIERATHONNNNNNNNNNN with Shuwen.
Started at 10:45am till 8pm.
We watched 4 movies, in order.
We not naughty, Jack and Jill, I love Hongkong & Dance Dance Dragon.
All 4 flicks are relatively alright.

Food we ate in between..
Yakun, Popeye, Aston's, Ben'N' Jerry's
Kaya Bread, Nuggets, Steak, Banana Ice Cream.

Was a relaxing day. Heh.

CHINESE NEW YEAR ; DAY 4
DID NOTHING FOR THE WHOLE DAY.
Till around 7pm where I met Shuwen to go Uncle Ringo.
It was fun. Had a go on the turning wheel and two times at Bumper Car. Hehe
Went Max Breener's after that. Their chocolate are delicious. The milkshake is heaven. Gosh..
Went home after that.

Heh...time for interlude.

Chinese New Year ; Part 1

2012-02-02T02:19:00.000+08:00

Prelude # Updated AGAIN.

2012-02-01T21:12:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAH~ I think by the time I finish PRELUDE-ING, It will be the end of the year.
Ugh, procrastinated and didn't get the energy to blog. I shall prelude one last time and get going with posts. :x

Most probably, it will be done by later in the night. Hope so.

Things to add on....

7) What happened on Saturday [28th] ; Cousin from Hk.
8) What happened on Sunday [29th] ; Slacked all the way ; Coffee Club
9) What happened on Monday [30th] ; Did nothing too ; Slept.
10) What happened on Tuesday [31st] ; Nigel , Aijisan
11) What happened today [1st] ; Reserved day but became unreserved. -.-

[Read the following in your best British accent]

Alright, I shall get to it. Of course, there will be interlude. I will try to...get it done A-SAP.
Starting with what happened during Chinese New Year~

Prelude #Updated

2012-01-28T09:57:00.000+08:00

Things that I am gonna blog about.

1) What happened on CNY Eve
2) What happened on CNY #1
3) What happened on CNY #2
4) What happened on CNY #3

Please wait..buffering......

#Add on.

5) What happened on CNY #4
6) What happened on CNY #5.

Will update once I stop procrastinating... :x

Some key points of different day.

1) Eve ; Hospital ; YuSheng.
2) Temple ; Aunt's House ; Uncle's House ; Crazy
3) Slept ; River HongBao
4) Movierathon
5) Did nothing ; Uncle Ringo
6) Who's afraid of Virginia Woolf?

Prelude

2012-01-26T01:15:00.001+08:00

Things that I am gonna blog about.

1) What happened on CNY Eve
2) What happened on CNY #1
3) What happened on CNY #2
4) What happened on CNY #3

Please wait..buffering....

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VANS/LORRIES/CARS?

2012-01-20T13:38:00.002+08:00

FINALLY, GOT MY VANS. :) But it was a hassle to choose what design to buy especially I am a size5.
Furthermore, the colors/design that I want, doesn't have my size. Else, I will get the blue one. THE BLUE ONE IS GORGEOUS! But...it's in size 6. ._. After staying/"lepaking" in the shop for HALF AN HOUR.
I've decide upon the female authentic grey VANS. & I was trying & trying..but somehow it doesn't suits me...& I saw another high cut shoes..but the design was a lil abstract which isn't something that I would go for. But who knows, when I try it on...it was nice. It's like canvas painted and look super super "not to my taste". While trying, I saw PEARL JAM SERIES'S. I was like, OMGGGGGGGG! Feminine and Swag at the same time and decided to try it & it looks more sturdy and nice as compared to the "canvas painted"'s. Therefore, I got this & bought this at half size bigger. Which is also fitting because it's high cut. :) Elated. & there was some lucky draw kinda thing and I got myself a free T-shirt from VANS. Quite lucky. ^^
Went Din Tai Fung for dinner and had some food. ._. & went and get Maggie Moo's Ice-Cream.
The COTTON CANDY was HEAVEN! HEAVENLY TASTYYYYYYYYY! ^^

& therefore, this is my Thursday. ^^ & today is Friday...I doubt there will be any interesting stuff today.
Gonna go home and sleep today! ^^ BYE~

Lethargic and Drained. ._.

2012-01-19T15:33:00.001+08:00

It's the 3rd week of January. Because Chinese New Year is here in a few days time, I've been super super busy. & am falling sick after yesterday's stuff. Ugh, what a time to fall sick.

I've made a to-do list in the previous post. & I have cleared partially of it. & I only left with 3 days to complete the rest. ._.

Things that I need to do...

1) <s>GET NEW YEAR'S CLOTHES.</s> [Which consist a pair of VANS']
2) Get a new headphone.
3) Get a new casing
4) CLEAR MY ROOOOOOOOOM!
5) <s> GET MY HAIR CUT! </s>
6) DENTAL APPOINTMENT.

Gonna go for my DA after CNY. As for others, along...you'll know why isn't it done.

Let me quickly summarize what I have done from Monday till now. :)

Monday.

Work as per normal. Went for a hair cut after work. & Calvin made me wait for 2hours because there's too many customers. -.- Reached Bugis at around 8pm which is like so god-damn late. Anyhow bought 1 set of clothes. & wanted to go VANS but in the end, it was closed. -.- Had Swensen's for dinner. & yes, it was nasty. ._. Went home after that..

Tuesday

Didn't go for work. ._. Boss allowed my "urgent leave". Rotted at home for a while before going to Toa Payoh Central to shop for more clothes..Bought a decent set which I am elated about it. & went supermarket to buy tons of stuff. ._. They earn tons of money from me..

Wednesday.

Work as per normal. Left work at 12pm. Went Chinatown and bought those decorations and goodies for CNY. Tons of stuff. Like seriously. Went back to aunt's house to rest...till around 5pm and met Irene at Bishan. Wanted to get Ukulele from the outlet. But there isn't the color that we both want. Therefore, we made a trip down to AMK Hub and finally got it. Had dinner at Pepper lunch. Went Bugis afterwards. VANSSSSSS! Nope, this time..I was there before they close..but they do not have the design that I want. -.-Went home..feeling sad. Sigh..

Thursday.

Am working now. Update in the night. :)

Hello, VANS! ^^

2012-01-16T00:59:00.001+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

A lil hyper in the middle of the night. After a small rant about how disgusted I am 'bout humans, I am back...normal.

The point is, this week is gonna be a super super super busy week! >:( Chinese New Year is drawing by && there's so many things to be done. Can't find time to settle all these stuff. Sigh...

Things that I need to do...

1) GET NEW YEAR'S CLOTHES. [Which consist a pair of VANS']

2) Get a new headphone.

3) Get a new casing

4) CLEAR MY ROOOOOOOOOM!

5) GET MY HAIR CUT!

6) DENTAL APPOINTMENT.

Though it's just 6 items on the list but...all requires hours to clear. :( SIGH...

Btw, HEY YOU, YOU LOOKED GREAT IN THAT PICTURE & I THINK THAT YOU SHOULD USE IT AS YOUR PROFILE PICTURE.

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I am getting more and more disgusted by humans.

2012-01-15T00:47:00.000+08:00

Humans, including myself....are selfish and all those other factors that you can ever think of.
They are epitome of evil/selfish/greedy/inconsiderate and all those BAD factors you can think of.
No matter how "GOOD" a person is, they still have the ugly side of them. Epiphany.
They can lie just to get out of troubles, distort the fact just to get themselves out of the situation.
To get what they want, they can resort to all kind of means even if they were to hurt anyone. They are worse than animals. To defend themselves, they will push the blame to the other party as much as they can so that they seems to be not in the wrong. Though, there's a Chinese saying ; “人不为己天诛地灭 which is similar to "Every man for himself, and the devil take the hindmost". But seriously, how can one get to the extend that they are becoming the epitome of selfish/greedy/inconsiderate? They are giving me chills & I am really disgusted.

I really have no idea what's in their mind or what their mindsets are.....

Page 12 of 366 ; Time to embark on an old journey.

2012-01-12T11:32:00.003+08:00

I wanna lead a simple life, but me myself seems to be making it more complicated.
Sigh, why didn't I focus on my studies..
Actually, the result didn't quite bother me. Mainly because that I know that I didn't put in any effort.

Well, gotta move on with my life though. It's never too late. NEVER.
I guess, 2012 will be a easier year since there isn't any stupid stress from school regarding all those stupid stuff and there isn't him to distract me. So, I am gonna make it through 2012. :)

Page 6 of 366

2012-01-06T16:16:00.003+08:00

It can't get any worse cause I am at the rock bottom. Just an inch away from death.

Well, hello. Quite a number of days upon my last post. It was stopped at Page 2 & now, I am gonna elaborate my Page 3,4, 5.

Tuesday ; 3rd Jan 2012

I actually can't really remember what I have did. I guess all I have done was going to work and leaving work at a exact time and therefore went back to my aunt house for dinner which kinda elaborated my day.It's the same old stuff, waking up earlier than the time I had woken up for school and feeling lethargic during work but super reluctant to sleep in the night.

Wednesday ; 4th Jan 2012

It's the same ol' stuff except the fact that I have accompanied my aunt to Tan Tock Seng Hospital in the evening. The appointment time was at 6pm but somehow when we left the hospital, it was already 7pm.& no, the consultation didn't take that long. & in between, there was funny moments ; Eg.The doctor's funny accent ; as well as angsty moment ; Eg. The not-very-polite pinoy pharmacist. & I can't really understand the superb pronunciation of hers. & fore, went back.

Thursday; 5th Jan 2012

Was the same except the fact that I left work at 12pm, reason being that I have some important stuff to settle. But it was all done before 2pm, thus I went for a movie with Shuwen. Watched the super funny movie that has Mark Lee in it. Was laughing like mad, but the theater isn't an ideal choice if you were to watch any movie. ._. I swear that I ain't gonna go back to Shaw even if all the cinemas close down. :x Finally stopped procrastinating and got guitar strings for both my guitars. Kept strumming throughout the night and luckily, didn't get a lashing by Dad. :x Felt quite emotional throughout the day, perhaps...it's because the date of result is set. It's on the 9th of Jan and yes, I am afraid.

Friday ; 6th Jan 2012

TGIF, I do hope so. It's 1:02pm now, still have 4 hours before I can go back home and rest. But there's work tomorrow, so I doubt the rest can be a success. :( Note to self : Remember to get a cake.

Alright, gotta go back to work. Will blog in the night if I am not feeling that emotional.

Cheers,
Jiani Ho

Page 2 of 366

2012-01-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

Page 2 of 366

^ The current trending on Twitter since last mid-night.
In case you have no idea about the 366 or thinking that "Man, Jiani must be stupid..there's only 365 days per year", YOU ARE WRONG! This 2012 is a LEAP YEAR! \m/
Anyway, the point isn't that. It's just that I wanna summarize what I did on the first and second of 2012!

1st Jan 2012

It begun with me waking up at 12:30pm. Brushed up and prepared..& went out.
Along with JIAYUNho & SHUWENtham to Bugis.

Agenda : To buy a shorts for Jiayun.
Did we did it : YES!

Before we get any shorts and etc....we were fretting about what to eat. How nice, fretting on the first day of the year. & not too fast, we decided on Swensen's. The food shall not be elaborated. Had a fun time over there..fun time eating the super "scrumptious" meal. & I will have to say, the best thing over there is it's Diet Coke. Note to self : Don't get back to Swensen's. & therefore, walked around, window-shopped and went home.The night was spent sleeping, napping and stuff. Man, I do love to sleep. :)

2nd Jan 2012

Woke up at 11:25am, went for lunch almost immediately after I read a few pages of my book. Had porridge for lunch as well as carrot cake which was shared with my aunt. Teh-C Peng was the drink for lunch. Went back and watched the news. & after the news, I continued reading my book as well as browsing the web. Apart from that, I was disturbing my aunt from her nap by drowning her with my questions. Hah, life...
Went Junction 8 at around 4 in the afternoon. Spent the rest of my afternoon there, walking around. Planning what to get for my revamp of my room as well as checking the market. Had dinner at Ajisan, I must say..their standard dropped drastically. Wasn't that happy with their quality of food. & I spent my night watching TV/browsing the web and Tumblr-ing. & here I am now, typing out a blog post.

Sigh, gotta work tomorrow. & not mentioning, school starts tomorrow for those who are still schooling. & Jiayun is officially a secondary 1 student. Praying that she knows how to go to her school tomorrow. & I have to wake up extra early to attend work because I need to avoid the crowd. & it's time to sleep after I let my hair dry under the air~ :D

Goodnight~

2012 RESOLUTION [Version 2.0]

2012-01-02T01:08:00.001+08:00

This time, for real. Actually wanted to sleep after that post but got a little emotional & can't sleep plus was chatting with friends on Whatsapp.
So, the chat had ended & I still can't fall asleep...therefore decided to post my resolution for real.

2012 RESOLUTION [VERSION 2.0]

Disclaimer : It IS arranged in order.

1) BE HAPPY!
This is the most important one. But I think it's also hard to fulfill. Shall see how it goes when time passes...

2) Learn an instrument.
Hah, this had been something that I wanna do for long. Always didn't get a chance to get around it. Lots of excuses.

3) Lead a healthy lifestyle
Well, my lifestyle isn't that healthy. With consideration of unhealthy food/irregular sleeping time & etc.

4) Study hard for my diploma.
Hmmm, it should be a tough one. With my laziness, it should be a miracle if I ever do that. & I believe that this miracle need to come true.

5) Spend more time with family members.
I just think I have not spent enough time with them. The feeling is getting more and more distant.

6) Forget and move on.
It had been a year, I guess, it's time to forget about him. & return to the relationship that was supposed to be.

7) Finish reading 30 books.
& I know I can do it.

8) Go overseas!
The country doesn't matter. HAH.

9) Don't be too forgiving.
^ I don't know why, but I think it has to be in this list.

10) HAVE AN AWESOME 2012!

Alright, I have finished this list. If there's more, means, more version will come out. HAH. :) GOODNIGHT!

2012 Resolution

2012-01-01T23:35:00.001+08:00

Hmmmm, I actually don't have any "superwanttofufill" resolution. But since it's a new year, shall write something.

So...here goes nothing...

2012 RESOLUTION!

................Alright, I am too lazy to type anything or to think of anything.........

I only got the first...

1) STOP PROCRASTINATING.

-TO BE CONTINUED-

Goodnight~ :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :)

2012-01-01T01:24:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! IT'S 2012 & I BET IT'S GONNA BE FUN!

Actually, I have not think about the resolution yet. But there's so many things that I wanna do...so...I will write down the resolution in the night. Which means I am gonna get 24 hours to think about the 2012 resolution. :P

Alright, I am drained. Tiring week...before I hit the sack I will talk about New Year's eve.

So it's SATURDAY which means HALF-DAY WORK! YEAHHH! & it's 31st Dec = PAY DAY!
So normal routine and stuff. Watched Sherlock Holmes with Shuwen. Simply simply simply amazing!
It's even better than the first one~ & funnier. Hah. Went home after that with doing some very funny stuff in between. Called Kinokuniya to reserve a book and lucky for me...they have the last copy. & we went over and get it right after the movie.

"A devil in the White City" by Erik Larson is the book that tons of place ran out of stock & finally, got it.
It's basically about the serial killer, H.H Holmes, and Chicago's famous architect, don'tknowsiminame 's story.
& of course, my main focus is on Holmes. Read about his life on Wikipedia a couple months ago and "research" into it, a couple of days ago. So decided to get this book. & have bought another book.
"A Stolen Life", Jaycee Dugard, it's about a girl whom had been kidnapped for a few years. It's written by the victim, herself. Read about her story on Wikipedia too. It's super interesting, worth reading the book...I supposed. & decided not to start reading the books till 2012. It's super hard to resist the temptation of reading. >:( Read a few pages of "ADITWC"...couldn't resist. :x

Went home after that. Kinda tidy up my room. Threw notes away, ALL OF THEM. Every single subject and none was spared. (Y). My room looks a little tidier now...next up : throw textbook away. Had dinner, day-dreamed awhile and went out at around 11pm to meet Shuwen at Tiong Bahru Plaza. Had supper & came home after that. That's roughly about it..

Internet service sucked during 12am. Super irritated. Can't send messages out via Whatsapp. >~< Neither does my service provider send my SMS-es. >:( Sigh...

Gotta sleep, yawning yawning yawning~ :x

GOODNIGHT~ & HAPPY NEW YEAR! ^^

Last post of 2011.

2011-12-31T22:37:00.000+08:00

An hour to New Year & this is the official last post of the year.
Let me quickly summarize this year with stuff I wanna say.

Firstly, the year started off great. Being able to take 'O' level is pretty awesome to me. & for the first part of the year, everything went on pretty well except the stress I have gotten from the school. & for the rest of the year, you can refer to my previous blogpost.

Well, 2011 is a year for me to learn/grow up. Learnt the ugly side of human, learnt how to handle stress, learnt that I can live without anyone. Learnt that my future is super important to not only me but also my parents.
I have grew up quite a lot...knowing that if the people around me can't accept me..then so be it. Learnt not to care so much.

Everything about this year to me is good. An opportunity for me to learn & learnt how to be optimistic.
Anyway, the point is that...it's just a year. Just like any other year where the year started out great and ended great. But in the midst, everything sucks. :x

The 2012 resolution post will be posted later~ :D

HAPPY EARLY NEW YEAR! :)

Choices..WARNING : Education path AGAIN.

2011-12-31T09:07:00.000+08:00

YOU ARE SO ANXIOUS ABOUT THE FUTURE THAT YOU do no enjoy the present. YOU, THEREFORE DO NOT LIVE in the present or the future. YOU LIVE AS IF YOU ARE never going to live, AND THEN DIE HAVING never really lived.

Stressing about the future, no idea what to choose. An IB Diploma or a Polytechnic Diploma or a SIM diploma or re-take "O" level or even an ITE Certificate. Always fretting over this qualification stuff. Really don't know what to do. It isn't just about my future but also about my parent's. I am starting to hate myself for not studying for 'O' level. Why didn't I wake up earlier? I need to repent.

I kept telling myself, just go along with instinct. But, apparently...I can't. I am really confused. I am afraid to take the step. I am afraid that I will take the wrong course and get into a wrong private university and can't find a job in the future. Why is it so hard? I kept tell myself that it's fated too, no matter what...it's fated. But...even though it's fated...I still need the qualification. Without any qualification I am nothing. Why do I seems to be typing about how much I don't wanna study. >~< Hmmm...I just don't wanna make the wrong decision and waste my years and waste my fees away. What's the point of studying a diploma when it is just plain useless?
I don't even know what I want now. My ambition was Lawyer/Teacher..but now, none of it can come true.

Now, all I want is a job that have prospect. But before this job thing, I need to choose wisely for the course. Wanted to take up Law & Management in Temasek Polytechnic but gave up hope to strive for 'O' level after mid-year. It's too late to regret anyway. Perhaps 10 years down the road, I am gonna die. Or maybe the next moment, I get knocked down by a car and all those possibility revolving around this earth.

Life is fragile.

Last second post of the year 2011.

2011-12-30T16:28:00.002+08:00

Hello! :)

A decent post, I promise. :) Anyway, ignore the previous post. It's just that...suddenly...got nothing better to do. :x

Oh, have gotten myself a Part-Time office job at Lavender area. Been waking up at 6:30am every morning. Worse than school life. Sigh...but it's alright. Life has been good, social life has been healthy. Seldom play games..which is good. & my lifestyle is getting back to normal. Body Clock is adjusting back which is marvelous.

Heard that result is coming out on the 9th of January. If you were to ask if I am scared... I would say, no.
I have already kinda predicted what I would get. After all, you reap what you sow. Therefore, there's nothing to fret or worry. I am not worry about the result but rather, worrying what course to take and if the course will do me good in the future. Wouldn't want to waste money and waste time on a course that have no prospect in whatever line in Singapore.
Looked up on IB Diploma and thinking what's the requirement for it. Wonder if my result will make me eligible to take up this course. Kinda plan my life, all the way to University since like years ago. But got to know more recently.

Gonna really renovate my room but need to take a look at furniture. So many stuff that need to be changed. Sigh...it's gonna cost me lots. All of what I earned will be going in to this project. Well, need a better environment for me to live in, not saying the current is bad though.

Been reading about Serial Killers. & those killers killers stuff on Wikipedia. Interesting..super interesting.
& Kidnapping cases too. Gonna buy some books to read. Else, my English will deteriorate. It isn't good in the beginning, can't imagine it becoming worse. *shrug*

Hmmm..what else............gonna get a electric keyboard, a new acoustic guitar and a mic. Gonna start learning how to play the keyboard and practice guitar using acoustic. Well, I only have my electric with me.
Everyone in the family are doing well. Jiayun has been posted to Queenstown Secondary. Which is good, better than my school...to the obvious....New Year is coming...means new resolution...

2012 New Year Resolution.

^ Gonna post it tomorrow~ :D

A letter to you :

Thanks for doing something that pissed me off greatly, & I am forgetting you gradually. I won't forget all the things you did...every single things. Be it, the good or the bad. Thank you very much for making my 2011 miserable. I hereby thank you. :)
I'll have to let go eventually, why not now? So..goodbye. All the best in your soon to come future. ^^

Praying for the day that you will somehow find me.

2011-12-30T15:35:00.001+08:00

I am actually not afraid of you finding out that I have a crush on you, in fact..I wish that you find out and I wanna see your view about it. In the sense, not through me but through yourself. Finding out. Therefore, I kinda pray that you will someday find out that I have been in love with you for almost a year.

Alvin and the chipmunks 3 & Mission : Impossible - Ghost Protocol

2011-12-16T05:31:00.001+08:00

Decided to blog while waiting for the iOS 5 to be download.

Woke up super early today and went Tiong Bahru Plaza's Ya Kun for breakfast & proceeded to Orchard.
Decided to catch two movies namely Alvin and the chipmunks 3 & Mission : Impossible - Ghost Protocol.

Watched Chipmunks 3 first. Wasn't as good as compared to the previous two. Not much music involved. Not really impressed with it. Therefore, don't really recommend. :x There was like one and a half hour before the next movie. Went Plaza Singapura and walked around. & walked back to Cineleisure for the second movie. & I have to say MISSION IMPOSSIBLE GHOST PROTOCOL IS SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER NICE! It's super exciting/funny/epic/gadget-y. & with super handsome actors. Heh.
Jeremy Renner was super cool in that movie, super stylo. Tom Cruise is still holding on to his charm. Heh, the whole theater was charmed by Renner's super cool moves. (Y) It's just nice, it's a must watch!

Went Paragon after that. To change my phone as in the 1 for 1 thingy. Everything was fine..till...I got another phone and realize that it isn't upgraded to iOS5. %@#$%@^#$ & therefore, I was stuck with re-downloading the iOS5 and trying to restore.
& when I was about to download finish the file....I FORGOTTEN TO TURN OFF KASPERSKY.
Have to re-download it. & have to remember to turn off my anti-virus. Speaking of this, whenever I update my phone...I have to turn my anti-virus off. Apple, sigh..Yes, I am using Kaspersky 2012 as my anti-virus. Been using it for around 3 years. Super love it because they update it daily from their web-server to ensure the safety of my dear laptop. :P
Speaking of anti-virus, I was using NOD 32 before this. & at that point of time, I already thought that it's the best...but Kaspersky is better. Trust able. :)

Well, waiting for iTunes to restore my apps. Sigh...I am tired and I wanna sleep....hope my messages and contacts are still there. Not forgetting my games' memories and other etc stuff. Troublesome to reset all.

Goodnight~ :D

Study two diploma at the same time or?

2011-12-15T01:49:00.000+08:00

I am feeling a bit troubled.

I wasn't feeling well today so I took naps in between. At around 4pm, mum came into my room and kinda woke me up. She sat by my bed & say : You slept for the whole day, what do you wanna eat? I cook for you & I replied : Porridge. Then suddenly she asked : How's your job search coming along? & I told her : Still looking for one. Since the event job just ended. & the "drama" comes along.

*All are in Chinese plus Hainanese & some other dialect, just that I translated it*

Mum : Or....you don't go look for a job...go study?
Me : Ah? Study? I have already finished my O levels. It's too late.
Mum : I mean study diploma, accountancy.
Me : Why are you so firm about this? Keep asking me to take up accountancy when I have already told you where I wanna go.
Mum : No, I am just suggesting. Since the course only take 1 year and the timing is super flexible. & it wouldn't harm if you were to take up another course.
Me : So you are suggesting me to study two diploma at one go?
Mum : Kinda, just that you will finish this accountancy first..

& it ends our conversation. & it is bothering me right now. My mum got this concept from my cousin whom just finished her diploma around a year ago with this private school and is now taking up her degree & therefore she knows about this accountancy stuff. & she says that they gives you a period of months for you to finish the course even though if you are not available at a certain time.
Seems like a good deal & I have checked it's website up...seems legit too. & the timing is indeed flexible but I just don't know if I can cope or not. Taking a main diploma and a sub at the same time.

My mum have already suggested this diploma a few months ago & I have agreed that after I finished my degree course, I will take this diploma course. For me to get a few more certificate. But......she is talking about it NOW, like seriously...RIGHT THIS MONTH & it seems stressful & I definitely do not want to forsake the course that I am going to pursue & the route that I am taking.

I am stress and clueless. I don't know what to do. I don't think I am that capable..capable enough to take two course at the same time. I don't even have enough time to sleep, what makes myself so sure that I am gonna have enough time to prepare for exam for two course of different stuff at the same time?

I don't even know if time permits. I don't even know if the timing will clash & exams will clash. I don't even know if my brain can contain two totally different stuff at the same time. I don't even know a thing.
I was so against in taking accountancy when my mum asked me a few months back. I was so firm with my decision but I have no idea why did I told her that I will consider..I literally told her that I will consider.
Must be due to the influence of medication. This is really crap.
It's really hard to make decisions..especially decisions that concern my future. I really don't wanna stuck as an accountant. It's gonna be a super mundane job. More mundane than the course that I am taking considering it's also consider as a mundane course.
I need to seek help. I don't wanna be unhappy for years. Since I know that my O levels result isn't gonna be good thus I chose an alternative route so that I won't stuck in a poly course for 3 years but now...this came along.

Sigh...why is it so difficult as a Singaporean? It's related. Definitely related towards being a Singaporean..
Whatever it is, I am trying to escape. Mental Diversion, trying to drag a day by a day. At least drag till the day where I collect my O levels result. Sigh.....

3rd December-12th December [Updated]

2011-12-14T02:18:00.000+08:00

3rd December. [Saturday]

Trust me, I can't remember what I have done on Saturday. Most probably stoned in front of the computer or in front of the TV or maybe slept my day away. Obviously, a day wasted.

4th December [Sunday]

Please refer to 3rd December. :x

5th December [Monday]

The starting of my 1 week job at JP's atrium. Reached JP at 9am. Super super super early. Begun to arrange goods...& yes, I perspired. -bamxcz- Was asked to go HabourFront Centre to work for a few hours at it's retail shop. & went back JP at 4pm. Let me talk about my experience at HFC. I was there as a mannequin. Because I have no idea where those stuff are placed at and etc...was there walking around...the whole shop & trying my best to help. & yes, felt useless at that point of time.....All I can do is really, stand there and do nothing. ._. & so I went back to JP's atrium. Ronnie is our boss & he is really a nice guy from what Lychee had said. Oh, Banana was kinda my lunch/talking buddy because our wagon is directly a wagon apart. & he had to face me and I had to face him. Turn out, he is actually a very very very nice and funny person. Humorous, I must say. Reached home at a very late time because we went supper together. Was damn full though. Tiring day. & I spammed Salon Pas & Counterpain on my legs.

6th December [Tuesday]

2nd day of sales. Had Chicken Rice for lunch. Banana had to go Northpoint at 6pm. Sad life. ._. & we continued our sales without him. Oh, the first day of Garfield performances. (Y) & we, namely..Ronnie & Lychee plus me...each gotten ourselves 2 Garfield plush toy. $5 each & all the money goes to charity. Heh.

Went steamboat buffet with Shuwen at Holland after work. It was around 10:30pm when we reached there.

Had wonderful soup and food. Super super super delicious. :p & reached home at around 1am. :x

7th December [Wednesday]

Another normal day, folding clothes...getting what customers want. ._. The most enjoyable time was the time that I can sit down. ^^ & least is when customers don't believe me. -.- Will elaborate my anger on a separate post, provided I don't procrastinate. Had KFC family feast with them for supper. Was super full...

8th,9th,10th,11th December

Was damn tiring..& yes, the anger will be on the separate post that I mentioned.

Had supper with K on the 11th. Quite enjoyable except that we were more like eating with our phones. HAH. But was hilarious cause we both were messaging the same person after he saw what the person sent to me on my phone when he was using my phone. Reached home at around 12plus AM.

12th December.

Watched New Year's Eve with Shuwen at GWC. Is not a nice movie. Compared to the few movies I watched recently, it's rather bad. ._. Walked around and went home. Rather relaxing day after 1 week of tiring work.

13th December.

Wasn't feeling so well, asthma seems to be relapsing...cough,flu and feel a little feverish. ;x

Spent the day doing nothing. Gonna continue to be like this for the rest of the week. Heh, before looking for another job that's full time. HAHAHA! ^^

Alright, tired. & sickish. Goodnight`

3rd December-12th December

2011-12-12T22:24:00.000+08:00

Will post tomorrow. Too disappointed and sad.

This and These.

2011-12-12T14:52:00.000+08:00

大家好~

Here to update what had happened from 2nd December to 12th December. :)
Should be a long long post, don't mind if I procrastinate a little bit.

In my previous post, I mentioned that I am gonna watch Arthur's Christmas on 2nd December & yes, I did.
If I didn't remember wrongly, I went after working at Mono Yoko. Speaking of Mono Yoko, I have only worked there for one day before going for my Atrium job this week, I will get back to this later. ^^
Caught the 5PM show at The Cathay. Was ridiculously cool, the graphic is fantastic, story line was awesome.
A very very nice animation...or rather, maybe because I like to watch animations. But that's not the point..
The point is that it is a movie that's worth the watch. Went Plaza Singapura for dinner....the first intention was to get a seat from Manhattan but it's FRIDAY night & queues are everywhere. So we went into this LOUSY Japanese restaurant with LOUSY services & LOUSY food. Don't wanna elaborate, mood spoiler.

3rd December-12th December.
Will continue from this post when I get home. Need to go out now.

1st of December. \o/

2011-12-02T01:06:00.000+08:00

1st December. *stare at computer's clock*
Eh, a little too late right? HAH.

Anyway, just doing a quick update. Update about 30th Nov and 1st December...
Actually was stoning in front of the laptop...and tumblr till the extend of nothing else to tumblr..that's why.. I am here to record down what I have done. :x

30th November 2011 ; Wednesday ; Was a Sunny day and became a Rainy day.

Woke up at 10am despite sleeping at 5:30am. Met Shuwen and went Heeren for lunch.
& watched Puss in Boots. It's basically about a cat that wanna find the beans from Jack from Jack & the beanstalk. & it consists of fairy tales character like "Jack & Jill, Humpty Dumpty, Golden Goose".
It's a stupid story in my case, but relatively a good movie due to it's animation. Wonderful animation made.
Well, didn't regret watching it...quite hilarious and "awwww". Get my drift?
The movie ended at 4plus...& we went Taka to get some stuff...Oh, the Christmas Paper Bag from Taka is wayyyyyy nicer than it's original bag. So, now it's the time to get stuff from Taka & they provide free wrapping service too. :) & after that.....we really don't know where to go. & it was RAINING & we stood outside Taka to decide where to go....& guess what....we went home. -.- & it ends my 30 Nov.

So far so boring? I read what I've typed and found it super super super boring. Well, pardon me. :x Not in the right mood to blog. Just a quick summary of what I have done.

1st December 2011 ; Thursday ; :)

Woke up late & I MISSED THE CHURCH'S BELL AT 12PM. @#$@#%#
That's something I looked forward to every 1st of the month. :(
Well, it's the first...relax day. Was super relax, spent the day watching TV. :x
Sat in front of the TV for HOURS or rather, WHOLE DAY. ._.
已经很久没有在电视前面发呆了~ ._.
又这样，浪费一天的时间了~

好了，我要去休息了。。就写到这里吧~
Can't wait for tomorrow, gonna catch Arthur's Christmas with Shuwen tomorrow. Another animation. (Y)

Goodnight~

& before I forget...

2011-11-25T08:55:00.000+08:00

I change my tumblr url.

It was the oh-so-awesome "sciencejusthatemyforsomereason" to "escapsimisamentaldiversion".
The previous url is still there, but it's a locked tumblr. Can't let a wonderful url escape from my hands. :P

Follow~ :D

Making a "To-Buy-List"~

2011-11-25T08:30:00.001+08:00

HELLOHELLOHELLOHELLOHELLOHELLOHELLOHELLOHELLOHELLOHELLO!

Currently, feeling a little hyper...probably it's because I am up all night. I turn hyper whenever I don't sleep for a night....well...instead of feeling tired...WEIRD.
Spent the night Tumblr-ing/Watching random videos....& blog hopping.
Too "nothing better to do" le...
WELL, IT'S THE HOLIDAYS NOW. 5 MONTHS. Can't imagine what my life would be like after 5 months *shrug*

Oh, & I went on Sistic's website to see up-coming theater/concert/musical...etc.
Saw a few, got interested in it. ._. Most probably going to catch them... :P

Huayi - Chinese Festival of Arts 2012 华艺节 : Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf? 谁怕吴尔芙?
&
Huayi - Chinese Festival of Arts 2012 华艺节 : One Hundred Years of Solitude 10.0-Cultural Revolution《百年之孤寂10.0 - 文化大革命》

Well, it does looks interesting....&
I am also super super super interested in Titanic : The Artifact Exhibition at Singapore ArtScience Museum. Definitely going for this Titanic Exhibition. :3

Anyway, back to what the title said....yes, I am here to make a "Shopping list".
Since I am gonna revamp my room, so it's time for some new addition to my "family".

I am still thinking how to make use of the spaces in my room, fully utilize spaces in my room.
There's like 2 beds in my room....alright...3 mattress...[1 is on the bed frame, another 2 is stacked to become a bed]. The point isn't this, the point is that Jiayun doesn't sleep with me due to my irregular sleeping time & her REGULAR 七早八早起来的习惯. It's like, I wake up at 6:45AM everyday & she wake up at 6:00AM. & on the lights, make all those noises & WAKE ME UP. Therefore, I chased her to my parents room to sleep. HAHAHAH. & I sleep at 2AM but she sleep at 10PM. So our lifestyle is different, therefore...the case is like this.

Anyway, back to my revamp. Gonna repaint the room, make use of this bare wall that I can "draw" or rather, stencil on some meaning stuff. & buy some of my electronic stuff that will be in my list....so...I am making my list now.

List of things to buy.

1) Paint. [Blue/Black/LimeGreen] (Let's see if there's glow-in-the-dark paint)
2) A new PC. [My laptop seems to be dying, no intention to get another laptop since laptop don't seems to be able to do much. & those PC with touch-screens seems to be....luring me] ~~or maybe I should get a Mac.~~
3) Xbox360 with Kinect [No particular reason, but super tempted to get this console.]
(Which means I am going to have two console at home....with the current existing WII)
4) TV [The old one spoilt. Ever since it is spoilt, I didn't watch much TV. Cope in my room with my laptop]
5) Closet (I think my closet is splitting apart..or rather, it had "split")
6) Book-Shelves [Mount on wall]
(Got tons of books lying on the floor, all around my room & there will be more & more books...after I get my Harry Potter series and some other 有的没有的 books)

& NO, not gonna spend a single cent from my parents.
Yes, all from my pocket. Obviously, after I work. Not very frugal nor practical..but I am allow to spend my money right? :P It's not necessary but it's for entertainment. Well, trying to make my room into a tech-room. After all, I am like a "tech-guy" & I SERIOUSLY DON'T LIKE THE COLOR OF MY DAMN WALL.

Let me share about my "evolution" of my wall colors.

I moved in, in the beginning of 2008. It was green, pale green...really pale green...& because some idiotic fengshui master whom my eldest aunt "helped" my mum to bring me to him said that red suits me WHEN MY FAVORITE COLOR IS BLUE & I HATED RED LIKE MAD. [Yes, I know...my laptop is RED, my fan is RED and some other stuff WAS red]. Anyway, so my mum repainted my room to light pink. Can you imagine? PINK. & it wasn't anything similar to vibrant pink. Just DULL PINK. Great, stuck with this light pink for 6 years...[still stuck with it]. Therefore, I discussed with my mum and she allows me to paint the room with the color I desire. Must 趁机 and paint nice nice color. :P
So it's....
Green -> Pink -> ?
Before any of my "revamp" can commence, I have to clear my room first. HAHAHAH, I wonder how many thousand plastic bags will I fill with all my notes/rubbish/text books. >.< But I am so reluctant to clear my room. BIG BIG BIG PROJECT. ._.

So technically, I've made the list. & now I will list down spaces I will be needing for what stuff.
I need spaces for bed,fan,two tables,closet,guitar & it's amp,iPhone dock,air purifier,PC,laptop,Xbox,WII,chair..wires......that's all.... & a seems to be big space for me to play Kinect and guitar

I don't like the layout of my room...or rather...the damn architect have designing problem. I will take pictures of my room and show you the PROBLEM when I clear my room. [Which probably gonna take a decade for me to stop procrastinating :/] . It's just that when I enters the room, right at the door...there's a WALL "blocking" and a space, A SPACE that is wasted. UGH!

Over-hyper. Time to sleep~ :D Will ~~TRY~~ to update about this.

2011-11-18T19:49:00.001+08:00

Indifferent.

2011-11-15T02:16:00.000+08:00

Hello! :D

I am here to make a To-Do list for my holidays. :)
O levels is over...but I don't feel happy, instead...I wanna study. ._. Weird.

Paint my room. - Preferably with alternate colors. Definitely Blue. ._.
Clear my room. - I guess this should come before ^ right? Hah.
Finish reading the /books that I have read half-way/..which is about 5 books. /O\
Start reading HARRY POTTER. - IMPORTANT, OKAY!
Get information about SIM. [SUPER SUPER IMPORTANT]

Hmmm....that's all for now. Will add in once I remember. ._. Constant updating this post.

I'm sorry but I don't appreciate your sardonicism.

2011-11-07T08:33:00.000+08:00

Alright, it's 8:30AM in the morning...I know I should be sleeping...but I'm wide awake.
It's a habit of mine to stay up late, but it seems that this habit is going out of control.
When everyone else is asleep & I am alone...I think a lot.
I mean, everyone does that..right? To think about everything in the night when they are alone.
& I thought of people's sardonic reaction towards my question which I am not very appreciative towards it. & I won't be appreciative towards sardonicism. Yes, I might be feeling cynical towards their reaction and words...but my life has to go on. ._.

Speaking of their sarcastic sentence...it's something like this...

I am unfamiliar with road name in Singapore or rather, I don't know how to spell them.
For places that I seldom go, I wouldn't/shouldn't be bothered about how it is spelled.
& I've always check-in to place I am at. The problem with 4Square is that, it doesn't really help you located the exact place you are at...so you'll have to search for it. So, I was at Rochor road with a bunch of friends...& at that point of time, I really have no idea how Rochor is spelt. Therefore I asked one of my friend about it...& guess what..she replied me with "I thought your English is very good?". Seriously, at that point of time...I really don't know how to respond. It was really unexpected. Sardonic comment. ._. Can't you just tell me how it is spelt and move on with your life? ._.
Another incident.
I was out studying with another bunch of friends..we have a soon-to-be-due comprehension to be completed.
So, there was a question which I am not very sure about it...so I asked. & their responses was "I thought your English better than mine?". All of them gave the same response. Sarcasm that I really won't appreciate at all. I feel that you guys contempt me just because I've asked a question. Perhaps, I was just sensitive. Nevertheless, I don't feel comfortable about it even if I were to be a little bit more sensitive over it.

I have to clarify. Firstly, the standard of my English isn't GOOD at all. It's simply atrocious. The standard of my English is not even the standard of C6. & if you were to say that my English is good, perhaps it's just that yours is too lousy to be compared with mine. Secondly, even if my English is good...does that means I can't ask questions? If I am in doubt, I'll have to clarify it right? I am learning new words every single day, which means that my library of vocabulary isn't filled yet. & it will never be filled to the brim because there are billions of words out there with nonsensical people adding in more and more words into the dictionary. Words like "LOL" can be added into the dictionary...I doubt my library of vocabulary can be filled within the years of me being alive. Thirdly, who the hell said that I must know everything if my English were good? If I were to know every road name, wouldn't I make a perfect road directory? If I were to be able to spot everything from the passage, wouldn't I get full marks for every comprehension I do? Then why would I still be in Secondary 5? I would be majoring in English and studying in Cambridge or any reputable university.

I have a healthy disdain for friends like this. ._.

I don't know how to end this post, I doubt there will be anyone reading this...so I don't think there would be a need for a proper ending. ._.

Best Week Ever.

2011-11-05T17:37:00.000+08:00

Hello! :D

Just ignore my last post, it's nothing.

The reason for the title is because....it's really the best week ever.
Though I burned midnight oil for 3 subjects, totally didn't sleep.
But it's worth. Sacrificing sleep in exchange of something you yearn for, damn worth.

Let me elaborate my whole week, let's see if my memories of it is still there.

Let's start from Sunday. :)

Met Mandy at 4PM and studied with her at Great World City for around 2hours.

Watch "In Time" with Shuwen at Tiong Bahru Plaza.
It's a great movie, the graphics are good. (Y)
But didn't quite like the ending of it. But all those technology, seriously...amazed me.
Just hope that it isn't gonna happen in my life-time.

Went Coffee Club for dinner, had a Honey Chicken set (?) and a mud pie for dessert.
Shared a Potato Basket with Shuwen.
The chicken doesn't taste good at all. But the mud pie was alright though.

Monday.

IT WAS RAINING HEAVILY.
Met Shuwen at 2PM for lunch at Tiong Bahru Plaza.
Had Sakae's set meal. The curry was damn good. Ooo, I just love curries.
Went Great World City and studied with Steph.C & Vera.
Didn't study much, just flipped through my chemistry notes...and day-dream.
Saw Jialing & Gordon though. It've been years~
Went home after that.

Tuesday.

Chemistry exam. Didn't feel much about it, since I was "determined" to fail it.
Went home and...practically stoned in front of my computer.
Finished watching 《义海豪情》 within 2days. Imagine how much I've chiong-ed.
& I realized that I have Physics the second day.
Decided to mug a little even though I know I was gonna fail Science.
Did the 2009 & 2008 paper...& read through the formula list. & the whole night is gone.
Yup, without catching a wink. Remembered having a splitting headache before midnight, the pain was something I've never experienced before in my life...

Wednesday

& I went for the Physics Exam. It was a relatively alright paper, quite happy that I was able to do the paper.
& very happy that "money" question I've did's answer was right. Hah, any maths-money related question is easy for me. & I "bet" on some formula and was correct. Super super lucky.

Went home, feeling super super tired. Took a few hours nap.....
Oh, did I mention that Jiayun went for OBS camp? She is back. (Y) Tanned and she is grumbling about it. -.-
& I didn't sleep till midnight....don't know what time...

Thursday.

Met Shuwen at Plaza Singapura to study. Went Starbucks and bought their 2011's Christmas card as my pre-loaded card. Though I already have one card but the Christmas edition is so....(Y) White Christmas eh.
Who wouldn't want it? The moment I see the card, fall in love with it. Okay, exaggerated...but I always have wanted to spend a white Christmas....but sadly, Singapore doesn't snow.

Got a Green Tea Frappe along with a Salty Chocolate Caramel Panna Cotta. & Shuwen got her DoubleChocolate Frappe & a raspberry Cheesecake. The Panna Cotta was, (Y) Quite delicious.
I don't like Starbuck's pastries, cause it always doesn't taste fresh..but this Panna Cotta was really delicious.
Studied just a bit on D&D. & did a DNT paper. Not productive at all. Meaning to say, have to mug again.

Managed to pysco her to catch 23:59 with me. Showed her the trailer and reluctantly, she agreed. HAH.
A horror movie is something that we both won't choose in terms of watching movie. Both of us are afraid of ghost, or rather..horror. But managed to pysco her...I wouldn't wanna watch if not for Mark Lee. ._.
Quite a nice movie, funny/scary and "touching". A bit disgusting though...don't wanna spoil the movie..
But it's really (Y). Went home after the movie, didn't want dinner. ._.

& my mugging begins.....studied Sri Lanka's causes and 1 consequence of the Sri Lanka's. & nothing else.
This spent me the whole night...together with 2 cup of coffee, 1 glass of milk and Chicken in a Biskit to keep me awake.

Friday

& the paper start at 8AM. & I SWEAR I WAS DAMN LUCKY. SRI LANKA DID CAME OUT AND IT'S THE CAUSES THING. & THE SECOND ESSAY WAS ABOUT CONSEQUENCES...
& THE CONSEQUENCES WAS ABOUT LLTE[TAMIL TIGERS]. HAHAHA!
Speaking about happiness, did SBQ first. About birth-rate in Singapore...& the last source was a picture that have sarcasm towards the gah-men on it. & the question was "Are you surprised by the source"?
Almost wrote politics stuff down but luckily didn't. ._.

Walked out of the hall with a smile. Damn damn damn happy about it. The fuzzy feeling you get when you get something you fought for. Hah.

Took 139 & went interchange to meet ChengXia. She passed me a Chinese book with all her highlighted point and stuff. She don't need it since she got her A1 for Chinese already. (Y) Went home and took a nap.
& started studying for DNT.
Went for DNT exam......was super lucky...AGAIN. They asked for the flow chart...& I read it on bus.
See the luck....(Y)
Went home....& wanted to sleep...but was day-dreaming till 8pm then went for a nap till 10pm.
Did a lot of stuff and finally, slept at 3AM.

Saturday

Woke up at 12PM. Was really tired, yawning now.
Practically, stoned in front of the laptop and did some web browsing...& decided to blog...& here I am.
Gonna meet ShuWen at Plaza Singapura later for dinner. Let's see if I can get a book or two to satisfy my hunger for books. ._. Need to get back to reading or else...

Conclusion :

The reason for "BEST WEEK EVER" is because...
My sleepless night paid off with results. & some other happy stuff...that really made my day. Hah.

Alright...shall go and take a bath and get ready. :)
There's still History,Chinese and Science MCQ.
Will mug tonight and tomorrow. :)

Goodbye~

1st November 2011.

2011-11-03T00:06:00.000+08:00

HELLO! :D

There's so many many many many stuff that I wanna talk about but I don't know where to start.
So please pardon me to this series of unexpected events that are not in sequences. :P

Life been hectic due to O levels.
Actually not really hectic, still go out as usual.
Movie, Dinner & lots more.
Of course, I did studied for every subject....alright...not every...except Chemistry.
So far, I've cleared English, Maths, Chemistry...& Physics.

English - Seriously, just hope that I won't fail. I wrote crap for my composition, spent the time doing situation writing. Paper 2 was relatively alright, checked the suggested answers & was quite okay.
Maths - A super super super easy paper...but...due to my lack of practice...I only managed to get a pass. :(
^ Answers checked from those suggested answers.
Chemistry - Don't speak about it. Expected. Checked the answer, wasn't that bad.
Physics - Quite a manageable paper, very straight-forward. & I was very lucky to be able to gamble with the formula and it was correct. Check the answer, should be D7. (Y) Or perhaps, lucky enough to pass...if only the marker thinks what I write fits.

Let me talk about my 1st November.
So yes, another new month & the 1st has been a day for me to relax.
But I kinda broke the tradition yesterday. I got flu and it was pretty bad. Wasn't very relax.
It was my Chemistry paper..went home after that. Got a massive headache plus my flu. Ugh.. Actually quite relax in terms of peace...except for the fact that I stayed up whole night studying & drank 2 cup of coffee.

^ No idea if that make sense or not...super tired now.

-To be continued when I wake up-

Welcome back?

2011-10-23T23:39:00.001+08:00

:) Hello.

Been a while since I last post anything. Let me cut it short.

Life has been...alright, I would say. Nothing much except last Thursday, I took my O levels practical.

The questions were unexpected.
Thermal came out for physics & some normal chemical stuff came out for chemistry.

-thinking in progress-

Found out that my Physics's practical's graph is wrong.
😢😢 <--- can see emoji?
Not feeling really upset over it but just not....甘愿 that I 白白不见一分.
But it's over....

-Thinking what else to say-

Actually, nothing else is blog worthy.

Tomorrow is the O levels English Paper 1 & 2.
I am scared, my standard of English is super super super lousy. ._. Just pray that I will at least pass my English'

#prayforjiani

Alright, time to sleep. :)
Will try to blog if I am not that occupied with stuff. & by stuff, I mean some nonsense stuff. ._.

Goodbye.

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KONICHIWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! :D

2011-10-15T01:42:00.000+08:00

KONICHIWAAAAAAAAAAAA! :D

Alright...I am in a gooooooooood mood today & I have absolutely no idea why.
Heh. Emmm...those days that I promised to blog about...let's just all forget about it.
Cause I can't remember what happened either. :P

2 things to highlight.
1) What happened on Wednesday
2) iOS 5
3) Thursday & Today.
Alright , make that 3 things to highlight.

Wednesday. [Outing with WTFs]
Supposedly , we are supposed to gather at AMK at 10.30AM.
Sophia was there first , followed by me...late for 5minutes.
& then CYRUS , late for HALF AN HOUR.
& then DUYUAN , LATE FOR ONE AND A HALF HOUR.

But luckily for us , we managed to find the Pool place & started playing first.
& guess what...Cyrus's excuse for being late is because his mum asked him to wear a belt but he refused.
& they "quarrel" for a period of time. ._.
& Duyuan is because he overslept due to his 8am sleeping time.

Started playing pool. Super got kick. Fun.
& The great Duyuan finally arrived. & made us laugh with his joke.
The whole process of playing pool was teasing each other with each other's crush.
HAHAHAHAH. & we went over to Causeway Point for Seoul Garden.
MingFang joined us. As "usual" , it was so damn fun with constant teasing , suan-ing.
& the relationship joke between MingFang & Cyrus had escalated to a new height. HAHHAHAH.
The process of eating was damn fun..with cooking of this and that...
The joy of eating with friends~ HAHAHAH.
Words can't describe the joy of the events. Heh.
& we went and catch 1911.
A relatively nice movie in my case. Very historical. Very (Y).
A bit boring for the rest of them , hahaha.
Most probably because they ain't that interested in political/revolution stuff. HAHAH

Moving on to iOS 5.
Alright...a bit dumb for me to wait till 1AM for the release of iOS 5.
& I waited with Edna. HAHAH.
Along with other WTFs members. Chatting in the group chat. Been doing that for days.
All of them are owls which doesn't seems to sleep. Back to iOS 5.
We counted down for it...like an idiot.
Anyway...the process was a freaking tedious one. Super super super super pissed off with the process.
Shall not mention it , the thought of it piss me off. ._.

The features are not bad but not as surprising as I expected. Waited since July...& watched the video which seems nice. But ended up like no differences. Just a tad difference. Nothing amazing though. Those features that they featured are nothing. -.- Except I pretty love the notification center and the vibration code thing.
HAAHAH. ._. & the game center not bad too. ._.
Don't really fancy the "take photo with volume button" though. Because it's already there in Camera+ which they revoked it due to Apple's "term and conditions". Like copying. >:(
Don't like the way they 'copied' people's idea. Not very useful also.
Alright...I have nothing else to comment about it. Nothing amazing also.
The most amazing is that it took me 1 day to finish doing all the stuff related to it.

Thursday & Today.

Nothing much. HAHAHAH.
Just that I went down for dinner & went Tiong Bahru Plaza with Edna today.
& a lot of some small stuff. Not worth mentioning though..

Alright...nothing much. I wanna sleep already. ._.

Goodnight~ :D

Life , do we live for others or we live for ourselves?

2011-10-09T16:12:00.003+08:00

Life , do we live for others or we live for ourselves?

Irony isn't it? When I care and live for my parents , my friend asked me to live for myself. But when I actually live for myself and not wanting to be bothered by the outside condition , people reprimanded me for living for myself. & no , I am still living for others..in the sense...you will get it when you continue reading.

I am not happy studying. But I know that this society won't accept you if you don't have a certificate.
& yes...the surface seems that I am studying for my own future. Yes..the fact is..I am really studying for my future. But as well as for my parents. I don't mind just earning 1k per month for myself. 1k per month for 1 person is enough...but I have to support my parents. I am not a studying material & I have no idea how long I can hang on. No , this post isn't about me praising myself for being filial to my parents. Being filial to my parents is a responsibility , at least I am taught that way. I am not exactly filial but the least I can do is let them 安享晚年. Can't expect them still working at a old age right? Moving on...

"We do not choose to be born. We do not choose our parents. We do not choose the country of our birth. We do not, most of us, choose to die ; nor do we choose the time and conditions of our death. But within all this realm of choicelessness, we do choose how we shall live" - Joseph Epstein

I agree. But why is it that this teacher want me to live for them?

Something happened recently. Made me think about it...
One teacher caught me , reprimanded me...because people hates me.
& the reason given from those people is that I talk down on people or rather , I look down on people when I don't even talk to them.
& obviously to the record , the teacher doesn't have good impression of me either just because he/she thinks that I am not trying hard enough for his/her subjects.

Well , he/she has no idea how much his/her words had impacted on me. I am not as strong as I appeared to be. I have a weak heart. ._. He/She almost made me suicide. Yes , stupid I would say. Getting bothered over words that this person had said. All over these stuff...I don't even understand...how can he/she blame me over such stuff?
He/She said : When the whole world hates me , is it my fault or the world's fault?
I wished I could answer , the world's fault. But not risking the risk of him/her telling me that I am rude AGAIN , I go along with his/her desired answer , my fault.
& he/she told me ; The worst thing on earth is that you get blamed for something & you have no idea you have done it.

After he/she finished this conversation with me...I went back to class..of course..with my eyes still red.
I don't wanna cry , but I can't control my tears. I wish I was stronger , I wish I don't cry that easily.
I wish I don't cry and I wish people don't mock my tears. I really don't wanna cry....but I can't control.
& I have no idea , how did I managed to survive for the rest of the day...

I managed to survive for Physics and Chinese....without any more thoughts of the conversation that occurs in the morning. & I seems happy for these classes.
I need to confess...whenever I am in physics class or Chinese class..
I feel super confident. I always dare to voice out my opinion without the fear of being jeered or mocked. Even if I were to say things wrongly...no one would jeer or mock me.
From the beginning of the year till now. & I myself have no idea why.
Maybe it's because of the environment I am in. Or maybe it's the teacher. But the teacher part definitely doesn't apply for Chinese. Chinese is most probably due to my results...being one of the top in the class definitely boost my confidence. & no one dare to jeer nor mock me if I were to say something wrong because those that normally mock or jeer are those whom Chinese are lousier than my sister's.
As for physics , maybe it's the class of 12 made me feel safer....even though my result for physics isn't good...but no one actually make me feel inferior in that class. Neither does the teacher gives me stress nor make me feel inferior in the class. Maybe I will dedicate a post to Mr Seow. HAH. Anyway , this isn't the point.

The point is that...the more I think about it...the more I don't understand.
Why does that teacher want me to live to please them? He/She knows that I am changing but he/she says that it isn't good enough. I am sorry that I can't live up to your expectation. & no , I am not born to live up to your expectation cause you ain't my parents.

I find it perfectly alright with the way I am living now. I am actually not bothered by any actions/words of haters cause I just treat it as an immature behavior. But you seems to be lured by the actions/words of them and blamed it on me. How on earth can you blame me because people hates me? You have no idea how bothered I am by those words of yours even though you are just a normal person that don't really mean anything in my heart. But you do know that your words weighs a lot.
As I typed this post , my tears are already rolling down.

DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA THAT I CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP ON THAT DAY? NEVER IN MY LIFE I HAVE BEEN THIS DEPRESSED. EVEN THE JULY INCIDENT DIDN'T MAKE ME THAT DEPRESSED. I AM SHOCKED TOO , I AM SO FUCKING BOTHERED BY YOUR WORDS.

I THOUGHT I WILL BE FINE AFTER YOUR LECTURE , BUT I AM NOT. I FUCKING CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP ON THURSDAY. I NEVER EVER CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP OTHER THAN THAT TIME WHERE MY AUNT PASSED AWAY. I NEVER EVEN CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP OVER HIS STUFF & YOU THIS TEACHER THAT I NORMALLY JUST SEE & GREET HAD SUCH IMPACT ON ME. WTF IS WRONG WITH ME. I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA EITHER.

NO , I AM STILL NOT ALRIGHT. THIS POST ISN'T MEANT FOR YOU PEOPLE TO SYMPATHIZE WITH ME. THIS POST IS FOR ME , MYSELF TO LOOK BACK.
SO WHATEVER I'VE TYPED , THOSE SARCASTIC COMMENTS , PLEASE JUST KEEP TO YOURSELF.

KTHXBAI. I HOPE THAT I WILL BE FINE ENOUGH FOR O LEVELS.
JUST BECAUSE I FAIL YOUR SUBJECT DOESN'T MEAN I CAN'T MAKE IT. CAUSE WITHOUT YOUR SUBJECT , I STILL MADE IT TO SECONDARY 5.

They say....people will recognize you if you be yourself. But it doesn't seems so. People around me that wears a fake mask always get what they want. & people like me whom always speaks my mind get reprimanded for being rude when I am just trying to reason.

:) remind me.

2011-10-05T23:37:00.001+08:00

Alright...actually I am reminding myself. ._.

- What happened on...
- Saturday
- Monday
- Tuesday.

:) goodnight!

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Totally can relate to the sentence "Cough like no tomorrow"

2011-09-28T00:09:00.001+08:00

Hello! :D

It has been a while. A very long period of time since I last post anything that's related to my life.
The previous week was a hectic one. With school ending at 7pm daily.
With me feeling super super drained every single day.
But that isn't the main point , after all it benefits us.

I got a 2 pieces of good news as well as bad news.

1) I passed both my practical & mcq for physics. But because I didn't sit for the written paper of physics therefore all my marks are now in drain. ._. Well , at least I know that I've improved.
2) First time getting 30/50 ; 15/20 for both my chinese composition and letter writing. The reason for my "wonderful' chinese result is due to my remarkable Paper2. I have no talent in writing , writing anything.
Therefore , I am pretty happy over it. :) The bad news is that I've almost gotten in the A2 league. Almost but still maintain my B3 standard.

Alright..news aside. Ah , the title.
Well , I've been sick with no obvious signs which is a good thing but those signs have shown up since last night.
& then....I've been coughing for the whole day...super super miserable can? :( Must be the Ice-gem biscuit that I've eaten on Monday.

Let me start this post with Monday.

Monday , 26th September.

It's another fine day , I suppose?
Met Jiahui for breakfast at Queensway Mcdonald's.
& we were late for school but luckily there isn't pink form.

Lessons , Lessons , Lessons. & after school lessons.

Physics.Chemistry.
Well , i have decided to start studying for chemistry...in hope to get at least a C6 for my science.
Mainly because my physics had improved and I gained confidences thinking that I can do it.
Really hope that I can do it.
Mr Seow left a physics paper for us to do. & he went through after that.
Ms Prema asked us to do the Chemistry paper & asked us to go to another class to learn the foundation of chemistry. Well , good start.

Met Shuwen after that at Plaza Singapura for Abduction.
Relatively good movie except that there isn't a story line or any climate.
A short movie which I thinks it's good. Mainly because the technology they are using.
Cool maximummmmmmmmmmmmmmm. :)

Went home , took a bath. Was browsing Facebook and came upon videos that friends had shared.
Intriguing interesting. It's super super cool and made me wonder why did it happened.
Slept at around 2am with my cough.. :(

Tuesday , 27th September
-i will continue this post tomorrow. I am super tired...& I wanna finish up the assignment assigned to us by Mdm Belwit. I hope that i won't die tomorrow..

Nights. ;D

:) Posting via another account.

2011-09-21T22:57:00.003+08:00

Hello! :D

Alright...not posting using my usual account.

Because of Google+ cause ain't using usual email for Google+ and it's a hassle to log in and out to blog and Google+ thus I linked my blog with the account that I am using for Google+.

& yes , finally Google had launched Google+ to the public which is a good thing. I can now "pysco" my friend to join Google+ without having the need to send invitations to them. & Facebook had changed drastically. ._. It's like a stalking machine where people can see what post you had commented on. What status you've like and etc etc. It's like a live feed on the side bar + extra stuff.

Which is why I've already cut down the time I spent on Facebook.

But MouseHunt not equal to Facebook. ._.

& if it isn't for MouseHunt , I would have deleted my Facebook like...months ago.

Facebook is just useless for me. I only have like 149 friends after I cleared them months ago.

So it's actually pointless for me to hold on to the account unless I have something that I wanna do with it.

The purpose of this is to ask you all to add me into your circles. :D

http://gplus.to/blurrbl0ck

Alright...going to sleep now. So super tired. Stayed back till 7pm today. :(

Pleasant night , as if. ._.

I am sorry. ._.

2011-09-21T00:29:00.001+08:00

Hello! :D

The reason for saying sorry is that I have not been posting regularly. To update myself.
& I haven't got the time to update tons and tons of stuff..

*read my previous post*

Wow. That's pretty....EASY for
me to write about.

Friday , ECP with friends.
Monday , Contagion with Jiahui , Nigel and KhimWang.
Tuesday , Plaza Sing with ah Chan and Winni

Add-ons. ._.

Wednesday , didn't attend Physics Paper & Maths Paper. The reason why.

Thursday , stayed at home. Because I am really really sick.

Friday , Johnny English with Chan , Winni , Mandy & Shurong.

Saturday , went out with mum. <3

Sunday , stayed at home & went for dinner with Shuwen

Monday , Chinese paper & Johnny English with JoyBieber<3

Today....which is still fresh in my mind..& I am gonna blog it now! :D

So....it's back to school.
With new time-table that requires us to stay back till 7pm EVERY SINGLE DAY. ._.

How...comforting. Got back some of my results today. Totally expected. After all , I didn't study for my preliminary & it would be a miracle if I were to get some adorning marks. It's possible if I am a genius but sadly...I am not.

Supposedly , we were to have assembly...but...because we are the O level students..we are suppose to get over to the AVA instead of ENJOYING the performance that was held. :(

Briefing , Briefing , Briefing.
& the English teachers went through the Paper 1. & there were some laughter due to some stupid mistakes that people've made. ._.

The main point was that , WE HAVE TO STAY IN THAT BEAUTIFUL SCHOOL TILL 7PM EVERY SINGLE DAY!

& most of the after school periods are Maths.
With Physics & Chemistry on Monday. Maths on Tuesday. Maths on Wednesday. Social Studies & History on Thursday.
Maths on Friday.

3/5 are Maths. How exciting it is...to agitate our brain with informations. It is gonna be a wonderful experience..

The last period was Chinese. Was allocated accordingly to our O levels grade. I was in Zhang's class , together with Steph.T & Kimberly.T.

Zhang asked us to do a small portion of paper 2. Which is the exact same that we have done yesterday for our preliminary.
After she went through the paper , I found out that there's umpteen mistakes in it. & most probably gonna fail my prelims.

Which I've already...have in mind.

To "celebrate" the last day of freedom. A few of us decided to go out...& chill.

Met Vera on cab & went down to Plaza Singapura to meet Mandy & XiaoHui. Walked around & went the whole Orchard till roughly..7plus. Was fun. Juicy Gossip. ._.

Alright...I wanna sleep. It's late. 7pm...sigh.. It's for my good.

Kudos ,
Jiani. ._.

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Double the East Coast , Double the fun.

2011-09-14T19:36:00.000+08:00

._.

Well , hello. :D

Yes , I know...I promised to blog on Thursday but I didn't.
I apologize to....the air. ._. No one reads my blog anyway.

& yes...I enjoyed the East Coast Park trip on both Thursday and Friday.
With great company , of course. :D
Let me start off with the Thursday trip first. :D

Thursday , 8 Sep 2011.
The day where I achieve something that I thought I won't ever achieve.

Basically , the day was started out with Edna calling me...waking me up.
Well , I am thankful for that. Recently , I can't seems to wake up upon the alarm. :z
So...I prepared and met Edna at the bus stop. & we took 196 towards EAST COAST PARK.
& we were earlier than MingFang & Cyrus...which..means...we are gonna push them down into the sea.
But we didn't. ._.

Realizing that we won't be alighting at the same stop , Edna & I proceeded towards East Coast Park.
& waited for the both of them to arrive with our KOI. HAHEHO.
Drinking Koi in Macdonald's , like a boss.
& when we were about to go rent the bicycle with our Koi , it started drizzling.
Well , on top of that...Cyrus was able to make jokes out of it. & MingFang added on to it.
Which made Edna & I laughed....hysterically. & Edna spitted her Koi out.
Epic , Epic , Epic. Super Ultra Epic.
Making jokes out of everything.

& we rented the bike. Even though the person had stated that no refunds will be given if it started raining.
So....we embarked on...and finally reached Bedok Jetty.
Took a rest , joked about Cyrus's Chinese.
Mingled with each other....and decided to go Changi.
My first time on bike towards there. Kept asking the distance...
Which is actually super super super long...

Ride around 500m after Outward Bound , I fell. Scraped my knee..
& blood was oozing out. & Edna said my blood was FRESH.
All the 3 of us was like "WTS"?

& nevertheless...we went on. It was a torturous session for an injured person.
Have to tolerate the pain from the wound , pain from legs...
& yes...I managed to reach...with constant stopping to admire the aeroplanes...drink water....
check in...mousehunt....:D

& there were this "pit stop" for us to rest..& all of us bought a bottle of drink and sat there to enjoy the fan.
While we were about to go...the "stall holder" saw my injured leg and passed me IODINE.
For me to put on my wound. & Edna suddenly say that it would be painful...& I was like.. "WTS"?
So...I screamed. LOL. But it was really really really really really PAINFUL.

Tolerating the iodine's "pain" , we rode back to East Coast.
& to my surprise...it was faster than the time we used to get that.
But it was the same route. Amazed. Maybe it's because that we all get hydrated and regain our energy.

Reached East Coast , with our body feeling so..."painful".
Had Macdonald and went home..

That's for Thursday's trip. I will update Friday's trip in another entry.

Things to blog.

Friday , ECP with friends.
Monday , Contagion with Jiahui , Nigel and KhimWang.
Tuesday , Plaza Sing with ah Chan and Winni

Kthxbai. :D

Cultivate?

2011-09-14T02:23:00.001+08:00

Sup! :D

Sorry for not posting a decent post. I am already in the midst of typing the East Coast entry.

Anyway.. I was about to sleep & suddenly remembered an article that I have read.

It said that man who reached the age of 22 will start to cultivate themselves into a more refined & cultured man. & I guess that's quite true. Man that I know , above 22..are quite refined and cultured. They correct the mistake I made, compared to boys of my age. Boys of my age make fun of everything , there goes their maturity whereas man of the "22 yrs old" , correct my mistake and gives out a mature aura with a hint of seriousness.

Most probably after reading my "paragraph" , some of you thinks the same as me & some just thinks that I am weird. & the minority will ask themselves , "What on earth is Jiani thinking about? Self-experience ah?"

Well, there's no self experience..
Just think that "old guys" are more alluring compared to guys of my age. Which explains why I am obsessed with Michael Miu. ._. Just can't stand childish guys.

I mean , it's okay to be childish at times , but not all the time. •_•

Alrightyyyy , gonna sleep now!
GOODNIGHT! :D

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Another Smurfyyyy day.

2011-09-08T08:51:00.001+08:00

:) Hello! :D

Here to update quickly before enjoying myself under the sun in East Coast Park with Edna , MingFang & Cyrus! :D

Anyway on Monday [Read previous post for reference] , upon reaching Causeway Point , the both of us searched the whole Causeway Point for something decent to it. & we decided to have lunch at Hot Tomato.
I had a Beef & Prawn set while Edna had a mixed poultry set.
Relatively , NOT NICE. & we had a pretty hard time cutting those meats. :(
MingFang & Cyrus reached and came into Hot Tomato to wait for us.. ._.
Well , we were slow. HAH. & we went and watch "Smurfs , 3D"...
Same movie with different companion. (Y)

Met Jiahui after the show and went around the whole Singapore to wait for one guy. -.-
Went Plaza Singapura after that. & went home.
That's it for my Monday's stuff.

Will blog later after my ECP's ride. :D

Sup! :)

2011-09-05T13:31:00.001+08:00

Hello! :D

Currently on MRT. This is most probably the first post that I post from a train. Nothing better to do.

On my way to Causeway point with Edna to meet MingFang & Cyrus for movie. Should be a relatively good experience bah.
Hopefully. *cross finger*
& meeting Jiahui later at Causeway point too. Heh..

Well.. I wasted my day away yesterday. Was at home the whole day & was sleeping/watching shows and EATING. HAH. lifeless. ;x

Alright..my stop is here. Will blog later in the night if I don't procrastinate. :D

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Smurfs 3D

2011-09-04T00:36:00.001+08:00

Hello! :D

Trying to blog while in this semi-drunk state.

Basically , I wasted my Saturday away.
Waking up at 10am. & slacked all the way till 1pm.
& lunch.
& started playing with a new game I bought on my phone.
&...&..&.played till around 5pm.

Went out and watch Smurfs at Great World City with Yunru.
(Y) movie. & the 3D effect is so....(Y).
Nice movie , worth to watch.
Funny and nice. HAHA
It's just Smurf-tastic. :D

Came back after that with Breezer.
Wanted to try it's cranberry.
& yes , I know..underage drinking. :(
But...nothing is fun when stuff are legal. HAHAHAH!

Anyway , i am drunk now. Goodnight!
Will post tomorrow! :D :D

Pool & East Coast Park.

2011-09-03T00:48:00.001+08:00

Hello! :)

A quick post via my phone since I turned off my laptop & don't wish to turn it on because of this post. Heh. Yes , I am lying on my bed. Comfortably blogging. :D

So...I actually woke up pretty early this morning. Around 7plus but went back to sleep around 8plus & only to wake up at 11am.
Cooked lunch & took a bath..
Met Ken at the bus stop before going to Safra to meet Jiahui.
Played around 2 hours of pool.
Was fun. Words can't describe.
& yes.. Jiahui's skill had escalate to another level. A funny level.

Went East Coast Park after that.
To RIDE BICYCLE!
So...we tried to teach Jiahui...but she was scared of falling down.
& finally...she learned on her own. & we were able to ride till Bedok Jetty to enjoy the breeze.. :D
Quite an enjoyable session.
Went ABC market for dinner after that.

Was fun , great exercise. Except that both my legs are in agony right now. SUPER SORE & there's some bruise on my leg.
Though I didn't fall , might be caused by the wheels of the bicycle.

Okay :D time to sleep. Drained! :x Goodnight' :D

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Uh...Prelim Practical , DNT deadline..etc.

2011-09-02T00:28:00.000+08:00

:)

Been such a long while since a "down to earth" post.
Well , life has been hectic. Too busy to even find time to mousehunt.
Nevertheless , blog. Excuses aside. Quite post & I am gonna hit the sack.

31 August 2011 ; Wednesday.
Yes , it's the end of the month. End of the month of August.
Time files , it's already August. & it's the day...where we all have to hand up our DNT's journal.
Well , yes. Like last year , I panicked the day before the deadline.
Yes , the procrastination thing...is really...'harming' me.
Can't blame anyone but myself.

First thing first , before the deadline which is at 5pm..we have the science practical prelim exam.
& I am in shift 3. So means that I only have to report at 11am. :D Extra sleeping time.
Well , the practical was relatively easy. For the Physics' part. Hopefully can pass bah.
But not sure for the Chemistry's. Oh , a miracle. The fans were on. Wasn't switch off.
Which is pretty good. (Y) :D
After practical , went canteen & did last minute work for DNT.
Well , not a good journal. Must buck up on Paper 2. :x
Went home & started wrapping those trophies.
I SWEAR , I WOULD NEVER WRAP ANOTHER PRESENT AGAIN.
TROPHIES ARE SO FREAKING HARD TO WRAP.
Took me the wholeeeeeeeeeeeeee night..WHOLE FREAKING NIGHT.
Passed Ken those trophies , 6.10am. & went back home and sleep.
Wished a few teachers via sms. & only a few replied. -.-

So , it's 1st September. & the first day of each month is reserved for me to RELAXED. :D

Slept till around 12pm in the afternoon.
Prepared and went Plaza Singapura to meet Shuwen.
Decided upon a movie , Spy Kids 4. [3D] [4D]
Practically , it's a 3D movie plus the "4D" thing.
& the 4D means...a scent thing.
When the movie prompt a number and we have to scratch the number indicated on the scent card.
To smell the "current going on smell" in the movie.
But all we can smell is BUBBLE GUM. Sigh..EPIC FAIL.

Walked the whole shopping center and commented on every single grocery in Carrefour.
HAHAH , favorite pastime - Grocery Shopping.
Went back Tiong Bahru to meet Jiayun and had Ajisan for dinner together.
Went Fairprice and almost bought the whole fairprice home.

Bought...
- Chicken
- Gouda Cheese
- Milk
- Mircowave Popcorn
- Jelly
- Butter
- Ham
& the list goes on and on.

No choice , dad isn't in Singapore and I am cooking tomorrow. :D
Can improve on my cooking skill. ;D Then can cook for my future husband to eat. HAHAH #wishfulthinking

& my day ends...
Well...I am tired now..need to wake up early tomorrow.
To cook and then go out.

Agenda ,
Pool with Jiahui and Ken
East Coast Park with Jiahui and Ken.

A pleasant night to all! :D

-

2011-08-31T01:30:00.000+08:00

吃得苦中苦，方为人上人

Well said , but how many actually are willing to go through the "bitter" stage?

-

2011-08-28T04:41:00.002+08:00

I love the way you treat me except for the fact that I can't express how I feel towards you.

Why do we have this gap? When our personality matches , our character matches. Even interest are the same.
This is so dumb..really. Sigh..

:) Rushed , Jokes , Stressed , :) & Tired.

2011-08-26T01:45:00.000+08:00

Hello! :D

A short post before sleep.

Woke up in the morning to go school for DNT.
Rushed through and managed to do finished my presentation board but it's super lousy.
C6 , pass jiu hao. PLEASE.
Went lunch with Steph.C , Winni , Shumei , Instructor Tan & Mr Foo.
Mr Foo's treat. Tze'Char. Was super super super full after that.
Tons of funny events. HAHAH.
English Prelim , Paper 1. Feel very very sleepy because...I think our body system slows down after we eat and I feel drowsy. HAH.
English Prelim , Paper 2. (N). Till 5.40pm.
Ugh..
Went Tiong Bahru Plaza with classmates after that...walked around and met Shuwen for dinner.
Went Vivo instead even though the intention was Tiong Bahru Plaza.
Had Soup Spoon. Walked around & went home.

That's all. :)
Prepared to flunk my SS and Maths Exam. Goodluck. :x

Will blog tomorrow. :D

:)

2011-08-24T20:48:00.000+08:00

Hello! :D

There's nothing much that happened recently. In the sense , nothing interesting.
Anyway..let's get going with Tuesday.

Well , I slept around 4am on Monday night which is why am I that tired on Tuesday.
As much as I want to skip school , I still managed to wake up as 0645 AM.
& prepared myself and reached school.
Hall is out of bound for some reasons which till now , I am still unsure.
& Yes , I had to get over to Mdm Belwit's homeroom , early in the morning.
Lethargic. Super Lethargic.

"Assembly" , since the hall was out of bound , for some reason...Mdm Belwit took it as her English lesson.
The first half an hour was in the AVA room , settling some CCA grade thing and the other half was ENGLISH. Well , feeling as tired as I am..I almost slept in her class. Which is a relive that I didn't , because...I can't imagine the consequences.

Maths was next. Matrices. Okay , this is a topic that I have totally no idea on.
In the sense that I remembered Mr Wun teaching but still..I don't know how to do.
Well , i understand a bit of it now...Luckily.

Sometimes , I feel stupid. I can't study at all. Even my best subject's result is atrocious.
In the sense , I feel like a failure. A person who can't do anything right and gonna waste her life away.
Ugh , must really start to work hard.

English. Half a period. Continuing the written work...& we went for recess.
On the way back from the canteen , saw Mr Tang & yes..he kaopeh-ed me which I returned him the favor.
English. Video about marine life. (Y) Simply , magnificent.

Chemistry. Ms Prema went through the Chemistry test which I got 22% for it.
Well , at least it's not 0% given that I don't understand a bit of Chemistry..& I didn't study for it.
At least I didn't get a 0. :x
She went through the paper which I have absolutely no idea what she is talking about.

Physics , Physics Lab. Heat experiment.
Let's just hope that during Prelim , it's not heat experiment.
I think there's something wrong with my English.
I couldn't believe that I don't understand what the practical paper was talking about.
Had to ask Mr Seow & he doesn't seems willing to answer my question. Because it is suppose to be a "test".
& seriously...I feel so dumb after realizing the answer to the question that I've asked. God.
Like seriously , such simple instruction...& I couldn't understand. Sigh...
The practical was relatively easy..except that..I got the precision wrongly & I couldn't really understand the English. There's really something wrong with my English...
& our dear physics teacher emphasize on everyone's precision. How nice of him , not.

Chinese , WOW. Mdm Chen , out of the sudden...used tons of profound proverbs.
(Y) I guess I can score a grade better than the previous's.
I am still dwelling over the result that I have got.

AFTERSCHOOL.
Went Safra with Jiahui , Weijie , ZhiQian & Ken.
Supposedly , to play pool. In the end , didn't.
Went Queensway Shopping Center with Jiahui & Weijie.
To collect my lens & for Jiahui to buy new lens.
Steph.C & Vera came over to meet me.
To buy teacher's day present.
Decided to make trophy for them. [Well , I hope none of them reads my blog]
Those "Best ____ Teacher" & their name and stuff.

Had Macdonalds with Vera , Steph.C & Weijie for dinner.
We ordered the family box. It was cheap for the fact that....just cheap.
Worth the price that we are paying for and there's leftover. Super full.
Took 195 with Steph.C & Vera. The long way round.
Chatted along the way , ^^.
Vera alighted at her stop while Steph & I alighted at Tiong Bahru Plaza.
Went Popular to get some stuff & went home.
Well , the some stuff are for my DNT's presentation board.
I haven't draw my contextual drawing & etc...
& yes...I took a nap immediately upon reaching home & woke up around 11.23pm.
To not sleep and draw my stuff which I was intending to paste it today.
I made myself a cup of coffee and started drawing as well as mousehunting. :x
HAH , so...didn't really draw finish at all. :x But still..I didn't sleep for the whole night.
Took at bath at 4am...and started watching movies. >.<

Wednesday
Yes , I reached school as per normal.
I SWEAR I WAS SUPER TIRED. & Mdm Kaur was nice enough to let me catch a wink.
In the sense that I just fell asleep and she didn't wake me up. (Y)
I apologize but was grateful at the same time. This 15minutes "nap" suffices me for the whole day.
We went through format of the paper 1 as of to prepare us for tomorrow's exam.

PE . Mr Satwant didn't come. Nothing worth mentioning except that I got a few mosquito bites.
Which is still itching now but it's okay.
Chemistry. Another chemistry test.
This time round , even with the general knowledge that I have , I still couldn't answer a single question.
Another hour wasted...:(
History. Well , Samy went through the source based question and spent the rest of the time talking about life.
Which is good , I think. (Y)
Maths. Ugh , didn't do the test..which I don't have the result.
Got a copy of the test paper , relatively easy. Regret that I didn't go for the test.

Went home after school. Intended to take a nap to replenish the sleep loss that I encountered.
Stephanie.C called me and asked if I wanna go out and study. & I agreed.
But still , I managed to take a hour nap and waited for Steph and Vera to prepare.
Went Great world's Macdonald's to study. Saw Tselay and Darryl there. Small world.
& so...we "studied". Actually , spent more time talking than studying. HAH.

Came home after that. Well...I am feeling super tired now. Gonna take a nap & wake up later.
Goodnight! <3 <--doesn't seems like me. :x

:D & even though I have to report at 1pm tomorrow..but still...I am going to school at 9am tomorrow.
To finish up my presentation board. :x

Stressful Monday.

2011-08-23T01:27:00.000+08:00

Hello! :D

The "stressful" part is the O level English Oral.

The day was started wrongly...
Woke up and only to realized that my phone is only left with 20% of battery.
Somehow it got detached from the charger during the night...god
Luckily , I woke up early because initially was suppose to meet Jiahui & Nigel for breakfast.
Well , have to skip it since I need to charge my phone.
Charged till around 60% & I left home and went Queensway Shopping Center to meet them.
Of course , I didn't get any breakfast.

Reached school around 8am. Pretty early , I would say.
First period was..History.
Of course , super super super boring.
Luckily I didn't fell asleep.
Anyway , the contact lens that I was wearing today was very comfy.
It's the daily kind. Might change to this instead.
But..I just got a 7months of supplies of Toric Lens.
Trying out this toric lens which is claimed to be better than the normal that I was using.
Oh well , let's just see when I get it tomorrow. :D

Anyway , PCT was next.
Those small stuff..rather...nothing at all.
I have decided to retake my Chinese examination.
Not sure if I had mentioned it in my previous post.
Short termed memory. Hah.
I think my result is too lousy..way too lousy.

Design & Technology.
Mr Tang went through the papers. Theory papers.
& yes..it was epic. Stephanie & Mr Tang was bickering.
Epic funny. never fail to enjoy DNT lesson. Well , at least after the June holidays.

Oral..
The fifth one.
Relatively easy passage/picture/conversation.
The examiners was friendly but not sure if I could score.
Quite an experience...but not as much as the Chinese's.
At least this time , I didn't collapse , mentally.

Went home. Took a nap and meet Shuwen at Tiong.
Caught a movie , ZooKeeper. Funny. Enjoyed.
Had Ajisan for dinner. Had a craving for it's soup which is why.
Had small chats & stuff. Enjoyable outing. (Y)

Alright.. I wanna sleep now even though my hair is not dry yet.
Well , let's just hope that I can find my hair dryer. HAH. :)

Goodnight! :D

A quick post before I turn in for the night. :)

2011-08-21T23:01:00.000+08:00

Well , Hello! :D

Actually , there isn't anything interesting for me to post at all.
Not at all. Nothing worthy for me to mention.

I guess I went out a couple days ago with Jiahui and Nigel.
I think it was on Friday.
Basically , we were going to helped Nigel to get his money back from some idiot.
In the end , the guy wasn't at home.
We went Safra and played pool.
Skills are getting rusty , or rather..it had never been good.
Enjoyable session with DingYuan joining too.
Tons of funny stuff happened during that session..

Oh , I forgotten to mention that I got a hair cut too.
It was to prepare myself for the O level oral that I am taking on Monday.
Well , Mdm Kaur says that my fringe is too long...I agree too..
But I am just plain lazy to get myself to the salon and get a hair cut.
So..now my fringe is SUPER short and I ain't that happy about it. :(
Nevertheless , it's not like my hair is not gonna grow.

Oh..my weekends.
Nothing much to be mention though.
HAH. Well , 3 more days to preliminary and least..I am not even studying.
HAH , predictable. I am just gonna pass my English and Chinese and maybe get a 35 points? :o
Perhaps , I could pass my DNT . & Combined Humanities.
Well , let's just see what god have in store for me. :)

Okay , I am pretty much drained over the week. I need to sleep now or else I would be stuttering during my oral tomorrow. I wouldn't want stuff that happened during my Chinese oral to happen again on my English.
Except I want the grade that I have got. HAH.

Well , goodnight! :D
Pleasant night to all. :)

O level Chinese result

2011-08-20T00:08:00.001+08:00

Hello! :)

My main purpose of this post is to write about the release of the GCE "O" levels result.

The result was release on Thursday.
& for the past few days before the release of my results...
In fact , right after I had finish those papers...I know I won't get a good grade.

The only "confidence booster" was my listening comprehension.
18/20 or maybe 20/20.
That was the only confident sector.

Anyway... I been worrying about it as the release gets nearer & nearer. I been posting on Twitter stating that I would be happy if I were to get a D7.
Yes , indeed. A fail for the subject that I am confident in.

Well...I broke down after my Oral exam...& after my Paper 1...& Paper 2.. I felt so dejected.
Okay , at this point...as sarcastic as I might sound...or rather....我在讲风凉话..
No , I am not. After all , this is my blog. For my own reference.

I would be lucky if I could actually get a D7. I mean...I didn't study for my Chinese , didn't attend the intensive..& there were distraction during the paper...

Yes...I did write a lot for both papers..however , I think it's not good enough.
Which I thought I would get a D7 with such lousy penmanship.

Back to the results.
As usual...Mrs Chin has so much to say...trying her best to keep us in suspense..
& she told us that all of us who took Chinese have at least a C6.

At that point of time... I was super relieve. Really.. I passed.. As compared to the D7 that I think I will get...

Mdm Belwit begun to announce the results. One by one while some others just bug Mdm Chen for the results. I couldn't believe that I could actually get that kind of result. Totally atrocious.

Anyway..I shall not reveal my result here...
I am retaking my Chinese again...to get a better grade. :x

Oh well...I am super tired. Am spouting nonsense and not in the state of concentration to blog.

FAREWELL! :)

I will blog tomorrow at an appropriate time. :D
Goodnight! :)

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Location:Jalan Bukit Merah,,Singapore

:) Monday

2011-08-16T00:03:00.001+08:00

Hello! :D

Been a while since I've last blogged anything.
So I am thinking...it's time for me to post a decent post.
Since today was such an interesting day. :D

Let's get going...
Apparently , I've met Nigel at the bus stop at 7.09am.
To..eat breakfast at Macdonald's with Jiahui.
So..there were so many funny topic going on.
The "ghost joke" had escalate to a higher level , with Jiahui's nonsensical behavior.
HAHEHO. This time round we wasn't late for school. The bus came on time , pretty lucky. :P
School as per normal. Was informed that there's no maths test today which was suppose to have.
Was pretty happy. (Y) There isn't much happening during lesson time , today is a boring day.
Except that there's 2 hours of Design and Technology which made me quite stress.
Of course , laughter at the same time. Mr Tang is super super super IRRITATING.
HAHEHO , funny though.

Went up to the art room to wait for Jiahui and she accompany me to the 5th floor.
Supposedly to get the Physics paper from Mr Seow. In the end , he was having lesson in the Physics lab.
How fortunate , I would say. & it was raining. From morning till afternoon. The weather was relatively good.
Intended to leave the school from front gate but it was raining. Managed to brain wash Jiahui to asked her to take a bus home. So she got brain washed by me and we proceeded to the back gate and only to found out that the gate was closed. & we walked back to the front gate and the security guard was walking towards the back gate to open the door. -.- Time WASTED. Eventually , we left from the back gate.

& of all the time...I've forgotten to bring a umbrella. How fortunate right?
Walking in the rain = COLD.
There's quite a distance from the bus stop , back to my home.

Reached home and started coughing.
It always happen when the weather is cold. :( Been a few months.
My health...sigh...getting old. HAH.
Took a nap before meeting Shuwen.
Decided to watch "Rise of the planet of the apes" , at Plaza Singapura.
TOM FELTON. <3
He always get a kick for acting as a bad guy.
It was still early and we decided to get some stuff to eat.
In the end , we went Manhattan Fish Market for dinner.

Was a enjoyable dinner except that we were very full after that.
& we went into the theater for the movie.
Personally , I think the movie is quite...nice.
The apes looks real..but a bit scary.
In the sense , what would really happen if apes could actually talk & their IQ is higher than ours?

Pictures.

Chocolate MilkShake

Gargamel

Fish & Chips

Quad Delights.
Which consist of Calamaris , Shrimps & Country Mushroom

Conclusion : I am narcissistic. :D

Happy National Day!

2011-08-10T00:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

I don't think it's a Happy National Day with riots going on in London.
Hmmm...these festive celebration can really just swipe all other misfortune away.
I am just spouting nonsense , don't mind me. I am just being weird.

Having low expectations is as good as giving others a chance to look down on you.
That's what I personally think after encountering some unpleasant issues.
Well , I am not smart at all..I can't study well either..& worst out of worst..I am in Normal Academic stream.
What's even more worse is that my expectations for myself isn't high.
Not in the sense of studying but my daily life. I don't know..I just think it's not high enough.
Or maybe...it isn't high in the first place. Restraining oneself is a way to raise oneself's self-expectations.
I need to set principles for myself , that I would never change.
It's not making any sense now...with the stuff that I've typed.
I am just typing every single sentence that appeared on my mind. It's not even in a picture.
It's just fragments , fragments from my mind & I am not good with words..that's why it'd shown that it's in a messy mode.

Hesitated to backspace all these words away & just post with the "Happy National Day" thing & go on to daily affairs. But I'd rather not. Since this blog will serves as a purpose for me to remind myself about the road I've taken. So just leave it here & see how my thoughts were in 2011.
Never mind.

^ After clearing my mind & I re-read this.
I think I am getting a bit insane. HAH.
Oh well , this prove that my mind can get a bit hay wire at time.
Wah , seems to have split personality. -.-
Must take everything in stride. No choice.

"Humans need to be constantly entertained. If not , they will be paranoid. "
Must keep my mind occupied if not I will think a lot of things again.

Okay , goodnight. :D
Pleasant night to all.

Missing in Action.

2011-08-08T17:00:00.002+08:00

Will go MIA for days. Need to sort out myself.
Have not been good enough , need to turn over a new leaf.
Okay , I have no idea what I am typing now.
Whatever it is , this period....hopefully is long enough for me to get better.
A better person. Hopefully after this small holiday , I would be more attentive in class.
MUST.REALLY.STUDY.ALREADY.
Can't live everyday of my life this way. :(

I already planned my future but I don't think I would be able to... fulfill it.
Okay , I am getting a bit insane. Shall stop now. Bye.

HAHEHO! :)

2011-08-07T22:18:00.001+08:00

HAHEHO! :)

I'm effing bored right now. Was on the web , browsing.

I know , I ought to be studying right now. But no motivation. :P

I was blog hopping , hopping , hopping...& I chanced upon a blog.

& I saw this...decided to tear it down & do it myself. :x Just bored & I thought that I would do this.

Actually , I have better things to do...

1) Finish reading the book that I am reading

2) Do the comprehension that Belwit had given

3) Do the Maths that Ms Neo had given.

4) Draw the graph that Mr Seow asked us to draw

5) Complete the game that I am stuck at.

6) Read another book or rather , start a new book.

7) Re-Watch Harry Potter Movies

8) Watch movies that I've not watched.

9) Blog a decent post

10) Get out and breathe in some fresh air. [Most probably not , 7th Month...]

So on and so forth...Hmmm..on a second thought..maybe I should do the above-mentioned stuff.

Nah , just kidding. :P

So here goes nothing..

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage = Meji Chocolate Milk

2. Last phone call = Mum. :D

3. Last text message = Murphy.

4. Last song you listen to = Letting Go Ft. Sarah Green (Produced By The Future)

5. Last time you cried = Wednesday. 3rd August. -.-

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice = No

7. Been cheated on = No

8. Kissed someone & regretted it = No

9. Lost someone special = Sad to say , yes

10. Been depressed = Forever & ever & ever.

11. Been drunk and threw up = Never been drunk.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Blue

13. Lime Green

14. Black

LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend = Yes.

16. Fallen out of love = No

17. Laughed until you cried = Yes. Tons of time

18. Met someone who changed you = Yes. Small changes

19. Found out who your true friends were = Definitely.

20. Found out someone was talking about you = Yes.

21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = No.

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = 95%.

24. Do you have any pets = Does ants counts? Hah , no.

25. Do you want to change your name = Nope , satisfied with my name.

26. What did you do for your last birthday = Can't remember. It's just like any other day.

27. What time did you wake up today = 10.16am.

28. What were you doing at midnight last night = Eh..I think I was mousehunting & playing games.

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = O levels to be over.

30. Last time you saw your Mother = 5 minutes ago.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = Have the "hardworking substance".

32. What are you listening to right now = Sucker Punch ; OneRepublic

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = Nope. Does Tommy count?

34. What's getting on your nerves right now = Humans.

35. Who's that one person you can't forget = :D Go on , guess.

36. Where's your favourite place to shop = NTUC. HAH , I am serious.

37. Nickname = blurrbl0ck

38. Relationship Status = Single.

39. Zodiac sign = Libra

40. He or She = She

41. Elementary = RMPS/ZDPS

42. High School = Bukit Merah Secondary school.

43. College = Tumblr University. :D

44. Hair colour = Black with...brown.

45. Long or short = Longer than short , shorter than long

46. Height = 149cm. Sadly.

47. Do you have a crush on someone = Yes.

48. What do you like about yourself = Everything , EVERY SINGLE THING.

49. Piercings = 2 piercings

50. Tattoos = Nope. Thinking to get a PEACE logo. Ugh.

51. Righty or lefty = Leftyyyyyyyy

FIRSTS:

52. First surgery= Nope.

53. First piercing = Ear

54. First best friend = Shuwen

55. First sport you joined = Badminton.

56. First vacation = Hainan when I was 2.

58. First pair of trainer = When i was 5.

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating = Nothing

60. Drinking = Nothing

61. I'm about to = Go bath & sleep.

62. Listening to = Behind Those Eyes ; 3 Doors Down [Weird songs in my library]

63. Waiting for = Time to pass by..

YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids? = Yup.

65. Get Married? = Hopefully.

66. Career? = I wanna be a teacher. But seems impossible. :( but inspired by my aunt though.

WHICH IS BETTER:

67. Lips or eyes = Eyes

68. Hugs or kisses = Hugs.

69. Shorter or taller = Taller.

70. Older or Younger = Older.

71. Romantic or spontaneous = Both.

72. Nice stomach or nice arms = See no difference.

73. Sensitive or loud = Sensitive

74. Hook-up or relationship = RELATIONSHIP

75. Decisive or hesitant = Decisive. Cause I am to be said as hesitant under my horoscope.

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger = No.

77. Drank hard liquor =NO.

78. Lost glasses/contacts = Not yet.

79. Sex on first date = Nope

80. Broke someone's heart = I don't know...no one ever tells me that but I am not sure.

82. Been arrested = Nope

83. Turned someone down = Nope.

85. Fallen for a friend = Eh...counted as.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN :

86. Yourself = Yes.

87. Miracles = I would if there's really.

88. Love at first sight = I remembered answering this on Facebook. NO , I don't. Won't last.

89. Heaven and Hell = Can't decide.

90. Santa Claus = Nope.

91. Reincarnation = Yes. Seems so.

92. Angels= No.

93. Animals Rights = Ah? Believe in , yes. I think it's as important as humans rights.

94. God = Yes. God but which religion is another question.

95. Aliens = Why these questions so weird de. Seems believable.

96. Kiss on the first date = Why not? I won't go out on the date unless I really like him.

Okay , I am done. 96 questions , weird number.

Shall go and bath now. Shouldn't procrastinate on this. Hah.

Hmmm..not sure if i were to attend school tomorrow..such a short day.

See if I could wake up since there is nothing important tomorrow.

Most probably attending school & go get a new waterbottle tomorrow.

No , there;s nothing wrong with my old bottle just that it had gone missing. :(

So sad , the bottle had served me well for almost 3 years. & it's handle didn't spoil either.

I must say , Nike's bottle are durable in terms of containing your water and dropping it on the floor.

HAH , must get a blue one this time since that time when I got it , there was only grey.

Hopefully they have it in stock..I don't think I will fancy the new one since there is a ugly logo on it.

Ugh...my bottle. :( It's over , shall not dwell on it anymore. Let it go. :D

Goodnight , have a goodnight. :D

My apology. :(

2011-08-06T14:46:00.001+08:00

Hello! :)

Three weeks since a decent post.
Can't actually brace myself up to type a decent post out.
Too much to cover. :x
& can't seems to find the time to arrange those stuff together.
I don't have good memory , even though the points was written out in the previous but...I just can't remember what happened. Or rather , don't wish to remember what had happen.
Not pleasant at all , I would say...it was the worst 3 weeks of my life.
None of them were physical problem , just some emotional problem.
Never had these problem but they are here now.
I was just a bit paranoid & these problem surfaced.

Whatever they were , I am just glad that it's over now. :)
Hopefully , it's really over now.
A small gesture trigger a painful thought. I am spouting nonsense now. No idea what I am typing.
Ugh..oh well..I have no other choice but to take it in stride.
No choice...

Those problems aren't from friends nor family. :) which I am pretty glad about. So actually I have no problems with my friends & family members.
& it isn't problems from the school too. No conflicts with teacher. In fact , I look cheerful every single day except for the fact that I might look grumpy due to lack of sleep. :x & the flu is still there...not serious though but just irritating.

Okay , this post is crap. Just random ranting & sharing..
Hopefully I will get back to my normal schedule where I blog everyday.

So pardon me for not updating my life for the past 3 weeks...
Not pleasant for me to remind myself of the pain I had experienced. Of course , there were happy moments. But painful moments had covered them.

Oh well , that's all... :)

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Down , drained , dejected.

2011-08-04T12:11:00.001+08:00

Currently in DNT class.
Can't concentrate on what I am drawing. My mind is in a mess.
More than a mess. I am troubled.
Troubled by tons of stuff which I have no idea what.

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It has been 2weeks

2011-07-31T23:57:00.001+08:00

Hello! :D

It has been two weeks since I last updated about my life.

Stuff that I will talk about in my next post about my last 2 weeks.

- O Level Chinese Listening Comprehension. [Tuesday]
- English Oral Preliminary [Wednesday]
- ArtFriend with QL & study with QL , JL & WH [Friday]

- Dental Appt [Monday] -chaotic
Dinner with Edna
- Heart Problem - Pre-intended to see a doctor but in the end
- Outing with Jiahui , Nigel & Jaspar [Tuesday]
- The trip to the doctor , diagnosed. [Wednesday]
Harry Potter with Shuwen
- Movie at Cine with Jiahui & Nigel. [Friday]
- The Lion King Musical & NDP Preview [Saturday]
- Movie with Shuwen [Sunday]

Wow , so many stuff to be written out. Hmmm... Dont expect much though.. Should be less than a thousand words. Heh.

Goodnight! :D

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I am tired.

2011-07-28T23:12:00.001+08:00

Tired of these constant stuff happening around me.

Everything...my life , studies & all those relationship stuff.

Ugh , did thought of ending my life days ago...but didn't.

It's not worth at all , not at all. Since there's so many things in life yet to be fufill.

I have not yet tour Europe. I have not yet been to Bermuda Triangle.

I have not yet view the museum of Vatican , the view from Eiffel Tower.
Not yet see the beautiful scenery of the world
7 wonders of the modern/ancient world.

I have not yet learn stuff that I wanna learn.

I have not yet do a lot of stuff. I can't die yet.

As depressed as I can be over some idiotic stuff that isn't worth ,

I'm still glad that I have a bunch of lovely people around me.

People who made my days...they care about me..all the time.

But as irony as it is , the one who made my days are the one who un-made them in the first place.

How irony. Okay , this isn't making any sense at all. :x

Oh well , whatever it is..I do hope that I won't have the "kill myself" thought again...

38 more days to Preliminary.

2011-07-18T23:55:00.000+08:00

Hello! :)

38 more days to Prelims.
I'mma trying my best to start studying now..but apparently , trying isn't good enough.
I.MUST.START.STUDYING.RIGHT.NOW.

Okay , it's Monday. & I slept around 4am last night.
Because...I was tumblr-ing and accidentally pressed a link that brings me to a .swf page.
Which is a flash page/animation page & there was this horrendous looking women....with her eyes staring & tries to scares me...WTF. It was scary , I swear. & what made stuff worse was that they have SOUND EFFECT , THE SCREAM OF THE WOMEN. It's like killer jo.

So...in the end...I slept around 4am...was Mousehunting/Tumblr-ing/Whatsapp-ing/Twitter-ing/Facebook-ing/Weibo-ing & some other random stuff on the net. :x

Woke up at 8am , kinda rushed to school.
It rained the moment I reached the bus-stop.
People were trying to get on the bus...
I thought I was gonna be late but luckily....didn't.

First Period was History
Is it me or is it true that History is really that boring?
I don't even know why do we have to memorize these half forgotten war.
Second Period was English
Went through some picture conversation stuff.
Third Period was Design and Technology.
THAT'S WHEN THE FUN BEGINS!
Was at the IT resource room to draw.
Ultimate disturb to/from Mr VINCENT Tang.
& he put a pen beside me , pointing at me and called my name.
Reaction was to turn and answer him and his pen poked me.
WTFFFFFF! Kaopeh with him. HAHAHA!
Was funny maximum. All those insults and stuff.
There was a point where we all went out of the room to accompany Winni to spray paint.
& Stephanie started quarreling with Mr Tang & Mr Tan.
Epic , Epic , Epic. Forever & ever & ever & ever & ever epic.
Totally LOVE DnT.

Stayed back for Physics after school.
Wasn't a constructive session. I still don't understand the question I had asked Mr Seow.
I doubt I will stay back for the next session , since I am already giving up science.
I wonder why did I still bothered to find tuition for Science when my Science is THAT atrocious.

Went Popular with YeCong after that.
Reached home around 6pm. Heartpain
Out of the blue , heartpain. :(
No idea why , still very very very pain. Gahhh...
Was damn emotional on Twitter.

Hello ,
Shumei , Waiyee and Meilin.
Thank you for your tweet to ask if I am fine/ask me not to dwell on it.
Appreciate that , a lot. :DD

Whatever that's going on in my mind got to STOP.
Oh well , it's not gonna stop so easily. -.-

Okay , I gotta sleep NOW.
I need to replenish my sleep! :)

Goodnight! :D

明明人在线，明明想说话，还要学隐身；

明明很难过，明明很想哭，还要裂嘴笑；

明明很孤单，明明很害怕，还要一个人；

明明想见面，明明很期待，还要去拒绝；

明明心很乱，明明想人陪，还要装沉默；

明明舍不得，明明放不下，还要去放手；

明明在心里，明明很在乎，还要无所谓。

I feel so helpless.

2011-07-17T01:34:00.001+08:00

Hello! :)

It has been a week since I last posted anything.

I can't really remember what I have done.

Just that Design & Technology was pretty epic.

& by EPIC , I mean REAL EPIC.

In the sense that stuff happening around me was pretty epic.

Pretty much enjoyed on Monday & Thursday.

Not mentioning Tuesday and Friday too.

I guess I was pretty emo on Wednesday.

I actually dropped tears out of nowhere during Maths lesson

I will try to elaborate the whole week in point form. :)

But no thousand word passage ah...

Speaking of passage , I still owe Belwit...1 composition. :x

Monday.

-History , English , Design and Technology.

History was pretty fine? Samy went through the same chapter AGAIN.

It was....BORING. Especially , when he went through the SAME THING.

English , was used for PCT.

Design and Technology , used the 2 hours to draw Orthographic Drawing.

Epic , due to the constant disturb from/to Mr Tang & Mr Tan.

A lot of funny stuff happened , you gotta be there to experience the fun. :D

Stayed back for Physics' extra lesson.

Weird though , I skipped every extra lesson except Physics.

& Yes , I noticed it.

Spent the first hour , trying to do some question.

Ended up asking Yecong & Ken. They have to answer question of mine. :x

At least I learnt something. Some stuff happened in the midst of doing work.

Mr Seow was there around 2.45pm.

He went through the important question.

Went home after that and went Tiong Bahru Plaza to do some stuff.

Went home after that & met Edna at Tiong Bahru Plaza at around 8.30pm for dinner.

2 trips in a day. Tiring , that 15minutes walk. :P

Had Long John Silver for dinner.

Some funny moments. (Y) Enjoyable.

Tuesday .

Assembly , Maths , English , Chemistry , Physics , Chinese.

Assembly , some contemporary dance. [ Not sure if the "contemporary" is the right word ]

Was "-trying to find a suitable word- " , ah...artistic? Still okay , except a bit boring though.

Didn't really enjoy that session , lack of sleep. :x

Maths , new topic...new revision...more stress.

English , some...some....some....stuff that I can't remember.

Chemistry , ehh...every time during Chemistry...trying my best to 混水摸鱼.

Because i don't understand/remember a single thing about chemistry.

I can't remember what I have done.

Physics , I think Mr Seow went through the practical worksheet that was done last Friday.

Chinese , Listening Comprehension Practice. -.-

After school , I can't remember what I have done. Most probably the rest of the day was spent at home.

Napping / Stoning & stuff.

Wednesday.

Was pretty emotional on that day.

Can't remember what I did in school except that I was emo-ing.

Normally , I don't emo in school....[Emo at home]

Just that , something happened...Jiahui was emo-ing which resulted me...kana infected.

Dropped tears during Maths Lesson....don't know why...

Went Paragon with Jiahui after school...to change my phone.

The 1-for-1 exchange.

Had to restore my phone to factory setting which I backup the previous day.

The button was faulty , it hangs for no reason and it black out on it's own.

Lousy phone , so much for "SMART PHONE" & it's the "SMARTEST PHONE".

Went Bugis after that. Put on new screen protector.

Bought the privacy one.

No choice , I hate it when people look over my shoulder to see what I was doing on my phone.

Went home after that....charged my phone...and restore back up.

The whole process was torturous. It took me 2 hours.

With no apps and the phone is backing up.

All the apps went back to my phone but not in folders.

The phone's apps was in a mess. Had to re-arrange it.

Which took me 15minutes to sort it out. But it seems different.

Everything is different , I tried my best to sort them back...but it's still different. :(

Thursday.

English , Maths , Chinese , Design and Technology & Social Studies.

English , Maths , Chinese = Can't remember.

Design and Technology , fun. Same joke going around...and real fun stuff. HAHA!

Social Studies , was late for 15minutes.

Because...we went and get the Edusave form for Lion King.

Murphy was there to accompany us or rather...he was there to lend my "Personal Hotspot" ,

so that he could play his high noon. HAHAHA.

Can't remember what I did during Social Studies.

Went home afterwards. Till around 7pm before I left my home and went 313 @ Somerset.

To meet Irene for dinner at Marche.

Had Rosti with Chicken Cheese Sausage.

Irene had some daily special , roast meat.

Shared Calamaris. Was delicious and fulling.

Was rather full after we finished our main.

Went Uniqlo afterwards because Irene wanted to get a pair of pants for her presentation the next day.

Didn't find any and went Plaza Singapura afterwards. I got myself LKH's new book.

& went G2000 with her after that. She finally got a pair of pants...& the shop was closing.

Pretty lucky. :)

Friday.

Actually , didn't wanted to attend school.

But had to because I have to submit the Edusave form. -.-

Was discussing with XiaoHui , Kimberly and Shumei the previous night , on Twitter/Whatsapp.

Pysco-ed each other..to not attend school...since I was determined to not attend school on Friday.

Oh well , will not attend the coming Friday.

I even woke up late on Friday , a sign for me to not attend school.

*complain , complain , complain* $%#$&#$%&!@

English , Oral Practice.

With Jiahui , wasn't really practicing.

Maths , Self study kind of event

Social Studies , Source Based Question

Physics , Practical.

Mr Seow and Kimberly just won't stop quarreling. -.-

Oh , & my whatsapp just won't CONNECT.

Forever & ever & ever & ever won't connect.

Like a sad only. Was in the midst of chatting with Carlton , my pen pal . :)

Furthermore , he is in another part of the world...our timing have to match at that particular time.

Hais...was trying to connect during Physics...& Kimberly's whatsapp is working fine.

What the hell , most probably...is that...after a change of phone...whatsapp start to hate me. -.-

Went Vivo after school , skipped Maths extra and Oral practice. :x

Met Shuwen for lunch , Marche again.

This time , Rosti wasn't the main.

The main was Sirloin Steak. & dessert was Banana Caramel Crepe with Vanilla Ice Cream.

:) The crepe was...DELICIOUS.

Went home after that...can't remember what I did. :x

Wasn't able to connect whatsapp till around 10pm. Like a longgggggggg.

Started chatting with everyone. :) HAHAH!

Saturday.

WHOLE DAY WASTED.

Flu came back , still having runny nose now.

Which therefore ends my day..

1078 words...hmmm..exceeded a thousand words...not including this sentence and the following words.

Impressed with myself. :x My whole week can be elaborate within a thousand words...

Shall turn in now..GOODNIGHT! :)

1111 words. 6688 characters.

"Freezing" Friday & Saturday "Siansation"

2011-07-10T00:41:00.000+08:00

:)

"I wanna learn how to bake bread".

Let's get going with Friday.

So apparently , on Friday...I have not yet recovered from the "Oral-Depression" I got.
It's too much for me to handle...woke up with a headache and flu/cough/sneeze.
Tried my best to put on a smile and went school..

Was a bit cranky in school. Seriously.

So...English was first....
Belwit went through the comprehension's answer.
VERY BORING & warm in her class.
I detest to be in her class , yes.. HER CLASS.
Because the place I am sitting at is far away from FAN.
SCORCHING HOT. :(

Maths next.
Sort of like free period.
Ended up playing KartRider with Murphy and some other guys.
2 round and stopped.
Ms Neo kept misinterpreting what I said and done .
Sian only.

Social Studies.
Samy didn't appear again.
Half of the time was used to plan a "last-minute-surprise" for Mdm Belwit.
Xiaohui and Vera went out of the school to get cake and drinks.
The other half of the time was spent talking to Jiahui.
Craps-a-lot. HAH.

Recess.
Apple Juice with Aloe Vera

Physics.
In the lab.
Experiment & had to off the fan.
#@$@#%^@#
The weather is already that bad and yet Mr Seow wants to off the fan due to the experiment.
Was perspiring like MAD & by mad I mean real MAD.
It's worse than running 100km.

PCT.
We all arranged to meet at the second floor stairs and proceed up with the cake.
Was quite an affair. (Y)

Went home after that .
Spent the rest of the day , day-dreaming.
~~Thinking about him..~~

Saturday
One whole Saturday wasted
-Sleeping
-Mousehunt
-Sleeping
-Mousehunt
-Sleeping
-Watched Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire on Channel 5
-Dinner
-Computer...

Gonna sleep soon. :x
Kept coughing...
Weird though , I didn't cough as badly as I did at home as compared to school.
VERY WEIRD. :?

Okay , I will end this post.
Hopefully , I can get some stuff done tomorrow. :)

Kudos ,
Jiani

Terrible Thursday That's Tearful. ['O' Level chinese Oral]

2011-07-07T23:58:00.003+08:00

Eiffel Tower :)

This is exactly what I feel like doing right now....

A lot of pictures...taken from Tumblr.
Follow me on Tumblr. :)
http://sciencejusthatemeforareason.tumblr.com

[Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired]

Not feeling very good now.
Disappointed , Dejected.
The 'O' level Chinese Oral was....atrocious.
Never feel so failed in my life , though my life is just a mere 17 years.

No word can actually describe how am I feeling right now...
Who can I blame other than myself?
My mind is completely blank now , I have no idea what to type.

I broke down after the examination.
No , I didn't wept in front of my friends.
We discussed & I actually found out that I did say points that fits.
But...I am still utterly disappointed in myself.
I stuttered while reading the passage and my voice changed drastically because of my flu.
& to the conversation. I think I answered a few incorrectly. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Damn dejected when I walked out of the Library.
& was easily irritated on my way home.
Had to rant , on twitter which links to Facebook.
Twitter , friends was there to cheer me up & I appreciate it.
& 2 of my post , 2 of my ex-Chinese teacher commented which made me more guilty.
They comforted me but..hais.
It's shameful , especially I was hoping to get a distinction.

It's like , a subject that you were damn confident in but yet...you think that you are gonna flunk it.
If it's Science , I won't give a damn. Seriously.
But it is CHINESE. The subject which I laid my confident in.
希望越高，失望越大。
Well said , exactly how I am feeling right now.

I couldn't believe it , UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF.
But since it's over...I guess I will have to take it in stride.
I actually only allows myself to be sad for 2 hours but..
I am not as optimistic as I think I am.

I immediately sleep upon reaching home because I DIDN'T SLEEP AT ALL LAST NIGHT.
Which actually matters a lot. I am coughing non-stop now.
I woke up & think a lot. I couldn't take it anymore , I wept.
I have no idea what's wrong with me...Emotion Changing...

I am going to briefly describe about what happened today.

English , Summary Writing.
Maths , Number Patterns.
Chinese , Oral Practice.
Design & Technology , Very Epic.
The family tree thing is going on forever.
Mr Tang is entertaining me forever , it's like these teachers are our friend.
Disrespect to a level & Mr Tang disturbed me back.
In the sense that he is my dad & he is so SARCASTIC.
VERY SARCASTIC. But it's okay , at least I can shoot him back. HAHAHA!
Because his losing his touch. HAHAHA! Old already , no choice.
Mr Tan was sarcastic towards Stephanie which pissed her off.
Telling her that he wanna divorce with "Stephanie's mum" and abandon her.
ROFL . Funny to the maximum. (Y) HAHAH! Our "disrespect" is SARCASTIC kind. (Y)
Social Studies , Samy didn't come. "Self Study".

Then it was oral which ruined my day. :(

Oh well , I am gonna sleep now.
Hope that I will feel better in terms of emotion & physical.
Since I am sick in both section right now.
Hope that no one will get dissed by me tomorrow.
Really don't wanna be rude to other people just because I am not feeling good.

Why should I add misery to others when I am the one who have the misery..
So ya , unless something provokes me real bad tomorrow. :x

Lessons for tomorrow :
English , Maths , Social Studies , Physics & PCT.

English = :(
Maths = :|
Socials Studies = :(
Physics = :|
PCT = :'(

Analyze with my current feelings. Tomorrow should be a sad day....

Wearied Wednesday.

2011-07-07T00:06:00.000+08:00

Super Ultra Tired..

I guess I can't do without my afternoon nap.

Especially I don't sleep early in the night.

OH , HELLO! :D

It's Wednesday. Half of the week gone. (Y)

Which is pretty good in the sense that weekend is coming soon...

But time is running short...'O' levels is coming soon yet I am still in my chirpy state.

Insensible...Procrastinate. :x

Apparently , I went to sleep with a fever last night...& woke up without a fever.

Which is pretty good...my immune system is working pretty well except for the fact that I got a splitting headache which I rather have a fever than a headache..

Hmmm..school was fine & tiring.
English was first. Some vocab test.
Which actually got me...I do know the meaning but I have no idea how to explain the meaning.
Was in a "floating" state where my mind is somewhere in the sky...
Couldn't actually concentrate due to my splitting headache. :x

Physical Education.
Duh , I am exempted from it.
Because of Thalassemia which I have...
But actually , it's not any big deal...just that I have totally no interest in PE.
So...Jiahui thought of an excuse AGAIN to pysco Satwant.
Which Satwant asked me for her excuse because she is my "client".
HAHAHA. A bit epic though.

Chemistry.
Prema decided to allow the new teacher to go through a topic with us.
PERIODIC TABLE.
Apparently , I think the new teacher is very GENTLE & NERVOUS.
With some disturbing from the class....Overall , it was fine.
But I have to say , it's the most boring Chemistry class this year.
So , Prema is indeed better with some jokes going around.

Recess.
Didn't eat anything.
I rest my case.

History.
SAMY DIDN'T COME!
Mohan came and relieve.
But...Samy didn't gave any work to Mohan thus it was a free period.
With Stephanie constant asking Mohan about History stuff to test Mohan.
& she even asked Mohan about Biology stuff which got Adelle & I laughing. (Y)
Discussed Politics with him & his views are much similar to mine.
Or rather , my views are quite similar to his & Mr Koh's
But a pity that...it's over. & I can't vote.
It's best to discuss politics with SS & History teacher. (Y)
Cause I think that they are quite interested in it.

Maths.
1 question wrong.
Ms Neo started revising for Direct & Inverse Proportion.
I suck at this topic. I have no idea about the format thing...& normally...I just do it logically.
Which I got it correct...but I doubt I would be this lucky anymore.

Went home after school , didn't bother to attend Chemistry extra since I would fail..
Might as well spend my time on something else.

Took a nap & woke up....feeling dizzy. :x
Went out around 8pm with my Everlast shoes.
A bit "Kae Kiang" , the inflicted injuries on my tendon area caused by this pair of shoe haven't heal completely.
Yet , I wore this pair of shoe out & it started bleeding again. :x

Went Liang Court & stayed in Starbucks.
Had a Green Tea Frappuccino which tasted pretty good.
Didn't get my usual cause I AM INTENDING TO SLEEP TONIGHT.
Went Macdonald's after that.
Took a lot of photos , more like those weird/funny/hilarious photos.
Shuwen always entertains me no matter what. (Y)

& here I am blogging...& intending to sleep now!

Goodnight! :)

Chinese Oral Tomorrow & I am nervous.
My voice isn't as sweet as those , y'know.
Hope...everything...will..go..well...tomorrow............

Tiring Tuesday

2011-07-05T23:49:00.000+08:00

I am officially having a fever right now.
Just got my temperature taken.
37.8C.
Okay , not a high fever...but just hotter than regular temperature.
Still contemplating whether to attend school tomorrow or not.
Doing my maths now...while trying to blog a decent post.

So basically...it's back to school after a long weekend.
& there's assembly today which we went back to class & do our own stuff.
Maths was next , revised on new topic. Map Scale.
Easy stuff except that it's a bit confusing over the convert thing. :x
English , read Reader's Digest.
About some lady's child get killed & she is able to forgive that murderer.
Noble.
& then Chemistry.
Epic failed. :x Prema was pissed off by our attitude especially when there's a test in the afternoon.
Some epic stuff going on. STRESS.
Physics. Even more stress. -.-
Knowing that we didn't do his 10yrs series...
Mr Seow went through Section C. The proclaim most important section.
Don't understand. VERY CONFUSING.
If I can , I will drop Science.
Chinese was next. Was pretty drained till then.
I cannot believe that I slept in ChenJing's class.
Been ages since I last slept in any lesson....
My God.. I actually fall asleep in her lesson.
-.- Went through the Oral topic cause our O level oral is coming.
This THURSDAY. This coming THURSDAY & I'm down with a fever.
How fortunate. :x

I am just rambling now...because I am not in my right mind to type a decent post.
:x
Was on the same bus as Shuwen. & we went and walk around Pasar Malam.
Slacked around & went home.
Took a nap and woke up with a fever. How nice.

Gonna end this post now..
This post is a bit cramp..

Just showed Mum my Mid-Year result and she didn't scold me.
Make me guilty only. Hais.
Must start working hard...

Kudos ,
Jiani

Agenda for 6 July.
- Dinner with Shuwen at Holland Village.

Rhino Virus AGAIN?

2011-07-03T23:58:00.000+08:00

Number 2.

NUMBER 2.

Rhino Virus..
No , it's not a COMPUTER VIRUS.
It's a flu virus?
I think so...at least that's what the doctor told me.
Been OFFICIALLY sick for the whole day.
It's not that for the past 1 month , it's not official.
It's just I would wake up with runny nose & then got normal during the morning.
& sleep with Runny Nose & Cough...
So it's kinda a "night sickness".

But it have gotten worst today....

I woke up around 10.43am even though I had intended to sleep in. [FAIL].
Of course , with a runny nose.
Laze on the bed till around 11.30am
Ate a light breakfast & went out to Tiong Bahru Plaza for lunch with Shuwen.
Went Eighteen Chef for lunch.
Had their RootBeer battered Fish'N'Chips with their soup of the day , garlic bread & a can of ROOTBEER.
While Shuwen had their Butter Salmon. :x

Mine was alright , it's sweet. :)
But i don't really fancy her SALMON.
I have never like Salmon except Sashimi.
Because I think...fish ain't suppose to be so "separated".
The texture. But overall , acceptable.

Was an enjoyable lunch~
Went home after that & slept in till 6pm.
Was really tired...
So in another word , I didn't execute my agenda.
Oh , I did eat something though. HAH.

So roughly , my day ends like this.
Okay , I will fulfill my agenda...

Agenda for Monday.
- Do Physics or else...I won't be in school on Tuesday.
Since Mr Seow is so "strict" about it. :|
But...actually...I think that he doesn't care...

-Finish my Maths...or else....get a scolding from Ms Neo
Which isn't that pleasant. I think Maths is more important than Physics.

-Attend Taekwondo lesson.

Will wake up before 12.30pm tomorrow.
Have to get over to Aunt's house. :x

Kudos ,
Jiani

Spent Saturday , Studying.

2011-07-02T23:49:00.000+08:00

Hello! :)

Yeah , I know.
The previous posts are a bit emo.
Think that there's something wrong with me.
Maybe the stuff that are troubling me are troubling me even more.

Well , since no one gives a damn...I shall move on.

I spent my Saturday studying on Maths.
Cleared my doubts on "Construction" & did not finish the homework.
Shall continue it tomorrow. :)

Agenda for 3rd July.
- Sleep in....sleep in...
- Continue doing my maths.
- Start doing my physics , start with Section B & C.
- Try to eat something...
- & stop feeling emotional since he won't experience the pain I'm going through.

I'm really losing my appetite.
I'm scared of contracting anorexic nervosa.
I have no idea why...a bit unstable for the past few days.
A bit , not myself for the past few days...
Not myself in the sense that....been really "unstable".
Was darn hyper....way too hyper.
& that's a bit weird...

2011-07-02T23:09:00.001+08:00

Goodbye.

2011-07-02T23:06:00.001+08:00

I'm gonna leave this world...with no regrets.
Leave this world , as young as possible so that I don't have to linger on.
Goodbye.

我想给你幸福，却走不进你的世界

2011-07-02T22:35:00.000+08:00

我想给你幸福，却走不进你的世界
\我想用我的全世界来换取一张通往你的世界的入场券...
不过，那只不过是我的一厢情愿而已。
我的世界，你不在乎；你的世界，我被驱逐……
我真的喜欢你，闭上眼，以为我能忘记，但流下的眼泪，却没有骗到自己.

Happy 1st July! :)

2011-07-01T23:50:00.000+08:00

As promised , I'm here to blog about yesterday & today.
It's 11.13pm now , it's a bit early for me to blog now but I am exhausted.
Gonna sleep after blogging.

30th June 2011.
Attended School , Temperature was normal.
The whole day is a bit boring..except when there's DNT.
Was a EPIC lesson towards the end.
Still remember when I blogged about the "Family Tree"?
It's still on.

But before that , Mr Tang made fun of his own surname with the melody of Wedding Bells.

Happened between Mr Tang & Stephanie.
As Stephanie's "Ah Gong" , Tang disturbed her.
Implying to lock her in the IT Resource room & refused to buy her dinner & stuff.
All those funny epic.
& Mr Tang even scolded Winni but got corrected because Winni is his "mum" & he went "Sorry Sorry".

He compromised with us in playing this game.
So from IT resource room , we have to return our artifact to Technology room.

Some funny stuff happened in between. HILARIOUS.

The conversation was like this...[It's a mixture of English & Chinese]

-Walk into the small room-
-Stephanie used a box to prevent the door from closing-

Mr Tang : 哇，终于有人有脑！
Stephanie : Diam lah!
Mr Tang : Eh , 我在称赞你！
Stephanie : Can you shut up? Very noisy eh!
Mr Tang : If I don't give you two slaps , my surname isn't Tang.
Stephanie : Come lah!
-Mr Tang , grabbed a wooden pole-
Mr Tang : 我今天就要家法伺候你！
-Begun to fake whack her-
-But accidentally broke the Oval Template-

We were all laughing...

Stephanie : O hor!你打坏template , 我去跟我daddy讲！
-Begun to walk to next room rapidly.-
Mr Tang : Oi Oi Oi , Don't anyhow say! Is you break the thing.

The next room where "Brother" resides...
A lot of epic stuff.

Mr Tang totally pushed the blame to Stephanie , jokingly.
& Mr Goh "believed" in it. HAHAH!

Therefore , Stephanie complained to "brother" which is her "daddy"

Stephanie : Daddy , 阿公欺负我！
Mr Tan : 哇？去打他！
Stephanie :你帮我打！
-Mr Tan searches his tools & passed Stephanie a vernier caliper.-
Mr Tan ：拿这个去打！

& Stephanie went to the next room & confronted Mr Tang.
So some other funny stuff happened too but subsequently cut off because
Mr Tang asked us to attend our classes as we were quite late already.

THIS REALLY GOT STEPHANIE , WINNI , ADELLE & ME LAUGHING LIKE MAD.
ESPECIALLY THE PART WHERE THEY BOTH QUARREL. HAHAHAHA!
Where can you find such epic teacher which mingle so much with students and played such lame stuff with us.
Apart from other DNT retired teachers. HAHAH!
I doubt Mr Goh / Mr Tan YH will entertain us lo.

Okay lah , it's dumb for me to post it up here and laughing while typing..
& I bet non of you understand what I have typed.
Just forget about the whole thing and move on. :)

Went Vivo after Jiahui's art.
Walked around & walked around.
I changed the Everlast shoes which I have bought on Wednesday.
It doesn't suit me....too feminine.
Asked Shuwen to helped me bring down to vivo where I changed to the current pair.
Thought the previous pair is White with Blue , but too feminine.
& I have no other choice but to change to the current which is White with Red.
A bit heart pain. :(
But...oh well.
The rest of the day was spent...sleeping? or using computer..
Can't remember.

1st July!

HAPPYYYYYYY JULYYYYYYYYY!
Heard the bell at 12pm during Physics class.
Not sure if anyone else in the class heard it since it was pretty noisy in the class.

Slept around 1am last night.
The earliest for the week but woke up with terrible headache.
No idea why... wasn't really able to concentrate for the whole day. :x
& the cup of coffee doesn't seems to work.

Wore the pair of new shoes.
Eh , it cut right through my skin.
Was in agony. Regretted wearing it. -.-
Luckily I have plasters in my wallet but it only temporarily ease the pain..
There's a wound right there now. -.-

English , we did the comprehension about some mountain stuff.
Was really tired. Day-dreaming , I suppose.

Maths.
(Y) Did the construction , was more like a self-study class.
Was doing with my group members which consist of Firduas , MingHui & Vera.
Subsequently , they went and asked Ms Neo for help which Jiahui then came by.
& Murphy came along too. So we were doing together.

Social Studies.
Was forced to do Source-Based Question.
With some funny action made by Mr Samy. :D
A bit Epic , but wasn't that epic like DNT.

Physics .
Mr Seow continued with the Springfield Worksheet.
Eh , there's something wrong with him today. :x
He didn't confiscate phones when people are using...
He is a bit hyper today. A bit weird...
Folding his paper into a cylinder & tries to focus his voice...even more weird. -.-
But there were epic moments where we the students in cahoots to disturb Mr Seow when he asked if we could hear him . HAHAH! I think we the students have some chemistry with each other. HAHAHA!

PCT
Went to the hall. & Ms Prema gave us the study time-table for the study program.
Don't really fancy the way she plan stuff. :x
A bit....not in sync with teacher's timing.
& I am glad that I am in Physics cause the Bio students have to attend Bio after Maths.
Which the whole class skipped and Mr Tan said nothing about it. (Y)

The rest of the day was spent walking around town with Jiahui.
& I went to the Pasar Malam with Jiayun in the night.
Ate a lot of stuff. HEHE! :)
Which therefore brings me here. :)

Kudos ,
Jiani

Homework :

Maths.
Physics.
Chemistry.
English?

Happy July! :D

2011-07-01T00:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY JULYYYYYYYY! :D

The 1st day of every month is for me to relax which means...

Not gonna be bothered by anything. :D

A few points to highlight.

& I will post tomorrow

- What happened during Design & Technology

- What did I do after school.

& will also post about events that's gonna happen , later in the day. :)

Goodnight!

A PLEASANT MONTH TO ALL! <3

Kudos ,

Jiani

Happy Wednesday?

2011-06-29T23:27:00.000+08:00

No comments.

A quick post about Tuesday!

2011-06-29T04:39:00.000+08:00

Hello! :D

So , it's Tuesday.
So far so good. Tuesday was the best.
Weather is good , didn't perspire. Was able to keep myself happy for the whole day. (Y)
Smiling here and there in classes. :)
Mainly because of the "lack-of-sleep" which made me super hyper.
Slept at 3.30am last night & woke up at 6.50am.
Drank a cup of coffee and went school.

It's Tuesday , so there's assembly.
It was a talk on smoking.
& was joking around with Jiahui.

Maths , Ms Neo took over the class.
Put us in groups of 4.
Did some sums about circles.

English , Mdm Kaur.
Asked us to do some personality test on Strength & Weakness.
A bit...not as interesting as Meyer-Brigg's.

Recess was in between the 2 periods of English.
Meaning to say , half an hour of English , half an hour of Recess , half an hour of English.
Had a can of green tea. Didn't feel like eating anything.

Continued with the personality test & got our result.
Partially true , Partially not.

Chemistry - Ms Prema emphasize on "Taking Ownership of our studies".
Did the Organic Chemistry worksheet. Was stuck. Like duh!
Hopeless in Science. Hopeless. Wonder why. No matter how hard I try , it's still the same.
It seems pointless , or maybe it's just that I have not try hard enough.
But overall , an enjoyable class because the weather is good.

As long as I don't perspire , I take everything in stride. Heh.

Physics - Mr Seow went through SpringField Paper.
Did only 2 questions the previous night.
Phew , luckily Mr Seow didn't blow his top for not doing his papers.
Actually , expected. He won't blow his top on such minor stuff.
I actually found out that , he taught the questions before.
& i think its just that i am lazy to read up notes if not I think I can pass my physics..

Chinese
Haven't seen Mdm Chen for such a long timeeeeeeeeee!
1 month to be exact. & the first thing she did was to confiscate all our phone. -.-
1 hour without phone , insecure for 1 hour.
Did Oral Conversation & was quite entertained by Jiahui.
HAHAHA! (Y) Was a happy day.

After School - Bugis.
Went Bugis after school.
Walked around Bugis Street & Bugis Junction.
Ate Takoyakis , my only "meal" for the whole day.
Went home after that.

There's something wrong with me...
I feel hungry but I don't feel like eating.
These 2 days....maybe...still haven't get used to school life.
Or rather to be said , back to school life. :x
Just don't feel like eating...even though I am hungry.

太多烦恼了吧，所以造成“厌食”。
也不知道自己在想什么，我既然会不吃。
爱吃的我，也有不吃的时候。。
也不知道心里在想什么。。

Term 3 , Week 1 , Day 1 & it's already that 'Stress'

2011-06-28T02:42:00.000+08:00

So...
School starts today. & apparently..I didn't sleep early the night before.
Slept around 2am & woke up at 7.30am.
Was feeling lethargic and nervous.
No explanation for the nervous part though.

Was in school with those usual talks.
13 new teachers.
Satwant was like preaching and luring us to sleep. He would make the perfect sandman.
Attire check , Time-Table Changed & Stuff.
Was actually glad that schools ends at 12.45pm today.
But...not knowing that , Prema actually plan to hold us back till 5pm.

Totally ruined my day.
Was intending to meet up with a friend and get my thumb-drive from him
& then proceed to the post-office to collect some parcel.
Apparently , the post office closed at 5pm which made it impossible to collect the parcel today.
Pushed back all my appointment & stuff...because of this MONDAY.

History was first. 15minutes of lesson.
Listened to Samy's explanation.
& left the class.

English. - 30minutes
Weird Time-Table.
30 minutes of English & Recess was pushed up by half an hour.
Was used as PCT which Belwit started EMPHASIZING that 'O' levels is coming & stuff.

Recess - 30 minutes.
Had a can of Green Tea.

Design & Technology - 2 hours.
Basically , I did nothing .
Wasn't in the right mood to draw. :P
2 hours gone , with jokes and stuff.
Went down to the workshop with Stephanie & chatted with Instructor Tan & Mr Yip.
Talked about our "Family Tree" stuff again.
Everyone in the "Family Tree" knows about the "Family Tree" stuff and are willing to participate in it.
Except that we didn't tell Mr Tan YH. =/

While we were chatting , Mr Tang came down and CATCH us.
Were supposed to be drawing at 3rd floor. HAHAH!
& Instructor Tan was like saying : "Dad , wanna go eat Satay?" in Hokkien.
Epic. Some real epic moments. Made Stephanie & I laughed like mad.
Went up & drew a little. Just a box. & time passed.

Lunch - 30 minutes.
Bought a cup of Blue Coral Ice Blend without Pearl.
& went back school.
Proceeded to the Computer Lab cause Jiahui & I were one of the few which didn't typed out our composition.
But happy to find out that , all 4 labs are occupied by other classes which made Mdm Kaur no choice but to release us for our Science.

Science - 3hrs 45mins.
Jiahui accompanied me to the class where Mr Seow wasn't in the class.
She stayed till around 2.45pm , chatting with Murphy & I.
Religious stuff arise again. Ridiculous. Can't stand it.
Tried and do the given worksheet but ended up copying from Ken.
Didn't bring notes & really can't do.

Till around 3.15pm when Mr Seow finally appeared. & he said that he will go through the paper at 3.45pm.
We 'anticipated' for his 'revelation' of the answers.
He explained but I don't get it...
Plain'Ol'Science'Idiot.
Feel like a failure or maybe I am really a failure............
Was released at 4.45pm after he went through the whole paper.

Home -
Went home after that .
Took a nap from 7pm to 8pm.
Met Edna at Eighteen chef at 8.20pm after her lessons.
Had Baked Rice.
Was freakin' full even though I had only eaten half of it.
& it was the first meal of the day.
There's something wrong with me.

Was on the net , stoning.
& soon it was 1am..
Tried to do the physics paper..& found out that...there are some similar questions.
Which I tried to refer.
Did a few question & was tire'out.
Brain isn't functioning now~

It's 2.41 am & it's time for me to sleep.
Good night~

Too many things on my mind.

2011-06-25T04:52:00.005+08:00

It's 4.24am now.
There are so many stuff , hovering in my mind.
Decisions , Decisions , Decisions.
Actually , I want to sleep but I don't feel tired.
& I don't seems to be bothered by anything...
But I think...deep in my heart...there are stuff which I want to clear.
Clear my doubts.

Weird though...
I never posted about him on this blog or have I?
Nevertheless.. I am missing him.
Missing him a lot.
Has been weeks since I last saw him...
Wonder how is he doing now....
He is like so near...yet so far.
It's like...standing right in front of me..yet he isn't mine.
Even if he's mine...I wouldn't know what to say either.

All Time Low's A Daydream Away fits this situation.

You're just a day dream away , I wouldn't know what to say if I had you..
and I'll keep you a daydream away , just watch from a safe place so I never have to lose.

I really wouldn't know what I will say even if I have him.
It's like , much better to not be with him even though I yearn to be with him.
Sigh. He's the guy..who really made me happy. Real happy.
I wish to spend the rest of my life with him..
Irreplaceable , at this point of time.
I know it's dumb to say that , one is irreplaceable when I know it's not the truth.
When one is in love , he/she will say sweet stuff to "diabetes-ize" the other.
But , how many can do it? The stuff they promised?
Those , "I can't live without you" , "I need you forever" & "I love you forever" ?
They are just those sweet stuff....
You don't see people dying because of "I can't live without you" right?
If it's that so , everyone will be dying. Especially teenagers of my age.

A few times , I wanted to confess..but I am afraid that it will jeopardize our current relationship.
The interaction we have...

I don't understand what am I holding on...air?
I am holding on to hope , a dim hope which doesn't seems that it's gonna be lit up.
I'm confused. Real confused. You are giving wrong signals. I'm dying in the sense...heart break.
The emotion...tingling feel...

I bleed my heart out on this paper for you , so you can see what I can't say
I'm dying here 'cause I can't say what I want to..
I bleed my heart out just for you..

My heart is that painful now.
I know you don't read my blog & won't know how painful I'm feeling now.
It's not only now...it has been months. 5months.
Feeling helpless...
The advice my friends had gave me , ain't practical enough.
The kind of impossible.
I am lovesick.
Self diagnosed, lovesick.
No idea what to do now...
So many stuff on my mind....too many stuff on my mind.
I am getting tired of doing this...
Real tired.....maybe...I will really die for you.

East Coast Park & I'm sick.

2011-06-24T02:11:00.001+08:00

Hello! :)

Having a massive headache now.
Left ear got infected. -.-
Painful , even my left jaw hurts.

Woke up at 9am and took a pill.
A pill for flu & went back to sleep till around 1pm when Shuwen called me.
Maple-d for 20minutes and prepared.
Met Shuwen at the void deck and went to the Bus Stop.
Took 196 all the way till East Coast Park.

Initially , wanted to Sun-Tan but....I COULDN'T FIND MY SUN-TAN OIL.
So....we went riding instead.
The bicycle shop nearer to the Macdonald is having some sort of weird promotion.
Rent 1 hour and get 2 hours free which equals to 3hours.
For $6 , I can rent a bicycle and ride for 3hours.
Why didn't they have this promotion previously? :(

I got myself a smaller bicycle than Shuwen's.
Yet , when I got on the bicycle...my legs can't really touch the ground.
& they don't have a smaller bicycle which left me with no choice but to ride it.
Haven't ride a bicycle for a while. Kinda lose the touch. Kinda...
Not used to the bicycle which doesn't have the effort feeling..in which when I was riding it...
It seems so lose...kinda afraid that accident will happen.
But got used to it very quickly.

The ride from the bicycle shop to Bedok Jetty took me around 20minutes.
With chatting , almost collision and stops.
The bicycle seat isn't comfortable at all. :@

& I found out that there are people whom doesn't seems to know how to ride a bicycle.
Either they doesn't know how to go in a straight line if not....they ride toooooooo slow.
& they don't know the meaning of "KEEP TO THE LEFT".
They would go to the lane of a different direction....
Weird much.

Bedok Jetty.
It was really breezy....wind blowing on my face.
Real comfortable~ Stayed there for half an hour...
Chatted a lot...saw fishes...took a few photos.
& went further down....away from the jetty.

Found a bench and took a seat.
Took some pictures...which one is currently set as my profile picture on Facebook.

Rode back...the riding back part was stressful.
Was already exhausted....yet there were so many uphills.
Almost collide to a little girl when I was on the left...she turned in to the left from the right...
Going the same way as me...and suddenly...she turned back to the right again.
Had to brake........Was a little pissed.
& chiong-ed the last part of the journey.
Even Shuwen asked.."Wah , don't angry leh. Chiong until like this".
She saw the little girl's absurd action.

But still....it was a fun day...
Took 196 back and BoonKiat saw me at the bus stop.
Such a small world...
Alighted at Lau Pat Sat for dinner.
Had Satay , HorFun and Sambal Stingray.
I <3 Satays. It's delicious.
But apparently , the stall we patronize doesn't really serve nice peanut sauces.

Went home after that.
Took a nap and woke up at 12am.
My leg are in pain now..."Sour" feeling...

Gotta sleep now...
Dental Appointment Tomorrow...@ 11am.
So early...why did I even booked this timing? -.-

Good NIGHT! :)

Kudos ,
Jiani

Maple Patch.

2011-06-22T23:22:00.002+08:00

Didn't affect me much since the patch was from 9am to 3pm.
& I woke up around 1pm.
Mainly because I slept at 5am last night.
Due to intensive maple-ing and chatting with a maple pal on the net.
My god , disclosed secret to this guy.
He is actually a classmate of Edna...& we are in the same guild.
The Mister|Miss guild with the M stylized by the guild logo.
We were chatting on Maple on Monday night and kinda 谈得来。
& yesterday when I was doing Ludibrium Party Quest with Edna and guild members..
We chatted via the guild chatting system with another guy.
Talking about some god-damn-nonsensical stuff.

So around 1-2 am , everyone logs out except me and him.
We continued chatting and stuff.
Talking about astrology and life and personality.
& guess what.... we have the same perspective in life.
Thinking that life is actually quite meaningless , wanting to die at the age of 50 and BERMUDA TRIANGLE.
My god..was actually quite stunned and wonder if he ever reads my blog.
But to the truth , I really don't know who he is. HAH.

We talk about the crush we crushed on.
I even disclose to him who I am in love with & apparently....he is quite accepting it.
To the fact that....
& his crush's birthdate is the same as my birthdate.
Quite surprised.
Not bad , quite an enjoyable session chatting with him.
Seems to be a nice guy... HAH.

Slept around 5am and to wake up at 1pm after my mum woke me up.
Wondering why I didn't went to school and I have to told her that the DNT thing is over.
& she let me sleep in peace. But..I woke up on my own.
Turned on the computer -was in the sleep mode..so it got up pretty fast.
But maple was having a patch...
Apparently , 1pm isn't a good time for breakfast so..I ate lunch.
Fried an egg and started eating.
But...I ate pretty fast even though I tried to eat slowly.
Till about 2.20pm and I came back to my room.
Started tweeting , mousehunting and reading some other people's blogs.
Seems that people's blog are way more interesting than mine and their life are far more exciting.
I like to blog jump a lot... reading about other's life. A bit creepy though. HAH..
I even read the post of their past...on how they changed their typing style throughout the years.
& how they improved their English and started typing properly. Quite interesting...

Am now reading Twilight , which Mandy had lent me yesterday.
I found out that I can't read as well as I did last year.
Last year , I read a series of book.
Percy Jackson's series and Low Kay Hwa's book & some other novels.
I remembered how addicted I was to Percy Jackson's series and how angry I was when the movie came out and it doesn't fit the story. HAH.
I even went around Singapore to look for it's series which consisted of 5 books.
But now...I get a bit tired even when I tries to read one book.
MUST.TRY.AND.FINISH.THIS.BOOK.
Since I don't have much time to spare...once school reopens.

It's 2.47 pm now...13 more minutes to maple patch being patched completely.
& I guess I will have to update my patch...
Oh , I am a proud owner of a level 40 Battle Mage and level 17 Wild Hunter.

The level 40 Battle Mage is Izar..slow progress for yesterday. Only managed to level up 4 times.
:( Because was travelling around and doing party quest.
& the level 17 Wild Hunter was played within 2 hours in Cassiopeia cause I don't like doing the same quest over and over again so..procrastinated a bit and played with my Battle Mage. :)

10 more minutes till the patch is over....
MouseHunted.
9 more minutes till the patch is over...
Reading other's blog

6 more minutes till the patch is over....

Still reading the same blog... it's getting more and more interesting.

This guy's life is as boring as mine or rather similar to mine

2 more minutes till the patch is over...

Wow , I spent reading one month of that guy's blog and he blog daily.
Quite impressive for a guy. (Y)
Started listening to songs...for today.
& put "Tonight , Tonight" by Hot Chelle Rae on replay.
Quite catchy , been listening to this song for 3 days.
Addicted.

La La La , oh well.. La La La.

Listen to it. :)

It's 3.00 pm , the patch should be done.
Let me take a try..

"There's an error running the patch".

My god... cannot auto patch must manual.
Must take the effort to get on to it's website and download the damn patch.
Complaining on Twitter which get to post up to Facebook.
Twitter was a dearie recently... posting every single tweet on to Facebook.
Not faulty at all..
EVERY.SINGLE.TWEET.GOES.ON.THE.FACEBOOK.
Nice , very convenience for me.
Save the hassle of going on to both platform to update.

Oh , Maple is auto-patching now.
It's done...off to maple now. :D
Aim to level up till level 50.
Maple Hairstyle is getting more and more alluring.
Some really nice hairstyle...
Tempted to get A-cash..

You see...so nice.. so nice..
But...it's a male's hairstyle and my character is a female.
Should have created a male account instead.
The 4th , 7th and 9th..

My hair used to be something like the Female's last now become Male's 9th.
Except not that messy lah.

Okay....Maple is a bit laggy...right now.
Level 41 now...for Izar..
Level 18 now for Cass.
It's getting a bit boring....doing the same quest.
Battle Mage is way better than Wild Hunter..

It's 5.18pm now.
Izar still stuck at level 41.
Cass is lvl 20.
Playing my Izar now..

Maple gave out free cash item.
I got myself a White Rabbit. (Y)
Valid till September.

But apparently , my white rabbit is something everyone will get.
MisterTey and misterea got lots of free stuff.
Jealous and Envious. :(

It's 6.20pm & its dinner time.
Just got out from the bathroom..the weather is too hot for me to handle.
Dad bought Curry Chicken , Sweet N Sour Pork and Clams from the mixed rice stall at Membina.
Mainly because....he didn't cook much today.

It's 6.54pm now & I have finished dinner.
Delicious dinner. :)
& I found out...as I type this entry..I seems to be tracking everything I do.
Well , that's the point of blogging..right?
Back to maple, never chiong now..
Level 42 now at 7.29pm.
A bit sian of it already....hmmm...

Waiting for the ship to Orbis.
Still reading that guy's blog. Really interesting guy.

9.47pm now.. Still at Level 42. Didn't train.
Playing Mousehunt.
Uploaded Maple Picture onto Facebook..

http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10150221485438950.341180.524093949&l=986d07399c

A bit sian already. Hard to level up.
Officially Level 43.
Time to call it a night since it's so laggy now.
Will login at 1am later...

Ending my post now.
Most probably going to EastCoastPark to cycle tomorrow. (Y) :D

Kudos ,
Jiani

Pleasant Night to all~

Maple Maple Maple!

2011-06-22T02:25:00.000+08:00

Hello! :)

Started playing Maple again.
"Chiong-ed" for 10hours yesterday and leveled up to 38.
Quite proud of myself. Quite an achievement , I would say.
But most probably , I would get bore out. Since it's getting harder to level up now. :x

Playing in Izar . IGN : Biurrbi0ck
Okay , I know....my nick name should be blurrbl0ck.
With double L , but since I created an character using this...which I have forgotten it's User & Password.
Thus....if I capitalized the i , It would look like L in Maple.
Therefore , I am still blurrbl0ck. Hee

The reason for Izar is because Edna is playing in Izar.
& I figured out...it would be better to play with her rather than with my classmates who are in Cass.

Monday.
Woke up and went to school with Stephanie.
Bought the Set F from Mr Bean.
Had a cheese pancake with Ice Soya Bean drink.
Not that nice , the cheese a bit strong for the morning.

Reached school and started chatting with Instructor Tan.
Till around 11am and we went for lunch.
Lunch was Ba Chor Mee Dry.
Mee Pok mix with Mee Kia.
No Chilli , No Ketchup.

Delicious.
Went back and continued chatting with Mr Tan.
Ken came by because he have NCC camp in school.
Passed me the thumbdrive and went home around 2pm.

Started Maple-ing....and neglected my Mousehunt..
But train my maple quite fast.
Slept at 3am.

Tuesday
Woke up at 10am and ate some porridge.
Went Mandy house with Stephanie.
Stephanie did some research and we started watching movie.
Epic Movie & Scary Movie.
Funny , Funny Funny.

Lunch was MacDonald's.
McWings , All Wings..UpSize...GreenTea.
Standard.

& continue watching movie till around 4pm before I came home.
Started Maple-ing again.
Did PartyQuest with Edna and GuildMembers.

& then whatsapp-ing with Edna now
Asked her to do MB's Personality test.
She is INTJ , extreme de.
Scaryy..
Going back to Maple now..

Pleasant Night to all. :D

Kudos ,
Jiani

Family Tree. :)

2011-06-19T18:17:00.000+08:00

Hello! :D

Please just forget what I have promised about continuing posts that I had posted.
Have no mood to do that either....cause there's something else for me to blog! :D

From Tuesday till now...
I been getting setbacks while doing my artifact.

Tuesday , been filing...for the whole day and then realize that the dimension is wrong.
My hand was in pain the second day and it hurt even without moving it.
Intolerable pain..
But it's okay , my artifact is now done and I am pretty happy about it.
Except for the color though...

Wednesday.
Where things get RESTARTED.
I have to re-do my artifact & stuff.
The fear got me...fearing that I won't be able to finish my artifact in time.
Lunch with Stephanie and Winni at Redhill market.
Before lunch was FUN.
The three of us went into the workshop and chatted with Mr Foo , Mr Tan [Workshop] and Mr Yip.
Talking about dialects and stuff. Where Mr Yip became real friendly and disturbed my dialect group.
Making up false words. HAHAH

Thursday.
Finally , I have finished my artifact by 11am.
Reached school around 8.30am , the earliest.

Had lunch at Mac with Adelle , Stephanie and Winni.
This is what my title is all about.
The "Family Tree".
Basically , we were all having our lunch.
& while we were walking to the bus stop...
Stephanie called
Winni - "Zhor Ma"
Adelle - " Ah Ma "
Me - "Auntie".

& we got this family tree thing going on.

Mr Foo & Winni - Couple . [Basically , Mr Foo was helping Winni and Winni walked away..jokingly he asked : Where is my girlfriend? ]
Mr Tang & Adelle - Couple [This is just random. Have to fit Mr Tang in somewhere.]
Me - Alone . :P
Mr Tan & Mr Tan - Couple. [This is even more random. Some really funny inside jokes]
Stephanie - Alone.
Merge together...
Mr Foo & Winni [Great Grandparent of Stephanie]
Mr Tang & Adelle [Grandparent of Stephanie]
Me [Aunt of Stephanie]
Mr Tan & Mr Tan [ Parent of Stephanie].
& There's Mr Yip as our Butler and Firdaus as BlackDog. [ Our Pet ]
Mainly because...everyone is calling Firdaus as Hei Gou. Even Workshop Tan is calling him.
He is like saying "Hei Gou , Lai".
Which ignite us to include him in our family tree.

From Queensway , we laughed all the way back to the School.
So Mr Tan's 'office' is near backgate which has a backdoor.
We walked in and told him about the family tree thing.
FUNNY MAX. You won't imagine how hard we were rolling on the floor.
Seriously , we were all laughing. Especially when he gave the "o.O" expression.
& we were all busily laughing....when he asked us to elaborate one more time.
HAHAHAHA!

He said to Stephanie "No wonder you look so funny lah , confirm is from your mum..I am handsome tan.
Epic Epic Epic.

So we went up and continued drawing with this joke still going on.
Saying how old Winni is and the T-Square is her "Tong-Ka".
All those crap. & I swear...we laughed throughout.

Mr Tang was the one in the class , Mr Tan didn't come.
So , we told the family tree to Mr Tang too.
But he interrupt Steph on the part where Workshop Tan is his child by saying "But this is wrong , I am younger".
A lot of funny stuff...
& he picked up the family tree and went over to Adelle and said : " Dear , Where are you bringing me tonight? "
Hilarious much.
& Mr Tang started singing...most probably because he is learning from Mr Tan.
A lot of funny stuff happened.
Way more fun than Physics class. :x

But of course...all these are not to be known by Mr Tan YH. :x

Friday.

Overslept. :x
Reached school around 10.30am.
Winni was later but the other two was there at 9am.
Started drawing...& Stephanie used my phone and google some chefs.
& Mr Tan walked by and asked her to draw.

The conversation was like this..

Mr Tan : Wah , trying to find a rich man ah?
Steph : Ya la , Ya la
Mr Tan : Later let your Ah ma know , she vomit blood.
Steph : started laughing.
Winni & I : LAUGH.

If only Mr Tan know about the Family Tree... :x

Not constructive.. Didn't draw much though. :x
Went home at 5plus...

CONCLUSION :
This few days...was the best ever in my DNT history.

I bet when I grow older and when I re-read this post...
I would be laughing.. :D

Okay , I am mad. For typing stuff that people don't understand at all.
It's for my own reference.

Saturday

Dad had a fall and he fractured his bone.
He had to put on a cast.
Painful to see him like this.
He doesn't seems to be in pain. No idea why..

Went Scape with Emmeline & Waiyee.
Had Mac for lunch.
Was at Scape mainly because Emmeline want to go to the Flea Market to see SongChing. -.-
& we couldn't find him. But we eventually did.
Waiyee went home first.
Emmeline & I walked around before going home.
Alighted at Tiong Bahru Plaza.
Saw a lot of familiar faces.
Went home after that.
Which my day ends at 4.30am. :x
Because I don't feel like sleeping. -.-

My Sleep Routine is getting real messed up.
I wonder how am I gonna cope when school reopens.

& it's Sunday... I wasted one whole day...doing nothing. :(

I really ought to kill myself.
I should stop procrastinating...before I regret. :(

Shall blog at a later time...

Kudos .
Jiani

---------Yes , I know..my English sucks. The sentence structure are wrong.-------------

"People think depression is about being sad.

2011-06-15T23:22:00.002+08:00

"People think depression is about being sad.
They think it’s just when you ‘feel down’.
It’s not.
It’s like a darkness that creeps over you and fills you.
It drains all your emotions.
It takes everything from you, and leaves you feeling hollow and numb.
It’s not sadness, it’s not anger, it’s hopelessness.
Imagine waking up and there being no colour.
Walking outside and feeling no wind.
Eating a meal and tasting nothing.
Holding someone and feeling completely alone at the same time. When you’re depressed, it’s not a bad mood.
It’s a numb, empty, hollowness that seems to never leave.
It’s feeling alone in a room full of people.
You feel like there’s no hope left."

Monday Blues.

2011-06-13T23:10:00.002+08:00

Hello! :D

Kinda hate Monday.
Though previously Monday was my favorite day. Sort of , my favorite day.

Apparently , I did woke up at 7.30am..intended to attend school.
But my flu got me real badly..on top of that..I think I got food poisoning.
Massive Stomachache.
Can't remember what I ate though...
& I was so so so so so so so so so tired.

I went back to sleep and...went on and off from sleep.
A bad day , real bad day.
Wasted my day away by SLEEPING.
Should seriously sleep less.

So finally woke up at 2pm..
Dad cooked porridge for me. :D
Because he knows that I am not feeling well.
Hee! :D Iwannamarryaguylikemydad. HAHAHA! :D
As in...a guy who is willing to care for his family.
Oh , maybe its because that he's a Taurus. HAH.
Went Vivo and meet up with Jiahui.
Walked around till 5pm before going home.

Reached home and started sleeping again.
Was really tired but I don't know why.

Woke up around 9pm and started playing with my phone.
Till around 10.45pm , then I am willing to on my computer and started Tumblring.

That concludes all. :D

Okay , I will go to school tomorrow! :)

Kudos ,
Jiani

Sunday Siansation

2011-06-13T01:39:00.001+08:00

Hello! :)

A quick post before I fall into the realm which sandman is gonna lure me to and to play chess with 周公.

So it's Sunday!
& I woke up at 1pm.
Because I fell asleep at 4 the previous night.

The day was spent stoning in front of the laptop and the night was spent tumblr-ing.
Basically , the day was wasted.

My flu is getting serious..
Runny nose & the medication doesn't seems to be working..
Oh well , need to see a doctor again..

Okay, that roughly concludes my day!

Check out my tumblr.

Http://sciencejusthatemeforsomereason.tumblr.com

:)

Kudos ,
Jiani

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Location:Jalan Membina,Singapore,Singapore

It's Friday and my effort gone down the drain. :(

2011-06-12T01:30:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! :)

自己也许是个没能力爱人的人，也不值得被爱的人吧。。
Loving a person is harder than doing anything.
& loving a person that you ain't suppose to love and you can't say anything about it
and you have to act normal in front of that person is the hardest.
I am getting a bit tired...
Never had this feeling before. Even the previous crush thing was CRAP.
This time , I had the urge to marry him. Really , I think i can spend the rest of my life with him.
Maybe it's because that he is the first crush that I have interact and know things about him.
That's why it made me so sure that I really wish to live my life with him..but..I am still too young to talk about this...oh well.

Love is a rock.
It's bold
It's deep
It's complicated & it's simple
It can be strong & it can be weak
It's everything and it's nothing
It can be destructive and it can be peaceful
It's ugly and it's beautiful
It's the biggest oxymoron that ever exist

I am feeling way much better now.
Not that worried over my artifact which I was worrying about in my previous posts.

So , let me get started with

FRIDAY!

Basically , I slept around 1am? on Thursday night.
& woke up at 7am.
Nope , not preparing for school which supposedly starts at 8am.
But to wake up and start drawing another design which Mr Tan said was too simple.
It just totally freaks me out when he said I would fail my DNT.
& guess what?
I never had been so SERIOUS in my drawing before.
Especially at the angle and centimeter stuff.
It's so accurate , I swear.
Must be the best drawing of straight lines that I had ever drawn.
The lines are parallel , every single of them that required to be.
The centimeters are not even 0.1cm different from what's required.

I intended to attend school at 10.30am so that I can attend Maths Class and Physics Class.
But in the end , time wasn't sufficient...so I attended school at 11.30am , just in time for Physics class.
It was the most torturous hours of my life.

In between , I actually drank 3 cups of coffee. :x & ate nothing.
So , by 10.30am..I kinda drew enough for me , myself to start on the artifact.
Used the computer for around 15minutes before starting to prepare myself.
Jiayun was kind enough to helped me Mousehunt every 15minutes.
Actually , she have no choice since I have the 'auto-pop-up-thing' and I left my browser on.
& not allowing her to close my browser...so...HAHAH.

The back-gate was actually open but it was early for me to reach Physics' class so I waited for 139.
Was on time for Physics class. *kinda*
There was a 'chaos' where everyone is like.. 'HEY , WHY DID YOU COME?'
Then I was like 'Because the sky is so high'.

Then Firdaus was like saying 'You shouldn't come , very noisy.'
Then Mr Seow helped me saying that I am not noisy in his class.

Okay , it's great to know that I am actually not noisy in his class though I actually talks a lot.
On a second thought , maybe it's just that I don't talk in his class as much as I do in the other class?
Since Jiahui is not with me?
Or maybe just simply that Mr Seow don't like Firdaus. HAHAHA! False Accusation.

Moving on , Mr Seow continued from where he left on Thursday.
He went through the rest of the 2 questions & I have forgotten to bring that piece of paper.
Was packing my bag and left it on the side table thinking that I would remember to slot it into my bag.
But I didn't. -.- A mistake on my part.
But I did bring the file though but he didn't collect it...AGAIN.
Feel like an idiot. Brought the file , EVERY TIME and he didn't collect it.

& when he was going through , suddenly...Ken said that there was a smell coming from somewhere.
& gradually...everyone was talking about it and I can't smell anything.
There was only the 6 of us , so...only the first 2 rows was occupied.
I was in my original place which is quite far apart from the PROJECTOR.
So , it's was the projector that was giving out the smell.
I smelled it after 1 minute.
Apparently , the projector was burning..INTERNALLY.
& Mr Seow refused to turn it off.
Luckily , nothing happened even though the smell is still there.

Oh well...continuing with the lesson.
It's hard to understand when the question paper is not with you.
& I still hasn't got the left hand rule thingy figured out.
Confusing man.
Need to read up on the Wikipedia.
& Mr Seow released us 15minutes earlier because he had nothing else to cover.

Played a couple of game with Murphy on his iPod and my iPhone.
Was playing KartRider which I had installed but not played at all.
& also..Firdaus and Zhiqian compete a few times.
Zhiqian won twice but Firdaus kept on asking for a re-match and ZhiQian couldn't take it so...
He let Firdaus win. -.-

We continued playing and started playing BattleField : Bad Company 2.
Like finally when we talked about it 2 weeks ago.
Got owned pretty badly.
Bombed here and bombed there.
Played for 1 hour.
Before going to DNT.

So apparently , I showed my drawing to Mr Tang and he was like...
"I thought your previous one is okay?'
& Mr Tan walked by and said 'WAH, Why your design so complicated?'
-.-
My immediate response was 'You said the previous one was quite simple , now you told me that it's complicated? what exactly do you want?'
Then he said 'I didn't know that yours got the cases , I thought it was just a box?'

So Mr Tang had to resolve and asked me to draw how I want the case to be like before doing the box which contains the case.
So , I spent 5 minutes to draw and 1hour to wait for Mr Tang.
I was sitting right beside him , with the others flocking in to ask him questions.
So finally , when he finally 'attend' to me..he told me that he had another idea.
So...yah.
My effort and panicking was in vain.
I shouldn't had panic in the first place and strain myself into drawing stuff.
& my PREVIOUS IDEA WHICH HAS A MODEL was PRETTY AWESOME.
There were HINGE , MECHANISM , SCREW AND NUT.
It's like a real product , except it's made out of cardboard.
But it was condemned. & now..my drawing is condemn again.

WOW , double hit in 2 days.
But luckily , Mr Tang didn't reprimanded me for not attending the previous sessions.
& he is still willing to help me.
HAHAHAH! Must be optimistic.
The future doesn't seems as bleak as Thursday anymore.
Things are getting better...

" October 1 individuals have little trouble in handling stress "

^ Well said. :D
So , measurements are done.
Filing are not yet done.
So , the next week is gonna be a hectic one though.

Was famished at around 4pm.
Didn't ate anything for the whole day.
From 7am - 4pm , 9 hours.
But I was chewing gum , I guess that's what kept me from feeling hungry.

Left the school around 5.15pm and went Tiong Bahru Plaza and bought dinner.
Ate and shared with my dear sister who wanted to kope my food. HAHA!

Intended to take a nap and wake up around 12am.
So I slept at 7.30pm and waking up at 11am.
I guess the alarm did rang but...
Was really tired and forgotten to charge my phone.
Battery flat. & stuff.

Saturday.

Woke up at 11am , and panic.
Can't find my phone but finally found it on the study table which mum had placed it last night after coming into my room and checked on me because I left the lights on and didn't response to her knock.

Woke up and ate brunch?
& got on the computer.
Couldn't go on with the plan because I don't have the drawings with me.
So means that my Saturday is gonna be a slack one.

I wasted my whole Saturday , procrastinating.
When would I ever learn my lesson? To not Procrastinate till the last moment?
My God. It was the same during every mid-year / end of year.

Anyway , stoned in front of the laptop for the whole day.
Watching movies / mousehunting...reading mangas.

So one whole Saturday was gone , at home.
That's all...

Kudos ,
Jiani.

Crystal Jade Buffet.

2011-06-10T02:37:00.000+08:00

Hello! :D

When you see me , do you have the urge to spend the rest of your life with me?
I do...

For a starter..
Can you spot me? :D :D

HAHAHA! Was my Nursery/Kindergarten photos.
Can't remember which year but they are just a year apart.
For the 1st picture , I am the one on the first row extreme right.
For the 2nd picture , I am the 3rd one from the left , first row.

It's just 1 year apart and I looked so differently.
But to prove that it's the same person , check out the shoes.
HAHAHA!
Oh , and look at the Indian teacher from the first photo.
I must say , I hate her a lot.
I still remember how she pinched me and I got blue-black on my hand.
Just because I colored purple on a human's face. -.-
Purple used to be my favorite color , HAHAHA!
In my world , everything is purple.
My dad was so pissed off that he threw the purple color pencil away...
But it's okay , was about to finish that purple too.

Back to the teacher.
Hey , I was just a 4 years old kid.
If you ain't patience enough , then don't be a teacher. -.-
In the end , she was fired.
After my aunt complained to the so called headmaster.
HAH.

Basically , today was quite similar to yesterday in the sense of 9th June is quite similar to 8th June.
Actually not...is just that like yesterday...I skipped History and went for lessons after that. :x

But I woke up quite early today despite sleeping at around 3am the previous night
Took a bath which I normally don't in the morning because it will take time for my hair to dry.
Sat on my bed and started playing with my phone and was chatting with Edna whom woke up so early and was in her school at around 8am. -.-
Was on the bus by 8.42am but there were a huge traffic jam.
The traffic light turns green and before the bus could get over....it turns red. -.-
What a waste of time.
Anyway , alighted at the back gate's bus stop.
Back gate wasn't open , had to wait for 139.
Was late , late for school and physics.
What make things worst was that the lesson was held in the classroom which is located at 5th floor.
Nevertheless , still managed to climb all the way up.

Physics
That one whole hour was used to
-Go through worksheets
-Irrelevant Question were asked.

I think Mr Seow's lesson is the only class that go real fast.
Fast in the sense....the timing.
Before you know it , that one hour is up.
Not as draggy as other classes.

A bit confused with the left hand rule thing.
In order not to stop other from progressing , I have no other choice but to say I understand.
Oh well , have to figure out by myself....soon.

Maths.
I don't know why , whenever it comes to Mr Wun's lesson...
Both of us have lots of thing to discuss.
& today it's about religion with Murphy joining in.
Or rather to be said... Murphy pysco-ing.
HAHAHAHA.
Quite a heated discussion.
Mr Wun was like answering to our question that wasn't meant for him to answer in order to keep us away from talking. Entertaining though. HAHAH!

Chemistry.
Was asked to do worksheets that I have no idea about.
Got a scolding from Ms Prema. -.-
All because I told her that i don't know how to do and she didn't believe it.
She thought that I didn't try and thus said that I don't know.
Didn't bother to clarify , pointless.

Was really really really really really tired.
Went for DNT to get some advice and order the material that I need.
Turn out that the advice I got was to ask me to re-design.
Oh god. Was really helpless at that point of time.
Went home after asking , which roughly took me about 15minutes.

Was really tired and depress upon reaching home.
Typed a blog post and went for a nap.
Woke up at 6pm and felt a bit better.
I guess everyone really has their 'down point' and I just encountered mine.
Shuwen changed the date for the Crystal Jade Buffet to today.
10pm - 12am..
Met her at 9pm at the void deck.
Took a bus and walked into Holland Village.
Were early upon reaching...
Decided to 'grab a bite' , actually I wanted to drink coffee.
Went Coffee Bean and got my standard..
CARAMEL ICE BLEND! But got a Small cup though.
Shuwen got herself a slice of cheesecake which taste horrible.

Went over to the restaurant and started eating.
Shall not talk about the service and food though.
Pointless.

Left the restaurant around 11.30pm.
Was walking out to the main road where there is a Caucasian walking behind us , talking on the phone.
It was quite funny at that point of time because....
I was talking to Shuwen and before she can reply...the Caucasian talked..seemly to reply to what I have said.
It's something like this.

Me : I don't even have a minute to spare!
*Silent*
Him : Oh really?
Me : *in the disturb mode* Yah.
Him : Oh My God!

- I looked at Shuwen and we burst into laughter. -
HAHAHAHHA!
It just perfectly matches for some reason. HAHAH.
Got on a cab and went home.
& I am here blogging...

Kudos ,
Jiani

She was eating and I put the prawn there and she got a shocked when she saw the prawn 'looking' at her.
GLOATING OVER HER MISERY. HAHAHA!

^ Actually , we ate more than that.
But was busily eating and forgotten to take pictures. :x.

Goodnight~ :D

Depression is the ultimate cost of denial, when the truth is too much to handle

2011-06-09T13:59:00.000+08:00

Everything seems bleak.
Bleak , bleaker than anything.
I don't know what I am capable of.
I am stress but I can't tell how stress I am to my parents.
I don't wanna make them worry.

I cannot imagine the day...the day where I am gonna get my result.
I can already sense that it's not gonna be good.

My DNT is in a mess , the teacher told me that my design will FAIL.
& I don't see any point in doing it anymore.
Really , I feel helpless.
Very helpless.

It's like I need to start all over again and I do not have enough time for this 'start-all-over-again' kind of stuff.
I am stuck at this point , the point where I am direction-less.
I really really really don't know what to do.

I don't know if I were to start on my artifact using the proclaim-ed 'lousy design'
or re-design and hold back the artifact time.

But I don't have much time left.
If I were to re-design , I have to get them done by tonight.
& I need to show Mr Tan the design by tomorrow.
& I have to do it...and get the artifact done by tomorrow or latest Monday.
If not I would be late for my drawings and Presentation Board...

Y'know , as I type this post..
I think I know what to do....
I will do what I had written.
I shall redesign and use the drawings to make the artifact.
& use Saturday and Sunday to re-do my model.

Yes , this is what I should do..
& 1 last thing...
I should just turn my laptop off on Saturday and Sunday.
& no one should disturb me on these 2 days.

Maybe just send my laptop for a repair since
it's Graphic Card seems to be faulty and the DVD drive is faulty.
& it's still under the extended warranty.
Might as well upgrade it to Window 7 too....

Okay , I AM DETERMINED NOW.
DETERMINED TO DO WELL.

After typing out this post , I don't seem to be so depress anymore.
Hmmm...sometimes it do work when I 'voice' things out...

It's 12.08am

2011-06-09T00:11:00.002+08:00

Hello! :D

It's Midnight.
I wonder why i always ponders so much during the night.
& think of all kind of stuff in the night.
It's best to put down thoughts during the night because this is when everyone else is asleep and you can have a peace of mind...& you can think deeply.
Yes , often...I think...about everything.
It seems legit when thoughts are in my mind but I just can't pen it down.
I might be quaint , in the sense that I think of weird stuff...or rather..old stuff which people of my age shouldn't be pondering about...
I just don't know how to phrase them into proper sentences....
It's a mixture of Chinese and English & I have no idea how to cope with these thoughts...

Oh well...

My Tuesday & Wednesday.

2011-06-08T23:38:00.001+08:00

Hello! :D

Recently , my tenant left a couple of booklet on the table about some stuff that intrigued me.
'Where does Occult comes from?' , 'The spirit of living' & a Chinese booklet.

So , it was on my study table in the living room. [I have 3 in my room and 1 outside. -.-]
I went out of the bathroom and walked past the living room and curious as I always am...
I browsed through the selection and took 'Occult' and read it.
Since I am actually quite interested in Supernatural stuff but I am afraid of ghost.
The first page was a brief introduction on why does people goes for it , and what are they seeking for.
& the second page was about God. The bible stuff.

The booklets was gone after I told my dad that it's Christian stuff and went back to my room.
Was hoping to get the title of it to blog but it was gone after 3 minutes.
High efficiency. & I can't find it anywhere in the house.
Trash bins , Newspaper , Flyers. Everything is there , but not those booklets.
Wonder where has my dad put them.
Maybe he returned them to the tenant.

My family is kind of 'Anti-Christ' since my religious is Buddhist so it won't do any good for my house to have other religion related stuff.

People who seen this post might think that I have prejudice towards Christianity.
I have to declare...
I.DO.NOT.HAVE.PREJUDICE.TOWARDS.CHRISTIANITY.
It's just a situation that happened in my house and I thought I would blog and make a note to myself.

Moving on to daily happening...

Tuesday. 7th June 2011

Did I mention that I got a hair cut?
I guess I did.
My fringe is super short.
Especially the right side of it.
It just look like bangs now.
& it just don't suit me.
Just plain weird.
Too short.
& the side of my hair was cut away.
Leaving a few strand by the side.
Don't imagine...

But it got longer by a bit which made a huge difference.
Let's just hope that I won't perspire tomorrow. :x [7th June ; 12.35am]

Attended school after Recess.
I bet Belwit is gonna kill me , not mentioning Samy too.

Had maths , not CONSTRUCTIVE AT ALL.
:x :x :x Totally hate myself.
It's like letting my whole family down by not studying. -.-
Even the doctor thinks that I am stress but strangely...I have done nothing to make myself stress.

After that was Chemistry.
Wah , Prema just bombed us with Organic Chemistry.
It kills by not attending one lesson of hers.
It made me feel lost.
Don't understand what's she is talking about since I missed her last lesson.

MORAL OF THE STORY :

DO NOT SKIP CHEMISTRY UNLESS YOU ARE TIRED OF LIVING.

But actually I am quite tired of living... zzzz...

Can't remember where I went after school.
Seems that I went back school for DNT after having lunch at Bukit Merah Hawker.
Yes , I did.
Went back and tried to seek solution to my model and do some of it.
Left school around 4.30pm and went Velocity with Jiahui to meet up with Eunice.
To pass her some shirts that she bought from Ovince.

Walked around and went Queensway shopping Centre.
Bought another FBT pants , the training pants.
Cause I think the normal FBT pants is too short for me to wear out , a bit skimpy.
So decided to get another training pants , intended to get the Grey one but they ran out of stock.
So got another black one , in total I have 2 black FBT training pants.
It's a bit dumb of me to get 2 of the same pants but its okay.

Went home after having dinner around ABC Market with Jiahui.
The night was spent dreamily.
I guess I was day-dreaming and didn't do my model.

Slept around 3am......

Wednesday 8th June 2011.

Woke up at 7.50am despite sleeping around 3am last night.
Decided not to go for the first lesson in the beginning...
It was too early though it's later by half an hour compared to the normal timing.
But it's the holiday and I just got into the 'holiday mood'..
I wouldn't want to spend the first lesson sleeping in
History class where Samy talks about some half-forgotten war.

So , prepared and played a while on my phone before leaving house at 8.40am.
Was running late....luckily the bus was 'there' once I reached the bus stop
& 139 was pretty cooperative today...arrived 1 minutes after I alighted. (Y)
Wasn't late for Physics. In fact , early.
But still late for school. :x

The lesson was held in the lab , we started 'constructing' the electric circuit.
All stuff was done within that 1 hour.
Quite a 'done-before' type of lesson.
I think it was a recap from last year's lesson except there were some new stuff.
Was a breeze...actually every physics lesson is a breeze.
Except when there is a class test , that's an exception.

English was right after Recess.
Belwit asked why were I absent for the past 2 days which I answered that
I did attend school yesterday but was late.
If I were to 'late' again , intentionally or unintentionally...she's gonna call my parent.
Oh well , troubles await. HAH.

Did the picture conversation thingy.
Adelle is my partner...we kinda just tried to 瞒天过海.
In the sense that when Belwit is nearby , we just pretends. HAH!
Both of us just sucks in Picture while scores in the other two section.

Chemistry was next.
Mini test , no idea what was going on..
No wonder my affection for Physics is higher than Chemistry's.
Because Physics , a minimal amount of common knowledge can leads you to get 1 mark while this 'technique' doesn't applies for Chemistry.

Went over Queensway's Mac with Adelle and Sriyah.
THEY RAN OUT OF THE PINK GLASS AND IT'S THE LAST DAY.
So much for wanting to collect all...oh well.
It's LIME GREEN tomorrow.
I.NEED.TO.COLLECT.IT.CAUSE.IT'S.LIME.GREEN.
Heh. :D

Went back and did DNT.
Stayed till around 4.30pm and finally got my stuff figured out.
Hopefully I can start my artifact tomorrow if I don't procrastinate in the next 2 hours.
^ Doesn't make sense? HAH.
Simply meaning that if I don't procrastinate and finish off my model , I would be able to start my artifact.

Decided to gym with Irene at Delta.
Met her 6.30pm at Redhill MRT.
Bumped into Kimberly on the bus towards Redhill from Tiong Bahru.
HAH. :x

Gym-ed for 40minutes and totally exhausted.
My stamina is not good , i was tired...& stuff.
Must stay there for a longer period of time next time.

Went Ajisan for dinner.
Had Spicy Cha-Shu Ramen.
Was pretty spicy. Way to spicy for me to handle.
I have a tendency to order Spicy food but i just can't handle them.
HAHA! Not really lah , just can't remember what spur me to order that.
But it was tasty... :D

Went and got some snacks.
Finally , the CHICKEN-IN-A-BISKIT is back in Fairprice.
Or maybe it's just my luck that I always can't seems to find it.
Bought two bottle of pink dolphins and Andes Mint Parfait Thins.
Together with CIAB , of course. :D

Am here right now , lying in comfort of my bed with SV-Red.
Blogging over here....

Too tired...shall sleep early and wake up early tomorrow...
Will not appear in History class again cause I think I would most probably 'overslept'.
So the plan for tomorrow would be same as today.

Dear 139 ,
Please be on time , I need you so much.
Your Sincerely ,
Jiani.

Forgot to mention...
Shuwen managed to book for the buffet at Holland's Crystal Jade.
But , the timing wasn't what we expected.
We were expecting to book the 7-10 slots but the person gave us the 10-12 slot.
Which means , we might have trouble going home at that time though it's cheaper at that time.

三更半夜吃自助餐。无聊透顶。
10pm - 12am. -.- & it's a Saturday night.

So....no choice..since I yearn to eat 小笼包 so much.

Okay , shall update tomorrow if anything interesting happen.

Kudos ,
Jiani

It's gonna be a hectic hectic week.

2011-06-07T01:02:00.000+08:00

Hello! :D

I am back again.

It's Monday only.
Which means there's still Tuesday , Wednesday , Thursday and Friday...not forgetting Saturday and Sunday..

It's gonna be hectic , real hectic.
Especially when I left my DNT undone...
& I am still procrastinating...when these are stuff that are really important.
I just can't seems to concentrate.
No matter how hard I try..I just can't seems to start studying.
I don't know if it's the environment or..

Agenda.

Tuesday - Stay back for DNT
Wednesday - See a doctor after school if not don't attend school.
Thursday - Get some groceries.
Friday - Free , practically..TGIF. [Hopefully]
Saturday - Enjoy , Crystal Jade buffet at Holland. [ Provided that SW called and booked]
Sunday - Let's see what I can do.

Roughly ^ if there are no changes.

I am tired , don't wish to attend school tomorrow but I don't have a choice.

Kudos ,
Jiani

blurrbl0ck is sick . :(

2011-06-06T21:46:00.001+08:00

Hello! :D

A short post to elaborate.

Been sick since Wednesday.
Started from a sensitive nose which I have every morning...
Turn out that it's flu.
Seen a doctor on Thursday and was given a 2 days MC.
But still , attended school on Friday because my DNT was schedule on that day.
Was too tired , so didn't go for DNT. :x

The medication doesn't seems to work , went and see another doctor nearby on Saturday,.
Stayed at home the whole day on Sunday. But still.. Not feeling well.
I look perfectly fine but..Oh well..maybe it's just my face.
Didn't attend school today.
Thinking that lessons was too boring for me to handle... * truancy*
HAH.

Went JoyBieber's home with Wilson.
Wilson was so adorable today. :) For some reason. HAHA!

Watched Final Destination 3 & 4 at her house.
Thought that it was scary cause it look gory.
I have FD 1 , 2 and 3 at home but still haven't watch it since I got them which is like 2 years ago. :x
Turn out , it's just gory..not scary. A bit disgusting though. :x

Went for a hair cut after dinner.
Kinda hate it.

Anyway , am still sick. Should have known better to not go out and stay at home and rest. HAH.

端午节快乐！

Kudos ,
Jiani

Insidious.

2011-06-01T00:39:00.002+08:00

Hello! :D

Was a tiring day mainly because I slept around 2am last night
& I have forgotten to drink coffee.
Thus the caffeine wasn't there to support me mentally.

Let me roughly elaborate about what happened today or rather...yesterday.

Had Maths first , went through the Mid-Year paper.
Before going over to Chemistry.
Did Organic Chemistry , about those Homologous Series stuff.
Was very straightforward. Kinda understand it which I am pretty glad about it. :)
Went for a quick break before going over to the AVA room to attend the English Summary Workshop.
Was feeling lethargic. Almost fell asleep.
Managed to scrap through that 2 hour program which was supposed to be an hour's.

Was released around 2pm.
Went Plaza Singapura to get tickets for the show 'Insidious'
Was supposed to catch the 3pm show but they only left with the 5th row from the front's which we have to lift our head up to watch if we were gonna get those seats.
But we didn't. Decided to get the 5pm show.
Paid using Master since it's the holidays and there's not student price.

Went Mcdonald for lunch.
McWings ; All wings. Up-sized , drink changed to green tea.
^ Standard.
Finally got that Green Cup before it's gone by tomorrow. :)
I want to collect all 6 , especially the Blue , Lime and Charcoal.
:)

Went Far East Plaza after lunch.
Jiahui bought 2 portable charger , 1900mAh.
While I got myself a 2350mAh Power Booster and a 1900mAh portable charger.
The reason being is that the previous 2350mAh had spoil and the 1900mAh's went a bit loose.
So , had to get a new one.

Went back to Plaza Singapura after that.
Walked around before entering into the cinema.

Overall , it's a pretty scary movie with a good storyline.
Yes , it's a good movie but still..it scare the wits out of me.
So , I would be in a daze tomorrow like how I am currently.

There are funny parts in the movie as well as scary parts.
Duh , since it's a horror movie.
I would recommend you guys to watch it if you are a bit afraid of horror but not that afraid.
& my suggestion to you is that...go watch it when you are tired.
Like this , you won't remember what happened in the movie and you won't keep on having flashbacks.

Still , go watch it if you are energetic too. :)(
Though the ending was a bit mysterious. HAH.

So here I am , at home.
Feeling really tired.
Ought to sleep now if not I will end up like today...
Almost fall asleep in class.
But luckily , I didn't.
If not Ms Prema or Mdm Belwit confirm 'gan' me like 'mad'.
HAH..

Yes , I am still feeling very very sad...
But so what? It's not gonna affect my daytime's life..
Except that I always take my emotion on my own..in the night.
Where everyone is asleep , soundly at home. :|

There's a change in the time-table for tomorrow , Wednesday and Thursday.
Instead of having Physics/Math/Social Studies and English...for an hour each..
We are gonna have 2 hours of Physics and 1 hour of Social Studies and English [Each].
I don't even know if I can wake up tomorrow...
If I can't , it means that I won't be attending school tomorrow.
Anyway , it's time for me to sleep.
I know it's still early but then...
I rather not jeopardize my learning for tomorrow..
Cause SS and English are gonna be a real boring lesson...

GOODNIGHT! SAND MAN IS LURING ME TO SLEEP
& GONNA PLAY CHESS WITH ZHOU GONG. :DDDDDDDD

Kudos ,
Jiani

I am not a adjustable person , so don't make changes in my life. I dislike it...seriously.

2011-05-31T01:14:00.000+08:00

My title just speaks what I want to say.
Actually I am the one who typed it out , I'm just fooling around.

HELLO!

Few days had passed since my last update.
The reason for me to choose today to update my blog is because I just took my GCE O Level Chinese.

So yes , it's the June Holiday which doesn't much applies to my sec5 life.
& 30th May marks the day of my 1st take.
1st take on Chinese O level.

Didn't sleep early last night despite attempting to sleep early.
Slept around 2.30am , I think.
Woke up at 7am. [Drank a cup of coffee]
Thought that exam starts at 8am which I arrived at 7.30am.
In the end , it starts at 8.30am.
So I waited outside of the hall with Jiahui.
Went in around 8.15am , I guess.
Can't really remember since I have really bad memory.

Was really nervous....NERVOUS.
Ain't kiddin , dude.
Was so so so so nervous.
For the first time..in an exam.
No idea why...maybe lack of sleep?
Or something? Was a wee bit unstable.

So...wrote Q2 and Q4 for Paper 1.
Tough much. Since I am not good in blogging , you can't expect me to be good in writing long compositions.
But I managed to break my record..in writing composition.
But I think it's still not good enough.
What pissed me off is that after writing one full page of composition , I then found out that it was off topic.
The topic was too specific...kinda hard for me to write.
It's over , It's over , It's over.

Used the whole 2 hours trying to write something out of my mind and I found out that actually Chinese Paper 1 is much more easier than English Paper 1.
Cause..you need 2 words in Chinese to explain a meaning while 1 word could settle it in English.
^ Need to elaborate sometimes...but not now.
Yes , I fully used the whole 2 hours trying to crack my head and provide some information out.
Something call the inspiration , kinda lack of it.

Had a short break before Paper 2.
Which isn't important at all. Was a bit depress after Paper 1.
So Paper 2 is an hour and a half.
The multiply choice part was a breeze.
But the second passage isn't.
I scrap through the paper. :(

Not confident at all. Not at all.
First time....not confident for Chinese when it's my forte.
Used to be my forte.
Everything seems bleak now...
It just seems hopeless...
I would be glad if I am able to even pass my Chinese with a C6 though the teacher expectation was B3.
C6...I am not even confident on scoring a C6. Maybe a D7? E8? F9?
One thing for sure , no matter what result I am getting...I am going to retake my Chinese.
Except if I score A1 which is impossible.

Oh well , it's over.
Shall stop dwelling on it and start studying for other subjects.
& wait for the result in August.
Shall spend my June holiday doing something constructive...
I am half dead & I gotta attend school tomorrow...8am.
Should really get some sleep now before my mind fails me tomorrow.

Maths , Chemistry & EL Module for Summary Writing which ends at 1.30pm.
Gonna catch Insidious with Jiahui tomorrow at Plaza Singapura.
Hope it's a good movie but I don't think it's gonna be since it's a horror movie.
Which I am pretty terrified with ghost or supernatural stuff.

If I am way to terrified by the movie , i might be in a daze on Wednesday.
Goodluck to those who are gonna teach me on Wednesday. :)

GOODNIGHT. :)

Music

2011-05-27T04:57:00.001+08:00

Hello!

On a side note.
I added streampad on my blog.

It's located at the bottom of the page.
Just move your sight to the bottom of your screen and you will see it.
There will be music playing.

& there are some buttons on the right.
The second from the right-left is playlist.
You can click on it to see ..and you can choose.
So far there is only 3 songs.
I will put more. :D

I am a wee bit unstable these few days.

2011-05-27T04:16:00.001+08:00

Hello! :D

It has been awhile...
Life's great/emo/sad/happy/lame/rofl/bird/dog/cat/sheep/rabbit/indifferent.

Sighing has became part of my daily routine.
Overwhelmed with emotion.
Been real 'emo' these few days.
I don't know what to type now...........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

Let's just move on to daily happenings.

I can't actually remembered what I did on Monday , Tuesday , Wednesday and Thursday.
All I remembered is that I met Emmeline all these 4 days together with Joy Bieber.

I will try and recall.

Monday.
Attended the Chinese Intensive at 11.30am.
Went home during lunch time.
Took a nap before getting over to Postoffice to collect my parcel.
& then met Emmeline.
Went over to Joy Bieber's house to get the frame I bought earlier.
Chatted awhile at the void deck.
Went home.

Tuesday.
Heard that both of us was banned from the intensive.
Oh well , doesn't matter anyway.
Since it's about foundation.

Went Clementi Mall with Joy Bieber and walked around.
I kinda like Clementi Mall as it's flooring are lime green
& there is BASKIN ROBBINS over there.
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Took a bus down to Bishan ; Junction 8 to meet Emmeline.
Walked around.
A lot of 'jiao' happened between the 3 of us.
Bought 2 necklace.
One of them consist of the PEACE logo and the other is from Gift-A-Name.
Customize with the word 'PEACE' while Joy Bieber got hers as 'FAITH'.
Went home after that.

Wednesday.
Went Clementi Mall again.
Walked around before proceeding to Bugis Street
Crapped a lot of Joy Bieber.
All those kind of stuff that you won't ever imagine.
Met Emmeline at Bugis afterwards.
Walked around and chatted a lot.
Memorable Memories.
Went home afterward.

Thursday.
Thought that there will be an issue of Report Book.
There isn't.
So , we ended up rotting for half an hour at the hall , watching some ECSTASY clip.
My leg was very numb due to the fall earlier in the day.
Fell down and scrap my knee.
I found out that , the recent fall I had fallen always scrap my right knee.
For some unknown reason and my right knee is gonna be scarred.
Tolerate with the numb and pain.

No choice but to attend the Chinese Intensive.
Did the Paper 2 and went Hougang Mall after that.

^ I know it's crap.
读书不读书，跑去后港。
But the intensive was much of a useless stuff , at least that's what i think.

Went home after that.
Charged my phone and met Emmeline at Vivo.
Walked around...and went Plaza Singapura to meet Irene.
Intended to eat Chicken Rice which was located beside Rochor Beancurd but it didn't open.
Walked over to Bugis.
& had dinner.
Play OutRun2 again , was damn fun.
We completed the course again.
For the 2nd time.
Since the previous was all stuck at the last checkpoint without seconds to spare.
Had Koi and walked around Bugis.
Chatted a lot and talked about school life.
Went home after that.

No , my day didn't all end after going home.
It always end with sleepless night , late night sleep and emo posts.
No idea why was I so emotional these few days
I am a wee bit unstable these few days.
Most probably that my mind is in a mess right now.
Due to some relationship problem.

&
Joy Bieber ,
I know you don't read my blog but I still want to thank you...
Thank you for being here with me...
Thank you for analyzing my problems with me..
Thank you for appreciating me.
Thank you for tolerating me.
Thank you for crapping with me.
Thank you for everything...

Lastly ,
Thank you for being my friend. :D

Goodnight ,
Jiani

Have a pleasant weekend. :)

The week of adventure

2011-05-23T03:39:00.001+08:00

Hello! :D

Been a long long long long long time since I last posted.
Will update my previous week in speed point form.
Cause I am tired and wanna get some sleep before the torturous intensive program.

Monday [16 May 2011]

With Joy Bieber
School -> Ubi -> Toa Payoh -> Home.

School - Exam.
Ubi - Repair Headphone , Saw a military airplane.
Toa Payoh - Look for Joy Bieber's new phone casing. Got myself 2 new casing.
Finally found that design despite asking so many shops.
Joy Bieber got herself her screen protector/casing and itouch casing.
Home. [No need elaborate]

Tuesday [17 May 2011]

HAPPY VESAK DAY!
STAYED AT HOME AND ROT.

Wednesday [18 May 2011]

With Joy Bieber
School -> Intensive -> ToaPayoh -> Home

School -Went back for Science MCQ.
Intensive - Went for half of its session , got back Chinese result.
Failed my composition BADLY! Got 19/50. WTFFF!
But heck care , my paper 2 was acceptable. 41/70.
ToaPayoh - Jiahui wanted to get a few more casing but then don't have.
Home.

Thursday [19 May 2011]

Intensive.

Didn't go for the Sports thingy.
Went back for intensive.
Phone get confiscate by ChenJing.
Eh , applies to everyone.
She just want to keep all our phone.-.-
Y U NO LET ME MOUSEHUNT? Heh. :)

Friday [20 May 2011]

Check paper - Home.

Got back some of my result.

Failed Dnt

I failed English and I can't believe it.
I can't digest my result at all. AT ALL.
I really can't believe it.

Failed SS.

Failed Physics.
^ I can believe it. Rofl.
I improved , I guessed.
Got 30.5/85 = 35.9%
Saw some of my answer written.
WRITE WRONG. -.-
'with' , I write 'will'
Intolerable mistake.

^ All above are passable if I put in effort.
PRELIMS , here i come.

Saturday [21 May 2011]

Went Chinatown for Koi with Emmeline.
Walked around before getting over to Bugis to meet Joy Bieber and WaiYee.
Made us wait for them .

Lot's of fun and laughter.
Especially those epic conversation you cannot imagine. HAHAHAHA! :D
Enjoyable trip! Enjoyable trip!

Sunday [22 May 2011]

Queensway -> Ikea -> Bukitmerah -> Home.

The day was actually spent sleeping / window-shopping / mouse hunting.
Woke up around 12pm and stoned in front of the laptop before going to Ikea to get some stuff.

Till now , was doing my Model for DNT and was posting emo status.
Feel free to get a look if you can. :P

http://facebook.com/blurrblock

If you can't...You can actually take a look from my twitter.
Same stuff.

http://twitter.com/blurrbl0ck

:D

Kudos ,
Jiani

It's gonna be a hectic week.

Details of me?

2011-05-11T01:20:00.006+08:00

Hello! :D

Still remember where I posted the whole horoscope thing about October 1 individuals?
Which I just posts CHUNKS of words , expecting you to read which seems to be stupid.
Therefore , I am going to extract and explain to see whether if I agree with what they say. :P

Libras born on October 1 have a bold and uncompromising spirit and an ability to come back from hard times. They enjoy being in the spotlight but have too much grace to appear egotistical or vain. October 1 men and women understand the need to build their future on past successes. They have an instinct for making the right decision

Bold and Uncompromising and an ability to come back from hard times.

Yes , I admit that I am actually quite bold. & I can be compromising if I want to.
The bold part is not a good thing though.
Normally , it just leads to consequences which tends to get pretty ugly if it's not handled well.

As for the part of uncompromising is purely because I think what I am gonna do is right.
Thus , I am not really willing to compromise with what others got to say.
You can call me Stubborn/inflexible or whatever...RIGID?

Understand the need to build their future on past successes.
^ , I am not that sure if I understand the need to build my future on past successes.
But I do understand the need to build my future.
Though procrastination is getting me..or it had already gotten me. :x

& the last sentence of this paragraph of description..

They have an instinct for making the right decision.

I have to totally go with this.
Yes , I do have an instinct.
Cause I know what's right and what's wrong.
I can't think of any convincing example yet.
But those who knows me well , will understand this point.
If you don't understand this point , I guess you need to flip me open and read again.

Friends play a pivotal role in the lives of October 1 men and women. They have a wide variety of social contacts but a small circle of very intimate friends. October 1 individuals are extremely romantic. They fall in and out of love quickly. Once married, they will strive to keep the romance alive.

Friends play a pivotal role in the lives of...
They have a wide variety of social contacts but a small circle of very intimate friends.

Pivotal role , without my pivot..I can't balance.
Yes , I agree.
I agree with the fact that friends are pretty important to me.
They kinda balance me which I quite emphasize on.
To me , everything have to be balance.
Maybe due to that I am a LIBRA which is symbolize by the SCALES.
Apart from that , I pretty much concern about fairness going around.
As long as I feel a bit of 委屈 which I would be aggrieved , I would try to get back my fairness at any cost.
Which leads to those 'quarrellings' / 'disrespects' to the teachers.
Seriously , do you think that I would 'nothing better to do' and go rebut the teacher?

Back to point , I do have a wide variety of social contacts.
I know a lot of people but i really have a small circle of intimate friends.
Social contact is not equivalent to friends.
Thus , I have to agree with that sentence too.

October 1 individuals are extremely romantic. They fall in and out of love quickly.
Once married , they will strive to keep the romance alive.

Extremely Romantic , I am not very sure of that.
But I am sure that I can plan a very romantic event , think out a very romantic poem or something.
I can do things the very very very romantic way which I think every other can do too.

As for the , 'once married , they will strive to keep the romance alive'.
Well , I shall wait till after I get married , right? :D

Family life has a major impact upon the lives of October 1 individuals. Their idyllic childhood may make them nostalgic for the past. They have the best intentions of fulfilling their parental roles, yet may find themselves preoccupied with career responsibilities. They do set rules that provide social and spiritual guidance. Health Because of their generally upbeat nature, October 1 men and women have little problem dealing with stress. Generally moderate in all things, these people usually keep their weight down. Even though they hate to sweat, they usually keep up a regular workout program.

Family life DO has a major impact upon my life.
My family member are god-damn important to me.
As for I think they are really important?

My idyllic childhood...
I can't really remember the actual events that happened during my childhood period.
But I am pretty sure that it was IDYLLIC!

This is getting more and more creepy. Are all October 1 individuals supposes to be like this?
Cause , I think its getting more and more real.
More of to what I been thinking of.

^ I therefore announce , whatever that paragraph has..totally related to me.
As I do agree with all the points made.
Except for the last sentence.

Even though they hate to sweat , they usually keep up a regular workout program.

It's only right by half. The first half. I agree that I HATE TO SWEAT.
I detest sweating...but the last part.. I am unsure. Maybe I will keep to it when i grow older?

October 1 natives have the spirit to overcome adversity, which gives them great satisfaction because it allows them to demonstrate their true mettle. They seek harmony in all aspects of life. This can require some sacrifices in personal relationships, but they are glad to make those sacrifices if it provides peace of mind.

So far , I overcome adversity. & it do gives me great satisfaction.

^ Pursuant to Section 49 , Sub-section 7E , Paragraph A...I hereby declare that.....*drum roll*

THEY ARE TRUE! TRUE! TRUE! TRUE!

So , you understand me now? Much better now?
Don't be fooled by my appearance and the way I present myself.

Kudos ,
Jiani

General Election 2011

2011-05-08T04:09:00.000+08:00

Hello!

I have just watch a 6 hour long special show.

THE GENERAL ELECTION 2011.

It's a serious matter in Singapore.
For all Singaporean citizen above 21 gets to vote except for those who are staying with Tanjong Pagar GRC as of effect from 1st January 2011.
Thus after days of focusing on this Election , it's finally for the result.
The result which is gonna determine the future of Singapore , the future of us.
Not that serious but as in the future of us in the next 5 years.

Yes , there been rumors on Twitter / Facebook that which party had won and those.
But nevertheless , it's better to watch them on TV rather than to believe those rumors on the net.

Mr Yam Ah Mee is the Returning Officer Extraordinaire for he is the one who announced the result of the General Election 2011.

For those who watched the General Election 2011 , I am sure that you are familiar with the following text...

Parliamentary general election 2011 , result for the electory division of *insert SMC/GRC* *all the candidates name from one party* *the party they are from* *total votes they have gotten**all the candidates' name from one party* *the party they are from* *total votes they have gotten**rejected votes* *total vote cast*
The local votes counted for the electorial division of *insert SMC/GRC* are conclusive of the result.Pursuant to Section49, Sub-section 7E, paragraph A of the parliamentry election's act I declare *all the candidates' name from the winning party* of the *Party that have won* as the group/ of candidate/s elected for the electorial division of *SMC/GRC*

Familiar right? Got laugh?

HAHAHAH! I bet you all remember him ,

Mr Yam Ah Mee , the guy who speaks like a robot and the guy who kept us anticipating for the result.

This is his Facebook Fan Page

-> Yah Ah Mee , Returning Officer Extraordinaire / Yam Ah Mee , Returning Officer Extraordinaire

The reason that he has 2 fan pages is that apparently the creator typed his name wrong.

& his official Facebook Account

-> Ah Mee Yam

This is just for fun since I seen tweets/status/whatsapp messages commenting on him.

& there is even a re-tweet for him to run for presidency.

Back to the General Election.

Okay , I will show the result now though you all can actually read it up at General Election

Single Member Consituenecy

Mountbatten

PAP 11965 [58.65%]

NSP 8436 [41.35%]

Reject 418

Total 20,819

Bukit Panjang

PAP 20349 [66.26%]

SDP 10362 [33.47%]

Reject 744

Total 31455

Radin Mas

PAP 18591 [67.11%]

SDP 9110 [32.89%]

Reject 665

Total 28370

Whampoh

PAP 13015 [66.11%]

NSP 6672 [33.89%]

Reject 488

Total 20175

Joo Chiat

PAP 9630 [51.01%]

WP 9248 [48.99%]

Reject 314

Total 19192

Hong Kah North

PAP 18149 [70.61%]

SPP 7553 [29.39%]

Reject 573

Total 26275

Hougang

PAP 8053 [35.19%]

WP 14833 [64.81%]

Reject 261

Total 23147

YuHua

PAP 14081 [66.87%]

SDP 6977 [33.13%]

Reject 530

Total 21588

SengKang West

PAP 14667 [58.08%]

WP 10585 [41.92%]

Reject 437

Total 25689

Punggol East

WP 12765 [41.02%]

PAP 16969 [54.53%]

SDA 1386 [4.45%]

Reject 551

Total 31671

Pioneer

PAP 14581 [60.73%]

NSP 9430 [39.27%]

Rejected 446

Total 24457

Potong Pasir

PAP 7973 [50.36%]

SPP 7859 [49.64%]

Rejected 242

Total 16074

Group Representative Constituency

Marine Parade

PAP 78182 [56.65%]

NSP 59833 [43.35%]

Reject 5050

Total 141095

Moulmein-Kallang

PAP 44828 [58.56%]

WP 31721 [41.44% ]

Reject 1659

Total 78208

Pasir Ris - Punggol

PAP 100382 [64.79%]

SDA 54546 [35.21%]

Reject 4544

Total 159427

Tampines

PAP 72664 [57.22%]

NSP 54337 [42.87%]

Reject 3074

Total 113075

Westcoast

PAP 72465 [66.57%]

TRP 36395 [33.43%]

Reject 2820

Total 111680

Ang Mo Kio

PAP 112544 [69.33%]

TRP 49779 [30.67%]

Reject 5030

Total 167353

Bishan-Toapayoh

PAP 62282 [56.94%]

SPP 47092 [43.06%]

Reject 2085

Total 111459

East Coast

PAP 59895 [54.83%]

WP 49342 [45.17%]

Reject 1847

Total 11084

Sembawang

PAP 841185 [63.89%]

SDP 47578 [36.11%]

Reject 3290

Total 135052

Nee Soon

PAP 80659 [58.39%]

WP 57482 [41.61%]

Reject 2341

Total 140482

Holland-Bukit Timah

PAP - 48682 [60.10%]

SDP - 32322 [39.90%]

Reject 1719

Total 820723

Chua Chu Kang

PAP 89605 [61.20%]

NSP 56817 [38.80%]

Reject 3061

Total 149483

Aljunied

PAP 59732 [45.29%]

WP 72165 [54.71%]

Reject 1788

Total 133685

Jurong

NSP 37734 [33.04%]

PAP 76489 [66.96%]

Reject 2703

Total 116926

PAP won 81 seats ; 14 GRC & 11 SMC

WP won 6 seats ; 1 GRC & 1 SMC.

Apparently , LTK managed to clinched 6 seats with his Worker's Party but CST loses his Potong Pasir.

My condolence to George Yeo as for he is a good minister but he met a strong opponent. :(

& TIN PEI LING GOT INTO THE PARLIAMENT.

WHAT THE...

天理何在！

SERIOUSLY , I DO HOPE THAT NSP IS ABLE TO SUE HER FOR BREACHING THE LAW ON COOLING OFF DAY IN WHICH , SHE WOULD BE KICKED OUT.

WAITING FOR THAT DAY.

Okay , that's all.

Might post about my feeling about this General Election in a few hour time.

I am drained out...

Drained from replying to all stuff on Facebook/Twitter.

Communicating with Juniors and Teachers.

Too tired.. :(

It's 4.08am now..

Time for me to say GOOD NIGHT! :D

KUDOS ,

JIANI

blurrbl0ck

Interlude [Chinese New Year Edition]

Chinese New Year ; Part 1

Chinese New Year ; Part 1

Prelude # Updated AGAIN.

Prelude #Updated

Prelude

VANS/LORRIES/CARS?

Lethargic and Drained. ._.

Hello, VANS! ^^

I am getting more and more disgusted by humans.

Page 12 of 366 ; Time to embark on an old journey.

Page 6 of 366

Page 2 of 366

2012 RESOLUTION [Version 2.0]

2012 Resolution

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :)

Last post of 2011.

Choices..WARNING : Education path AGAIN.

Last second post of the year 2011.

Praying for the day that you will somehow find me.

Alvin and the chipmunks 3 & Mission : Impossible - Ghost Protocol

Study two diploma at the same time or?

3rd December-12th December [Updated]

3rd December-12th December

This and These.

1st of December. *\o/*

& before I forget...

Making a "To-Buy-List"~

Indifferent.

I'm sorry but I don't appreciate your sardonicism.

Best Week Ever.

1st November 2011.

Welcome back?

KONICHIWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! :D

Life , do we live for others or we live for ourselves?

:) remind me.

Totally can relate to the sentence "Cough like no tomorrow"

:) Posting via another account.

I am sorry. ._.

Double the East Coast , Double the fun.

Cultivate?

Another Smurfyyyy day.

Sup! :)

Smurfs 3D

Pool & East Coast Park.

Uh...Prelim Practical , DNT deadline..etc.

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:) Rushed , Jokes , Stressed , :) & Tired.

:)

Stressful Monday.

A quick post before I turn in for the night. :)

O level Chinese result

:) Monday

Happy National Day!

Missing in Action.

HAHEHO! :)

My apology. :(

Down , drained , dejected.

It has been 2weeks

I am tired.

38 more days to Preliminary.

I feel so helpless.

"Freezing" Friday & Saturday "Siansation"

Terrible Thursday That's Tearful. ['O' Level chinese Oral]

Wearied Wednesday.

Tiring Tuesday

Rhino Virus AGAIN?

Spent Saturday , Studying.

Goodbye.

我想给你幸福，却走不进你的世界

Happy 1st July! :)

Happy July! :D

Happy Wednesday?

A quick post about Tuesday!

Term 3 , Week 1 , Day 1 & it's already that 'Stress'

Too many things on my mind.

East Coast Park & I'm sick.

Maple Patch.

1st of December. \o/